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19, she/her <3

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everythingdenied’s masterlist <3

!-nsfw

baby fever

in which you and matty babysit your six month old niece for the day

stubble!

in which matty hasn’t shaved in a couple of days

showers!

in which matty catches you in the shower

breaking the bed in!

in which matty and you move into a new apartment (sub!matty)

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ANYWAY not gonna be stupid and promise I’m back but like MAAAYBBEE i will post a bit more (and if ur super lucky I will post the four late promptomber blurbs that I rly hate but I wrote them so might as well post them ig)

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promptober-13

leaves fallen sparse-dad!matty

a/n: lil blurb inspired by the fact that matty has been looking painfully dilfy atm...and also bc i am hormonal & freezing and feel like i haven't posted anything in agesssss. also promptober YAY!! tysm @abiiors u have reminded me i don't hate writing.

wc: 620

"Fuck me, i'm freezing my tits off. Can we not just...go home?"

I turned my head, walking a few paces ahead of Matty to try and keep up with the very enthusiastic toddler wobbling along the cobblestone in front of me. Amelie had only learnt to walk less than a month ago but, from the minute she'd figured out how, she'd been eager to use those little legs of hers, putting both me and her dad on pins whenever she decided to toddle anywhere near the edge of the coffee table at home.

"Matty..." I scolded, glaring at the man as he grumpily shoved his hand's into the pockets of his trench coat, kicking at a pile of dried, amber leaves at his feet. "You were literally the one who suggested this."

He rolled his eyes and puffed out a dramatic sigh, jogging the few steps forward to catch up with Amelie and I.

"Yeah. Didn't think it'd be this cold" he grumbled. "I feel like Scott of the fuckin' antarctic."

Matty dug his hands deeper into his pockets, pouting when he found no relief from the crips autumn air, nor any sympathy for me, who only breathed a quiet laugh at his melodrama and pulled him into my side. His teeth chattered, clicking against each other exaggeratedly, and he nuzzled into the crook of my neck, whimpering like a small child.

"You are such a man child sometimes, jesus christ" i giggled, but gave in to his fawning, placating him with a soft kiss to the tip of his rosy nose, only pulling back when I felt something bump against my leg.

Looking down, I noticed our nearly two year old had stopped dead in the middle of the pavement, crouched down to inspect something she'd found between the cobbles.

"Careful, baby..." I hummed, the momentary concern I felt dissipating when I squatted down beside her to take a proper look at what had captured her attention so desperately she'd felt the need to stop walking. "What've you got, Am?"

Clutched in my little one's hand was a leaf; a perfectly shaped, dried out, copper leaf, reminiscent of the one's you'd see on some slightly kitsch advert for a pumpkin spice latte. It wasn't anything particularly magnificent, it was just a leaf, the same you could find sparsely peppering every street in England after the month of October, and yet Amelie stared at it in awe, her mouth agape as if she'd just discovered a new planet.

"Leaf!" she giggled happily and held it out for me to take. Her eyes flit between Matty and I, presumably waiting for the two of us to catch up on the joy this leaf was supposedly meant to bring us, and she prompted me once more to take it from her.

"Well done, baby" I smiled and gingerly took the singular piece of foliage from her, careful not to crinkle it as she grinned toothlessly. "S'pretty, huh?"

Amelie nodded vigorously, her little mustard bobble hat threatening to tip off her hid, and pointed once more.

"Pretty leaf..." she babbled thoughtfully, gazing up at Matty as I settled her woollen hat back in its rightful position, sitting perfectly atop her mop of dark ringlets she could have only inherited from one place. "Daddy, look! Pretty leaf."

Matty laughed warmly, his heart swelling tenfold, and crouched down to pick Amelie up in his arms, hugging her little frame to his chest as her elated squeal bounced through the empty estate.

"Mhm...'s a very pretty leaf" he nodded, and reached out to grasp her tiny hand in his own, his lips brushing over her knuckles as she wriggled in his arms. "But not nearly as pretty as you, my littlest darlin..."

