I bite ankles 🐾

Just some queerdo who downloaded Tumblr against their will again. They/them : It/its physically nonhuman basically my personal void to yell into. May find raw poetry, or a long rant, or a vent, or just a brainfart moment i had in the middle of the night.

[evyrmori]

Welcome to my personal void.

If you decided to take a look through my blog then hi! Im Evyrmori, Larry, or Rioliega, whichever you prefer.

I simply just post whatever thoughts or ideas come to mind, and dont look twice at them. I dont really care for likes or follows or interactions with mutuals, nor will i explain a lot of my posts.

Im a pretty private person but have tried to be a bit more open. Cant say im the best at it though. You will see me express myself as open as i can in my personal void, i dont have a set topic or idea persay for this blog.

From queer things to nonhumanity to the enviornment or my trauma, or poetry or little funny memes, whatever. I make little writings and snippets and muse by myself in this small void that ive given myself.

Do note as ive been more active here i have needed a BYI (before you interact) list.

BYI

I am a physical nonhuman and a were. I tag my things "p-shifter" and other things of the like to find others like me as other weres also use p-shifting tags. I also come from a p-shifter background and my experiences are affected by that.

I am a reality shifter too. Yes, I can practice a hobby alongside my identity.

I am queer in multiple facets, and may ramble about it. I am an advocate for all human rights, including lgbtqia, womens, bipoc, and more. I try my best to not speak about topics i am not informed well about.

i am a nerd and hyperfixate may post about them. Please do not follow if you are hoping my blog is for a single purpose, it is not.

I am neurodivergent do not infantilize me i will smite you 🌚 (?ing autism, ADHD)

Do not attempt to "reality check" or fake-claim me you fucking losers, i literally do not care if you go "☝️🤓 erm actually you are human because you look human" Not your fucking problem what i think about myself, it doesnt involve you.

I dont give two shits about nsfw content. I usually content warn my nsfw posts.

I am a furry, always have been! I am a ferret named Finny.

I am neutral on a lot of discourse, including TransID, syscourse, para, and proship. Do not include me in your debates or discussions, do not assume that i am pro or anti any of these things (i am none of them, though.) I will not be discussing them, and i do not want to be involved, thanks.

When i get going on a topic i begin to chew on it and want to explore more into the nuance of it. I do apologise, its in my nature and i get not everyones wants to follow me into philosophical mulling, especially when i repeat myself or say things that may be obvious

i spam a lot of my thoughts when i get going. I do not tag them either. Please be aware that following me may flood your following feed.

If it doesnt have general sorting tags (like #art or something) then its me vagueposting please discard and do not take to heart

I have trouble explaining some concepts as i have to translate them into words. Im sorry if i dont make sense sometimes, or what i say may be slightly misleading/shallow/disregarding, please let me know.

I check DNI lists before following, and am careful to not trigger other people. I block liberally and for others sake too if i notice they are against what i am for. i believe blocking is an amazing thing and will use it whenever i can to distance myself or others.

If you do not like any of these things or are anti any of them BLOCK ME. Dont break your own dni to yell at me i do not care.

Some of my lists

Reality shifting list (info posts)

P-shifting list (info posts)

thanks for reading ♡

[frameacloud]

“There are no ‘elders’ or leaders [of the otherkin community]. Just because someone has a website, has written a few essays, is an admin or a moderator, or has had more ‘experience’ than you, it does not necessarily make them any more qualified than you to say something or any more worthy of respect. There is no arbiter of the truth here and there is no one who should be given special treatment.”

-Excerpt from “Advice for those new to Otherkin,” an article written by Mikh’to in 2014

[evyrmori]

Friguisexual (Microlabel Coining)

TW: sexual abuse / rape mentions. My personal story is put under read more.

Feeling a severe spike in libido and when releasing it, feels intense mental pain, regret, disgust, or shame afterwards. Sometimes, this can be felt as if you have no control over your own body, or a deep disconnect between your mind's wants and your body's needs.

Flags are a draft... I may touch them up.

Friguisexual comes from the words "Frig" and "Anguish". Furthermore, it can be put under the ARCsexual umbrella, or the simple ace spectrum.

Those identifying with the label can be sex favorable, sex indifferent, or sex repulsed -- but usually those who identify with the label may be sex-conflicted due to their friguisexuality clashing with their sexual interactions.

This is a strong struggle between the mind and body that usually is caused by trauma or PTSD of some kind. (Usually, from religious upbringing, sexual abuse, verbal abuse, or fearmongering in childhood.)

