[kpopfanfictrash]

Love to Hate (Extra Scene II: Jungkook’s POV)

Author: kpopfanfictrash

Genre: Fuck Buddies / Enemies to Lovers

Pairing: Jungkook / Reader

Synopsis: Born with a silver spoon in your mouth, you’ve done your best to rid yourself of the taste since you were old enough to walk. Occasionally though, your mother manages to rope you into an obligatory function – or a blind date with playboy billionaire, Jeon Jungkook. Jungkook stands for everything you loathe about the world you left behind, but you can’t deny the spark of attraction between you. Intrigued by the promise of mutual satisfaction, you agree to one night in bed… and quickly realize you’re in far, far deeper than you ever intended.

Author’s Note: This scene takes place during Chapter 5 of Love to Hate and is told from Jungkook’s point of view. PLEASE READ THE ENTIRE STORY BEFORE READING THIS SCENE (otherwise there will be spoilers lol).

Rating: 18+

Word Count:  6,820

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[jung-koook]

HES DRIVING ME CRAZY (CR.)

[jung-koook]

220409 - hoseok’s instagram story

[everythinguk]

last time updated ➸ 01.04.22

No stealing/paraphrasing any of my works. All my stories are posted on this blog so please let me know if you find any sort of plagiarism involving these. Please do not ask for updates either; I will report you if needed.

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TALES UNDER THE STARS : A COLLECTION

“seven stories that took place in the grand kingdom of Ainsel, narrating tales of love and heartbreak. hauntingly beautiful stories that can now only be found engraved onto the sky, in the form of constellations.” [COMING SOON]

THESE ARE THE DAYS : A COLLECTION

“why worry about the future when we’re having so much fun? we’re young, we’re dumb and we don’t care. life has a funny way of screwing you over and we’re only seven boys trying to get through life so please go easy on us.” [COMING SOON] 

KIM NAMJOON

o n e s h o t s

➸ coming soon

s e r i e s

➸ coming soon

KIM SEOKJIN

o n e s h o t s

➸ coming soon

s e r i e s

➸ coming soon

MIN YOONGI

o n e s h o t s

➸ coming soon

s e r i e s

➸ coming soon

JUNG HOSEOK

o n e s h o t s

➸ coming soon

s e r i e s

➸ coming soon

PARK JIMIN

o n e s h o t s

➸ coming soon

s e r i e s

➸ coming soon

KIM TAEHYUNG

o n e s h o t s 

➸ coming soon

s e r i e s

➸ coming soon

JEON JUNGKOOK

o n e s h o t s

➸ distractions [COMING SOON]

↳ nsfw ; relationship au

s e r i e s

➸ coming soon

[everythinguk]

might delete later if i dont come thru but im writing smth. might post soon if i dont loose flow lmao

[djkoenig-deactivated20140905]

(◡‿◡✿)

(ʘ‿ʘ✿) “what you say ‘bout me”

(ʘ‿ʘ)ノ✿ “hold my flower”

[chronically-ill-dandy]

✿＼(｡-_-｡) “Kick his ass, baby.  I got yo flower.”

[kahguyaht]

i found it

the original post

i found it

[eviesrealitychangesdaily-deacti]

this should have the opportunity to be on everyone’s blog. 

[i-wanna-diepacito-deactivated20]

I hope you guys are happy. You have no idea about the lengths I went to to find this post and get it on my blog.

[smooththegoofyshark]

Everyone on this post is deactivated, this is like finding a fossil

[writergeek-cos]

I legally have to reblog this

[jung-koook]

jungkook - leave the door open cover

[jung-koook]

he’s so precious ♡

[everythinguk]

hello! I saw your These are the Days collection and I wonder if that was discontinued? thanks!

not discontinued!! thank you for asking darlin!

[jjungcooks]

jungkook running his hands through his hair (for @jjiminssi ♥)

[inkskinned]

one time he and i were sitting in bed and i said “where do you feel stuff?” and he said “what do you mean” and i said, “here is anxiety” and pointed to my bottom left rib where the spiders start. he pointed to his throat. “it’s here for me.” 

i keep anger in my breastbone, he holds it in his hands. i feel sadness on my shoulders, he feels it in his lungs. 

we play this game until we come to love, and i realize that i am terrified (jugular vein) of what might come. what if it is not the same. what if he feels it somewhere else, what if it is just a flash fire, not the slow burn, what if it is congealing in one place instead of radiating, i try to change topics, flight response (sternum)

he takes my hands in his and puts them over his ribs and says, “everywhere, everywhere, like a sun is trying to escape me, like i am being consumed and you are filling up where used to be empty.” i say, “don’t be ridiculous humans are 99% empty space,” i nervous laugh (spiders down spine), he holds his gaze with me. 

“everywhere,” he repeats.