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HATE everything else i've written so...gimme like a day or two and i'll get the bigger fics out (just need to edit them so i despise them slightly less) but in the meantime i am currently feral for dad!ross so feel free to spam my inbox

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Ross being all excited during your pregnancy, i.e. speaking to the baby, kissing your bump etc, being protective and loving, etc!

i am answering this four months later. ur so welcome for the prompt response girly no need to thank me (i hate myself im so sorry)

The early morning sun broke through the curtains in splintered rays as cascaded onto the unmade bed. it was warm and golden and seeped in like sweet nectar and yet, its warmth was barely comparable to that of his grin as he gazed up at me.

Ross' eyes were lidded and still bleary with sleep as he lay there beside me, the soft sheets pooling around our waists, leaving my bump exposed to the dripping sunlight. He was smiling, probably wider than anyone had ever smiled before at such an early hour, big hands roaming over my stomach, waiting for the little bean growing inside me to kick for him.

"He must be getting shy..." i giggled, fingers tangling in his hair as Ross feigned offence, lips brushing over the stretched skin of my belly. "Had no problem acting like a little Ronaldo when I was tryna get to sleep last night, did you, bean?"

My husband chuckled lowly, lifting his head from where it rested just between the valley of my breasts to grin, his smile practically stretching from ear to ear when our little one responded to my voice, little feet kicking at my stomach. It was nothing either of us hadn't felt before hundreds of times over and yet, in our sleepy states, it felt new; a tender reminder of the life the two of us had created together.

"That's my boy" Ross murmured, almost prideful, drawing a lazy chuckle from my lips. "My sweet, talented boy. Gonna grow up and be a footballer, yeah? Get Daddy a free season ticket, hm?"

At this, I snorted and shook my head affectionately.

"Think you might be getting a bit ahead of yourself, darlin" I teased, cupping his face in my palms, feeling the soft scratch of his beard against my skin. "Maybe wait until he's actually born before you start planning out his entire future..."

Ross said nothing, instead opting to lazily kiss my lips, swallowing my laughter with an amused hum. His hand never left my bump, calloused fingertips languidly tracing the little pink stretch marks that had started to form there. I melted under his touch, sinking back against the soft mattress, content to just lie here forever if it meant he and I got to stay like this.

"Can't wait that long," He mumbled, the longing in his tone palpable. "Just...wanna meet him. Wanna finally have our little family, y'know?"

I nodded, more than sympathetic, and nuzzling into the crook of his neck, engulfing myself in his familiar heady scent as he cradled my bump with one hand, the two of us all smiles when our little man kicked once more.

"Mhm..." I hummed, smiling softly. "I know, lovely. Two more weeks and he'll be here." Ross nodded sleepily, his tall frame now curled up against my body like a koala, having practically attached himself to my person the moment we saw those two pink lines months ago. "Although, if you can't wait that long, i've heard sex is good for speeding up labour..."

Ross breathed out a sleepy laugh, grinning against my skin. "Woman, you are insatiable..."

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DAD ROSS

SO REAL GIRL

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okay the overwhelming consensus is yes I should post so hopefully gonna post a few lil blurbs in a bit when im back from the shop xxxxx

love u all ur always the cutest even when I just abandon yous out of nowhere. loves of ma life fr

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hi bbs...

moved back in to my uni accom today and im alone for the week so i've just been writing all my months old inbox prompts out of boredom...

are people interested if i put them out...feel like it's a bit silly to just reappear out of nowhere w loads of fics and idk why but i feel rude doing it after basically taking an unexplained months long hiatus lol

i have dad!ross content and matty smuttttt.....????

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PROMPTOBER '23

hello, hello!! since october is right around the corner, i thought it would be fun to release a list of autumn/spooky themed prompts for people to use. i'm going to try my best to do them all but we will see how it goes!

i'm releasing this well in advance so people have time to decide which ones they want to do and plan + write them etc. anyway, i hope you guys participate and i would absolutely love to see your fics so pls tag #promptober75 if you use these <33

typed list of prompts under the cut

1] meet cute 2] apple cider 3] scary movies 4] long drive 5] elope with me 6] by the fireplace 7] autumn mornings 8] stress relief 9] sick days 10] falling for you 11] sweet touches 12] baking autumn treats 13] leaves fallen sparse 14] i wanna marry you 15] sneaking out 16] free space 17] stealing sweaters 18] in front of a mirror 19] hot chocolate 20] stay, stay, stay... 21] the perfect pumpkin 22] bonfires 23] pranks 24] candlelight 25] lights out 26] all too well 27] ghosts 28] black cat 29] begin again 30] costumes 31] halloween

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do i make my big return and participate in this…. i think yes

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hey girlies just popping in to say i bloody love the 1975 🥰 as a queer woman initially from a country where gay marriage is illegal and homosexuality is very frowned upon it means the world and more to me for the boys to do that. Its a beautiful thing to do. i can not express how grateful i am.

make the 1975 political again fr!!!!