This label can be used in tandem with any other label due to how it explains a relationship between the individuals mind and body.

The flux version is Friguiflux.

The spike version is Friguispike.

Similar Identities:

Caedsexual - asexual due to trauma

Hypersexual

Sex-repulsed

Orchidsexual - feels libido but has no intention to act on it

Antimilo - replused by the idea of orgasming

Anticarnal - against libido feelings.

ARCsexual

Eriscarnal - sex conflicted.

Autoresexual - attracted to masturbation / yourself in a sexual way but not others.

go check out more here ♡

Category:Ace-spec identity

For sexual orientations related to or that fall on the asexual spectrum. The main page for this category is asexual spectrum.

This was made in context to connecting to my own pain and struggles with libido, sexual attraction, and masturbation after years of sexual torment from family members telling me i would be raped as a child. Please let me know if other things exist out there, or if i misdefined some labels.

I am aware that this is similar to hypersexuality and is quite common. But, i dont feel a strong connection to hypersexual and thought to make an alternative label.

[evyrmori]

Friguisexual (Microlabel Coining)

TW: sexual abuse / rape mentions. My personal story is put under read more.

Feeling a severe spike in libido and when releasing it, feels intense mental pain, regret, disgust, or shame afterwards. Sometimes, this can be felt as if you have no control over your own body, or a deep disconnect between your mind's wants and your body's needs.

Flags are a draft... I may touch them up.

Friguisexual comes from the words "Frig" and "Anguish". Furthermore, it can be put under the ARCsexual umbrella, or the simple ace spectrum.

Those identifying with the label can be sex favorable, sex indifferent, or sex repulsed -- but usually those who identify with the label may be sex-conflicted due to their friguisexuality clashing with their sexual interactions.

This is a strong struggle between the mind and body that usually is caused by trauma or PTSD of some kind. (Usually, from religious upbringing, sexual abuse, verbal abuse, or fearmongering in childhood.)

This label can be used in tandem with any other label due to how it explains a relationship between the individuals mind and body.

The flux version is Friguiflux.

The spike version is Friguispike.

Similar Identities:

Caedsexual - asexual due to trauma

Hypersexual

Sex-repulsed

Orchidsexual - feels libido but has no intention to act on it

Antimilo - replused by the idea of orgasming

Anticarnal - against libido feelings.

ARCsexual

Eriscarnal - sex conflicted.

Autoresexual - attracted to masturbation / yourself in a sexual way but not others.

go check out more here ♡

Category:Ace-spec identity

For sexual orientations related to or that fall on the asexual spectrum. The main page for this category is asexual spectrum.

This was made in context to connecting to my own pain and struggles with libido, sexual attraction, and masturbation after years of sexual torment from family members telling me i would be raped as a child. Please let me know if other things exist out there, or if i misdefined some labels.

I am aware that this is similar to hypersexuality and is quite common. But, i dont feel a strong connection to hypersexual and thought to make an alternative label.

[evyrmori]

nonhuman + nsft mentions involved (just because its nsft doesnt mean it has to be inherently sexual.). A small appreciation post but scroll by if you don't want this on your feed ♡

nonhumans who do kink are valid!

nonhumans who like petplay are valid!

nonhumans who like D/S dynamics are valid!

nonhumans who like O/P dynamics are valid!

nonhumans who enjoy bondage are valid!

nonhumans who enjoy shibari / kinbaku / semenawa are valid! (like me!)

nonhumans who enjoy animal packers are valid! (sexual or not thought i would include yall ♡)

nonhumans who get body mods for their type are valid! (honestly so cool, sexual or not again ♡)

nonhumans who have their genitalia changed for their type are valid!

nonhumans who practice kink and are ace / aroace are valid!

nonhumans who are vanilla are valid!

nonhumans who are exploring their kinks are valid!

nonhumans who like edgeplay are valid!

nonhumans who enjoy predator / prey scenes are valid!

nonhumans who do BDSM scenes are valid!

nonhumans who are hypersexual are valid

Nonhumans who have their nonhumanity directly tied to their kinks / BDSM are valid! (including nonhumans who have them seperate ♡)

nonhumans who are sexual are valid!

And anyone i missed, you are valid too in your experience ♡♡

we are real, we exist, and we experience all forms of our nonhumanity, including kink or bdsm or libido. We arent children, and its normal to be sexual while also being nonhuman.

