Late Night Poems

Just random stuff from my notes app

[evermore2213]

It grows deeper every day

These feelings towards you

Knowing nothing will become of it

Saddens me completely

I feel you in my bones

To touch you the way I imagined

To protect you

For you to hold

At least our friendship is intact

Cracked but time will heal

Maybe I’ll get another chance

To say how I really feel

[evermore2213]

We walked through the fire together

Some days were hotter than others

We came out charred

But no worse for wear

We kept each other alive

Without knowing

Burning with you brought me back

I’m forever grateful for you

My love

[evermore2213]

The look on your face

No words needed

You confirmed the delusion

I feel hollow

Empty

I try to wear happy masks

You see straight through them

I wish I never kissed you

But I’m glad I did

I can move forward

You are still my template

I hope I can find you again

[evermore2213]

You carefully removed the bricks

From the walls I built

To protect my own heart

It has been broken countless times

You handle it with care

Slowly filling the cracks in the glass

That were caused by a tortured boy

Who showed me what I thought was real

The physical and mental harm

Can never be forgotten

But you have healed me in ways

Never thought possible

You caught my soul

[evermore2213]

I see you in 36 hours

I’m going to tell you

How I fell for you

How it was accidental

How I was looking in all the wrong places

Everything I feel for you

These feelings are new

This feels real

This feels natural

This feels eternal

I have no idea what I’m going to say

I hope you feel the same

[evermore2213]

We held onto each other

As the water around us rose

It’s getting higher

Almost to your chin

I love you everything will be okay

I hold you tighter

The water gets higher

Over your head now

Up to my chin

I pray please let us make it

I take a deep breath

Never letting go

I hold onto you as the water comes above me

It feels like an eternity

I feel you slipping away

I grab at you desperately

I don’t want you to get swept away

As quickly as the water rose

It receded

We gasp for breath

Happy that we made it together

[evermore2213]

I do not know when the phrase changed it’s meaning

All I know is that it did

It became clear to me

That love is not what I thought it was

She changed my entire perception

Love is not supposed to be forced

Let it happen naturally

The most beautiful thing to occur to me

I thank her

There will never be another like her

She would become the one that got away

But I do hope that she stays

She makes me happy in my bones

All I can wish is that I do the same

[evermore2213]

I love her in the way the sun loves the moon

And the moon loves the stars

Her ethereal aura captivates me

Neither of us believe in a god

But I’ll devote myself to her

[evermore2213]

I love your poetry! :) <3

Thank you <3

[evermore2213]

Some nights

Talk to the moon

Every thought

Loving you

Leaving you

Adoring you forevermore

[evermore2213]

I’m going to tell you

My true feelings

9 days left

I hope this goes well

I’m almost convinced

That you will

If you don’t that’s alright

I still want friendship

I still want to live with you

But I can no longer deny

I’m enamored

I don’t want you

just as my friend

I want you.

I want you

How ever you want me

[evermore2213]

I am afraid to love her

I am afraid it will hurt

One or both of us

But what if it’s happiness

For both our lives

I can only hope

The latter is true

I am no fortune teller

I am only a hopeless romantic

In love with a woman

I am proud to call

My best friend

[evermore2213]

Your voice reads to me

All to focus on is you

Time frozen

Your voice inflects

I smile

The sentences you spoke

They refrained from stumbling

Clear pictures to my mind

This is one of my favorite things to do with you

We do 1 at a time

Every time we come together

1 more down

Hope you like this as much as I

For another could never have this

I wish it be you forever

[evermore2213]

I think

I could love you

for fifteen lifetimes

and still never

tire of you

I hope to

meet you in every

lifetime after this one

For knowing you

has been one

of my greatest blessings

You complete me

You balance me

Even on my darkest days

you light my soul on fire

[evermore2213]

The mind that controls you

is powerful

Too powerful some days

Lines in your skin

run deeply

Hang on three weeks

Until our embrace

Until we meet again

I wish to save you

from yourself

I learn only you can

Please stay with me

I could have loved you

for many lifetimes

[evermore2213]

This night she felt would last forever,

This happiness and excitement,

This drunken feeling of longing,

This clear vision of want and need,

The temptation of her,

Would she submit?

Would she rise?

Her heart is pure of contempt,

The others’ full of innocence,

She worries of ruin to her soul,

These feelings,

They say it is not safe,

She never felt as safe,

When she looked into my eyes,

I admire every inch of her,

She admires every inch of me,

We love and fight together,

I will protect her until my dying breath,

My last thought beon you.

[evermore2213]

May we meet again

Time for us to part

End of a chapter

Start of a new

I will feel solemn

But in three weeks time

we shall see each other again

I hope you do not feel forlorn

I hope the loneliness is not too heavy

I hope you stay

May we meet again