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im just going to drop this here and dip I CANT BELIEVE I WITNESSED THIS W MY OWN TWO EYES (pls ignore my screaming xx)

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guys hello hit it’s me again just arrived in London for fins i am scared this is going to be so emosh

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exam season is finally OVER for me catch me making my tumblr come back for like the third time after going completely m.i.a 🥰🥰🥰🥰 besties I have missed u all so much sorry for just literally disappearing but I had uni to attend to xxx

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my cat just tried to rip up one of my matty posters and eat it 🤭🤭🤭

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Concept matty and his longtime girlfriend laughing at rumours of him saying celebrities

oh yall are MESSYYY but i love you for it heheheh (sorry, I couldn't help myself. i had to a short little thing for this.) this is not a commentary on whatever tf is going on rn btw, if it's all true i honestly could not be happier for them both they're so cutiepie

"Babe?" I glanced up from my phone, a smirk toying on my lips as I watched Matty change for bed, his curls still a little damp from the shower. He hummed absentmindedly in response, pulling a hoodie over his head. "Why didn't you tell me we were breaking up?"

With his blue sweater still caught around his chin, Matty hastily turned on the balls of his feet to look at me as I reclined on our hotel bed, phone in hand.

"Huh?" He blanched, eyes narrowed in confusion whilst I continued to scroll down my timeline, giggling to myself at the nonsense tweets clogging up my feed.

It was nothing particularly new to me; watching new rumours about my boyfriend's love life unfold on the internet. In fact, after years of being together, I'd learned to find humour in all the nuance and speculation surrounding Matty and I's relationship, no longer feeling my heart drop to my stomach whenever a new rumour came to light. I knew he was mine, and I his; the internet's opinion mattered not to me. Albeit, I'd be lying if I didn't get a few good laughs out of it all.

"Oh, nothin'. Just something Twitter's saying." I waved my hand nonchalantly, smiling when Matty's brows furrowed and he scrambled onto the bed, crawling up beside me. He peered over my shoulder inquisitively. "Apparently you're dating Taylor now." I explained, turning my phone to give him a better view.

His eyes widened playfully as he read the tweets, grabbing the device from my hands. He exhaled through his nose, amused, languidly scrolling through post after post, unable to hide the laughter bubbling in his throat.

"So..." I cocked a brow, moving to straddle Matty's hips as his eyes remained glued to my phone. "When were you going to tell me? Just gonna let me find out from people on Twitter again, huh?"

"Sorry, angel" He smirked brushing his thumb over my left hip before discarded the phone on the bed. "Been so busy with tour lately. Must have slipped my mind"

"Mhm. Always the same" I rolled my eyes teasingly, fingers running through his damp curls. "You never bother to tell me we're over, just let twitter do it for you. Coward"

Matty burst out laughing, cold hands travelling beneath the hem of my T-shirt.

"Rude" He huffed, swatting my ass playfully as I let out a squeal, wriggling away from his touch.

"What?" I giggled, leaning down to plant a kiss atop his nose. "It's true. S'okay though. I don't blame you. I'd break up with you for Taylor in a heartbeat too."

Upon my words, Matty gasped, clutching his hands to his chest in a dramatic display of feigned offence. "You wound me, baby" He whimpered, soon breaking his facade to burst into fits of laughter. "No wonder I'm always breaking up with you every other month."

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have fun at the party!!❤️❤️❤️

aww ty sweet angel <3 i luv surprise parties for ppl im so excited eek!

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Essay on Matty giving head please 🤲🤲🤲

dw bae as soon as my exam season is over this will be the FIRST big piece i write hehehhehehhe (i am a firm believer this man is a munch fr)