(yes, i am aware that there is the possibility for there being discourse from this post. i wanted to make an appreciation post and a recognition post since i see such little on sexuality and how it affects nonhumans. Theres so much shame involved I hope one day it can be de-stigmatized *cougar tail wag*)

[jimatic-jinema]

somewhat inspired by that rabbit meme lol

[seawolfed]

"Wildform"

A depiction of what it feels to be in-between shapes, and where I like to imagine myself in this awkward form.

Most days I feel like a weird amalgamation of body parts that don't fit into the body I have. An ever changing mass of limbs, shifting and distorting, trying to shape itself into something it physically cannot. I overcompensate for my movements, lowering my posture as if ready to drop on all fours, I duck my head an extra depth to fit my ears below an obstacle, adjust the way I sit to make space for my tail or walk on my toes to acclimate to the feeling of paws.

Some days my phantom sensations are so strong that I feel it in my entire body. It is so physically distressing to viewing a body does not match the sensation or move in the way that it should. It can be emotionally difficult to move my body and sometimes | feel stuck, unable to move at all. It is an uncomfortable disconnection between mind and body.

Lately l've found drawing the physical sensations of my phantom shifts to be quite therapeutic and healing - especially in those moments I feel stuck. I feel as though this is a big jump in my digital art capability too, I'm very proud of this one! 🐾

[frozenmlst]

guys my friend is trying to coin a new term! she doesnt have tumblr, so im helping out and asking what you all think abt her idea! <33

heres the link cuz im too lazy:

Ofc, if there already is a term, tell me and i shall tell her >:3

[thealterhumanaike]

Euforia de especie para dragonkins es cuando hace un re frio y escupes humo por la boca

[wolfgloam]

CW for hunting, consuming meat, animal death I do not typically eat meat from restaurants, fast food, or grocery stores. I procure the meat my family and I eats through taking the animal myself.

There are several reasons for this, the first being that I am physically able to hunt and I don't ever take this for granted.

2. Hunting is honest and practical. You either read the situation correctly and succeed or you don't, and you leave with nothing to show for it. However, a single successful deer hunt can feed myself and my family for months and for a fraction of the cost. It is more economical for me, thanks to the fact that I have access to relatively nearby public lands where I can hunt small game like rabbits and hares, and deer during their respective seasons.

3. I am directly accountable for the kill, there is no distance between me and the reality of what taking an animal's life means. There is no insulation from the reality of how the meat got to my hands and no distance to make consuming it easier, and certainly no outsourcing the uncomfortable parts. I see the animal, I make a decision, and I am responsible for the outcome. Because of that weight, I waste nothing and am deeply interested in conservation.

4. The animal I hunt lived a completely wild life engaging in natural behavior, natural diet, and natural social existence up until the end. That stands in stark contrast to the conditions most commercially raised animals experience, even in relatively humane operations.

5. it gives me a complete skill set. Reading terrain, tracking, patience, fieldcraft, marksmanship, and eventually processing the animal. The grocery store removes all of that. I am just left with the end product and removed from everything that produced it.

6. Providing for my pack is a responsibility I choose to take seriously. I go out, I apply real skills, I face genuine uncertainty, I succeed, and then the people I love most eat because of what I did. Hunting benefits those that matter most.

7. There is coherence. Given my wolf identity, hunting my own food aligns with my values, my actions, and my sense of self. What I believe, what I do, and who I am all point in the same direction while hunting.

[midnight-showtime]

It should be normal to run around on all fours

-🛡️

[faolkin]

I think about this a lot while bouldering and hiking. Terrain is so much easier to traverse when if I fall it’s a height of like 2-3 feet versus 5-6 feet, plus there’s a lower center of gravity

Being bipedal is a curse

[evyrmori]

mmm Albums...

There is something so wonderful about listening to a music artist's full album. And I just have no one to talk about to this SO IMMA TALK TO YOU GUYS.

First, my most favorite, Smoochies by Ashnikko.

FUUUCKKKK this album is orgasm-eyerolling-siezure worthy. The ones Im not too crazy for are "Microplastics", "Trinkets", and "Sticky Fingers". (I literally am crazy about everything else.) The flow, the unique samples and sounds, the rhymes and rhythms, they have my heart. Its so weird, but emotional and filled with the turmoil of her own soul. Like I am... ugh.... There is nothing like listening to the album in order and just enjoying all of it...

My favorite combo from this playlist is "It Girl" then "Baby Teeth", and finishing with "Skin Cleared". This combo just has been my mantra over the last year with losing my friends, and shedding so many horrendous and horrible people in my life.

