The darkest shade of black and gray

after thought

[ex--animo]

I don't want to be alone right now but it's what I deserve

[ex--animo]

I'm such an asshole. That's why I don't have any friends. I want to disappear

[ex--animo]

Literally trying to not cry in the club

[ex--animo]

I'm tapping out

[ex--animo]

Literally trying to not cry in the club

[ex--animo]

Fucking literally!!! Imma go home before midnight

[ex--animo]

Literally trying to not cry in the club

[ex--animo]

I'm in fucking Puerto Rico. My friend hates me. I'm literally trying not to cry in the club. They think I've only had 4 drinks but my first two were doubles

[ex--animo]

It's been a good weekend but why do I feel like shit right now

Like, I just feel like crying

[ex--animo]

Honestly don't think it'd make a difference if I was here or not. Life is hard man...

[catasters]

[ex--animo]

How do you be happy? What is happiness?

I feel like anytime I have anything good, I fuck it up somehow.

[ex--animo]

Literally walking my dog and crying. What the actual fuck is wrong with me.

[ex--animo]

I don't know why I'm like this.

I could never keep anything good in my life.

I know there is still a lot of work I need to do on myself but damn, I'm tired.

I've been thinking about starting therapy again but sometimes it just makes me mad.

[achillesinhighheels]

[ex--animo]

I don't even know what to say anymore. I'm a broken record.

[gobloggirl]

[ex--animo]

There's no space for me here