2000’s older brother in a band, but a dyke

Where i have thoughts about sexuality and gender. Gauze. he/she 24

[evolvedclown]

call me Gauze. im an demi/aromantic sex favorable-graysexual butch stone top lesbian.

my pronouns are he/she. i consider everything about me queer.

this is where i have thoughts about queer shit and relationships and stuff like that. a lot of back and forth bc i doubt myself waayyyyy to much

probably best if this place was 18+. i might get a little silly and make the inside thoughts come out.

don’t agree with someone/thing, than leave please.

also, i love blocking people and idc if it’s petty or immature. it gives me a thrill everytime i hit that block button

[lesbianumbreon]

If you think it's inappropriate for trans women to also identify as twinks or femboys, you're not ready for queer discourse.

If you think it's inappropriate for trans men to also identify as butch lesbians, you're not ready for queer discourse.

Step back and let trans folks find a home in whatever identity we feel comfortable in. If a trans person renounces everything to do with their birth sex, awesome. If they still identify with parts of their birth sex, awesome. If you accept pronouns and name changes, you should understand that queer people know our own identities better than anyone trying to enforce them for us. Shoving queer people into boxes is bad whether you're on the left or the right.

[evolvedclown]

pls research and, idk maybe read, and explore the identities and history behind gnc lesbians, lesboys, trans lesbians, etc, before you start talking about he/him lesbians/butches/ transmasc-man lesbians/ etc. the labels may not be the same, but the concepts have always been there. no I will not elaborate bc i am not your daddy and i know you won’t listen anyways.

lesbian is so gender to me anyways. stop trying to force your ideals when there are so many people before who did not give a fuck. he/shes, and fagdykes, and boygirls, and all that shit has always been there living happily within the lesbian realm. don’t water it down to just wlw. it can be so much more at the same time.

[evolvedclown]

in my real life, in my head, i’m a he/she butch lesbian that goes by rio. but my social life will never see it bc my family sucks and i have one friend who never tries to reach out first, and ive gotten sick of that so we’re in a standstill.

but anyways

[evolvedclown]

‼️oK. so yellowjackets s3e8 spoilers.‼️

so? did anyone else notice melissa looking directly into the camera multiple times or just me? did i imagine it? is it on purpose? also, when the no eyed man just fucking appears!? it was 2 am! i jumped so hard i had to turn off my laptop and go to bed. didn’t finish the episode until the next day

[evolvedclown]

rereading the entire hunger games series bc i’m getting the new book this weekend and the way that katniss is so absolutely dense to how peeta feels towards her is so frustrating (im the same bestie).

p: you look stunning while on fire, love of my life. light of my eye. your hunting skills are magnificent. amazing with a bow.

k. internally: he wants to kill me

[evolvedclown]

when my family figures out about my 6’2+, 40+ year old, accent having, dom bottom, strong, muscle mommy, femme lesbian sugar mommy, i’m gonna be sooo embarrassed!!!! like, omg no! i would never want that!(👀) i don’t have one of those!(👀) i never would!!(👀)

[evolvedclown]

*horrible tr*mp impression* it will no longer be 👐 ‘trans’ylvania. it will now be known as ‘biological’vania👐. ya’know? it’s not trans. a country can’t be a transgender. if there was gonna be a transgender country, we would be the first👐. but we aren’t bc there are only boy and girl countries. nothing in between.

[evolvedclown]

mha spoilers(if you don’t know already)

i truly don’t give a darn if midoriya doesn’t have a quirk anymore. get that mother fucker a capture scarf and a gun and set him lose. he’ll be fine. that fucker could move a fridge with all mights big ass on top of it across a sandy beach. he made it how far in the sports festival without using ofa until almost the very end of it. he can handle heroing

make him an underground if you need to. he can still be a quirkless hero. 100%. and let him still be a teacher. i love that for him, honestly

[evolvedclown]

i can’t think about the lov without getting so sad. they all deserved so much more than the lives they were dealt and all they needed was someone to offer a hand to them but only the worst people did. afo when i findnyou!!!!!

[evolvedclown]

rant about moving out

how can i avoid having to buy a house when there isn’t A SINGLE PLACE FOR RENT NEAR ME THAT ISNT A SHITHOLE!!!??!! THE PICTURES SHOW WATER DAMAGE AND ROTTING FLOORING!!! ITS $900 A MONTH AND PAYING FOR ALL UTILITIES ONTOP oF THAT! I SHOULD JUSY BUY AT THIS POINT ANYWAYS!!!!!!

but the process for buying makes me want to rip my teeth out. having to get approved and loans and talking to banks and realtors. it’s so shit. and no one takes me seriously bc i’m young and my family aren’t any better. when i mentioned it before, they all humored me but i know they don’t think i can handle it even though im the one letting them borrow money off of me at least once a month

I JUST WANT TO MOVE OUT!

please🥲

[evolvedclown]

i’m slightly high, just remoisturized my hair, and sung some meg in the mirror. i am so attracted to myself right now. why am i single?

[evolvedclown]

is it too much to say that i change my tt username based on what it would be in whatever daydream world im currently in? or is this a safe space?

[evolvedclown]

they’re watching fox news talk shit on trans kids and are watching in pure awe. i’m not safe. i need an adult. someone help. why do i live in pennsyltucky?

[evolvedclown]

my coworkers are talking so fondly about trump tanning too dark and having a wack ass hair cut. he looks like someone’s been practicing funeral makeup on him. at all times.

[evolvedclown]

i need to be more outwardly radical leftist. a coworker just told me how her husband yelled at her for ordering girl scout cookies bc they support gun control and she forgot so she won’t order anything next time. and i made a joke like, “oh no! guess i can’t order from them anymore” even though im all for the controlling of guns. but she took me seriously and i can’t have that on my reputation. im the resident pink haired liberal snowflake. send help.

[evolvedclown]

‼️ayo minors! get the fuck back!!‼️

only bc #bringbackdryhumping has been attacking my fyp on tt. a little tmi but whatevs. as an asexual, making out while dryhumping is my favorite thing. it’s just you and this person so close and personal. only seeing, feeling, smelling, sensing this other person and nothing else while you use each others bodies to get off. still mostly clothed. bonus points if we’re a little high. pure bliss