[taeyungie]

for kim taehyung, sunflower that was born in winter

for the one who’s delicate, beautiful, thoughtful, talented and so hardworking. thank you for teaching us how to not lose ourselves. thank you for being you, for being the embodiment of everything that’s beautiful in this world, for having so much love within yourself for everything and everyone around you. thank you for teaching us how to love. may all your deepest dreams come true. may you know how loved, appreciated and important you are, how many people you saved. i want to wish you all-embracing health, success and happiness. we love you to the moon and back, happy birthday! ♡

[jung-koook]

jin imitating jungkook and when jungkook came he started hitting him 😆

[jjeongukie-deactivated20210409]

look at his cute lil perm underneath the hat 🥺💕

[futuremoji]

The last 3 of your most recent emojis will describe how your final day of 2020 will be like

[jung-koook]

the power he holds when he puts his hands in his pocket

[bts-twts]

201204 Jin’s birthday letter to ARMY

안녕하세요 진입니다.

얼마 전, 기자 회견을 하면서 이런 얘기를 한적이 있어요 “나는 내 슬픈 감정을 팬분들과 공유하고 싶지 않다. 좋은 것만 보여드리고 싶기 때문이다. 하지만 그게 음악이라면 얘기는 다르다. 평소 나의 행동으로는 공유하고 싶지 않지만 음악으로서는 보여드려도 괜찮을 것 같다.”

사실은 최근에 크게 번아웃이 왔는데 저 자신에 대한 많은 생각이 들어서 그랬던 것 같아요.빌보드 핫 100 1위를 하고 많은 분들께 축하인사를 받았는데 내가 이런걸 받아도 될까.. 사실 나보다 음악을 더 많이 사랑하고 더 잘하는 분들도 많은데 내가 이런 기쁨과 축하를 받아도 괜찮을까..하는 생각이었고 더 깊이 들어가다보니 마음이 힘들어 다 내려놓고 싶었던 것 같아요. 이 일로 상담도 받으며 하루하루 지내다가 방피디님과 얘기를 해봤는데 지금 이 감정을 노래로 써보면 어떻겠냐고 하시더라고요. 잘 만들 자신도 없고 결과물이 좋지 않으면 어쩌나, 나는 이미 그러면 안되는 위치에 와버렸는데.. 라고 대답을 하니 방피디님은 그런 건 중요하지 않다. 하지만 하게 된다면 너는 분명 잘 할거다 너에게 맞는 사람을 찾아봐주겠다고 하셨어요. 그렇게 작곡가 계범주형님을 만나게 되었고 지금 제 감정과 많은것들에 대해 얘기를 나눴습니다. 밝고 긍정적인 분이시더라고요. 형님은 저를 도와주고싶다고 하셨고 ‘많은 불안들에 대해 써보자~ 잘 안되면 또 새로 해보면 된다'는 긍정의 힘으로 절 다시 밝게 해줬어요.

그렇게 여러 얘기를 나눠보고 지금 저의 감정을 그대로 현장에서 트랙으로 만들어줬고 이걸로 해보고 싶은 얘기를 써내려가니 Abyss가 완성 됐습니다. 계범주 형님에게 다시 한번 고맙다고 얘기하고 싶어요. 생일에는 맞지않는 좀 우울한 노래지만 그래도 생일이 아니면 애매할 거 같아 Abyss를 공개하게 되었네요.

아미들, 부족하더라도 잘 들어주세요.

ps. 후렴구 가사 써준 우리 리더님 감사합니다.

Hello, this is Jin. I once said this not too long ago during a press conference, “I don’t want to share my sad emotions with my fans. That’s because I want to show them only good things. But that changes when it comes to music. I don’t want to show my sad emotions [to fans] with my everyday words and actions but I think it’ll be okay for me to show them through music.”

Honestly, I’ve felt really burned out recently and I think I said [what I said at the press conference] because the burnout had me feeling a lot of things about myself. We got #1 on the Billboard Hot 100 chart and we received congratulations from so many people but I thought “is it okay for me to receive those congratulations?..” To be honest, there are other people who love music even more than I do and are better at it than I am. Would it be okay for me to receive this happiness and praise/congratulations?..as I fell deeper into these thoughts, my heart grew heavier and, mentally, it got so hard for me that I think I wanted to just lay everything down. As a result of this issue, I spent my every day getting counseled on it (therapy) and ended up speaking to Bang PD-nim about it, and he suggested “why don’t you try writing these feelings out in a song?” When I replied by saying “I don’t have the confidence to make it well and if it doesn’t bear good results, I’m already in a position where that isn’t acceptable,” Bang PD-nim said “those things aren’t important. But if you choose to do this, I know you will do well. I will find someone for you who is compatible with you.” And that is how I came to meet producer hyungnim, Kye Bum Joo (aka Bumzu) and spoke a lot with him about what I had been feeling.

It turns out [Kye Bum Joo] is a very bright and optimistic person. Hyungnim said he wanted to help me and said “let’s write about the many insecurities/worries/anxieties you are feeling~ if it doesn’t go well we can just start from scratch again” and brightened me up with the strength of optimism.

And after those conversations, he wrote all of my feelings into a track for me right there on the spot, and as I wrote out the various stories I wanted to tell with this song, “Abyss” was completed. Once again, I want to thank Kye Bum Joo hyungnim.

Even though it’s a bit of a depressing song that doesn’t quite go well with a birthday, I thought it would be hard to find the right timing if I didn’t post on my birthday so I’ve ended up releasing “Abyss” [today].

ARMYs, though it may be lacking, please listen to it well.

ps. to our leader-nim who wrote the chorus, thank you.

Trans cr: Amy @ bts-twts © Please credit when taking out