Emily* @ewilson478 - Tumblr Blog

The only reason that I’m still alive is because I care more about my loved ones not getting hurt than I care about myself being alive with this endless horrible pain. Don’t want to hurt them in any way, even if that means I have to walk through hell for the rest of their lives.

ewilson478

Fucking same

unravelingthepain

I’m scared when I’m finally happy because I know that I’m nothing…

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She is dangerous when she is hurt. She can easily destroy everything around her, but she doesn’t. Instead she destroys herself.

Aletta S.

Entirely me

Dear god this is me

That uncomfortable feeling of wanting to discuss extremely personal and depressing subjects in a completely detached way but also knowing that doing so is uncomfortable for others and will most likely be met with concern or extreme discomfort rather than interest.

ewilson478

THIS

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I want my body to be my own again. I want my mind to be my own; not occupied by the ghosts of things that have been done to me.

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thedarkperidot

The problem with having mental illnesses since being a child is that your whole identity grew around them and you have no idea who you really are.

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“Depression is a thing I carry with me. It is a shadow that lurks inside me. Depression is the smoke that ebbs and flows within my body. Depression is the result of chemical changes within my brain. Depression is the parasite. It is the foreign invader. An unwelcome guest. Depression is the voice that whispers in the back of my head. It is the rain that falls and the thunder that shakes the windows and the lightning that strikes the earth.”

— Shaun David Hutchinson, “Defying Definition”