Next, a recent I found, The Great Impersonator by Halsey.

This album is an emotional, raw rollercoaster. I was crying by the end of this album. Gods, I genuinely needed this album in my life. This is an album where you can't listen to the songs individually, you must listen to the entire album or a small section of a few songs together. Its so raw, its a soul sung to an empty hallway, harmonizing with pain and loneliness.

I could never stop recommending this heart-crushing album. Its what I listen to while I'm building on single player in minecraft.

I never really took Halsey that seriously, but Ive always had "Lonely is the Muse" in my music playlist for a long time. So, out of curiosity, I explored her music and came across her album.

And, currently I'm listening to The PHX Tapes by Upsahl.

Not exactly an emotional ride, more powerful and commanding. Kind of a "pull the leash" album, which I can vibe with. I like the unique "A Side" and "B Side" of this album, as the A side has a completely different vibe from the B side.

The A side has such an interesting song thats raw and touching -- 0 to 100. I felt this song in my heart, Im such the same in so many ways. But it feels really out of place. I would say this Album has less of a flow.

This album is something I would honestly listen to while trying to do my homework and ignore the world. Need that confidence boost to get through my homework xwx.

So yeah thats my lineup of music right now about albums. I needed these thoughts out I LOVE MUSIC GJDSG and I never get to talk about it.

[faolkin]

I feel like there’s too much focus on being open about your therianthropy, or coming out as a therian. Truthfully, I’ve rarely come out explicitly to anyone irl, because it’s such a deep and spiritual experience for me that anyone I tell won’t fully understand it.

You don’t owe anyone a name and reason for your identity. Hell, I get more positive responses just dressing like a guy poorly hiding that he’s a werewolf than I would if I was more openly nonhuman.

Honestly, just be you, don’t put yourself in humanity’s boxes, because it’ll inadvertently bring attention to the fact that you’re biologically human.

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

Lycanthropy is a dish best served as a trans allegory.

[labyrinthwalkers]

short thing about fronting. i have free will. i watched the sunset.

[alterhuman-art]

[Image description: White sketch comic against a black background.

Panel 1: An anthro canine with a skull face is sitting on a bed. Text reads, "I exist."

Panel 2: The canine suddenly sits up straighter. Text reads, "I exist."

Panel 3: The canine has moved over to lean against a window, looking out onto a forest at sunset. Text reads, "I exist." End description.]

[evyrmori]

im finally setting up my commissioning art but simultaniously i have the tired from one comm thats been kicking my ass

not to mention i have at least three more art projects i wanna work on / get done

sometimes being an artist is HARRRDDD

[lapt0pp]

how to grow the fuck up

[friendliness]

Home

what the hell is a mortgage?

first apartment essentials checklist

how to care for cacti and succulents

the care and keeping of plants

Getting an apartment

Money

earn $50-$100 by taking surveys

how to coupon

what to do when you can’t pay your bills

see if you’re paying too much for your cell phone bill

54 ways to save money

How to do Your Own Taxes

Health

how to take care of yourself when you’re sick

things to bring to a doctor’s appointment

how to get free therapy

how to prevent a hangover

a list of stress relievers

how to remove a splinter

Emergency

rights when cops pull you over

a list of hotlines in a crisis

things to keep in your car

how to do the heimlich maneuver

Job

time management

create a resume

find the right career

choosing a major

job interview tips

how to stop procrastinating

How to write cover letters

Travel

ultimate packing list

traveling when you have no money 

best way to pack a suitcase

how to apply for a passport

how to make a travel budget

Better You

read the news

leave your childhood traumas behind

how to quit smoking

how to stop skipping breakfast

how to stop micromanaging

ways to get better at asking for help

how to stop being a pushover

learn another language

how to improve your self-esteem

how to sew

reasons to stay alive

small daily goals

[eatingdisorderssuck01]

Imma need this eventually cause they don’t teach you jack squat in school

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

Ima schedule to reblog this when I’m 16.

[mxdragonturtle]

Ima need this eventually

[ace-lost-in-motherfucking-space]

same fam.

[oh-star-how-the-mighty-fall]

Pfffft i’m 32 and I still need some of this advice

[chaoticmooncollective-deactivat]

Reblogging now for future me

[unknowingly-inactive-deactivate]

Reblog for future me

[aguywholikestanks]

Reblogging for my future self

[breakincase0femergency]

Rebog for future frog (me)