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(i’ve been lurking here without one forever because i didn’t know what i wanted this blog to be oops)

hi! i’m exie :) i’m nonbinary (they/them is great), and ace! this is a safe space for all my fellow queers <3

this blog functions in a similar capacity as a journal for me

i post about tv shows i like, movies i love, and a whole lot of sleep token among other bands i adore. i also bitch about my life a lot, sorry i’m a miserable creature but venting is proven to make you feel better so. i am also currently deep into my obsession with major league baseball and specifically the toronto blue jays so catch me yapping about them a shit ton too

i currently have a bachelor’s of psychology! i tried to go back to school and decided one degree is enough for now 😅

i’m also a guitarist, although i feel guilty calling myself so because i am extremely mediocre and often find it hard to commit to learning a song. maybe if i start posting about it here it’ll motivate me to practice lmao

lastly, this blog is an 18+ space for my own peace of mind. i may be ace but sometimes shit gets raunchy.

alright. peace, love, and stay punk fuckers ✌🏼

#ramble on exie #pinned intro #for anyone curious #my 18+ tag is going to be #raunchy moments #idk it’s not cool but neither am i

clemenzuela

VALI VISION: Warmup through Vali’s eyes 👓😁

TOR @ BOS | july 25, 2026

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#i love this so much #jaysmin is for the people #toronto blue jays #brandon valenzuela #he’s so polite it’s adorable

blueharlems

ERNIE STUNT ON THESE HOES

#was laughing so hard watching this #the broadcast cut away from him so fast when he started the smoke motion lmaooo #but also that’s my goat!!!#ernie clement #exie talks ball #toronto blue jays

kudos to lee cronin’s the mummy for being the first movie to almost make me puke lmao

that was soooooooo good holy shit

#ramble on exie #lee cronin’s the mummy #that was actually so disgusting in the best way possible #normally gore and grossness makes me wants snacks. but i genuinely would’ve thrown up this time #loved every second of it. made my skin crawl and stomach turn

CAN THE APPLE BROADCASTERS PLEASE LEARN HOW TO PRONOUNCE THE NAMES OF THE JAYS FOR FUCKS SAKE

#ramble on exie #exie talks ball #blue jays lb #these guys are morons i cannot stand them #next apple game i’m muting these assholes and putting on sportsnet radio #first it was okamoto. now it’s macko. seriously wtf is wrong with these guys

watching jeff hoffman pitch makes me want to have a cigarette

which says a lot because i am 1) hyper sensitive to nicotine 2) asthmatic and 3) disgusted by smoking lmao

#ramble on exie #exie talks ball #blue jays lb #he is. so stressful to watch #he’s either lights out or throwing meatballs there is no in between #there is never ever a comfortable outing when he’s pitching #i wanna root for him. i want him to do well. but also i do not want him in high leverage rn

APPLE TV WHY THE FUCK ARE WE FILMING CONTENT BETWEEN INNINGS AND AIRING IT DURING AT BATS ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID

#ramble on exie #apple tv #friday night baseball #i fucking hate this partnership #this is the worst game production ever #also. can these casters learn how to pronounce my fucking teams players names right?? that would be great thanks #but seriously. airing dead air in the mid inning break. they could air their interviews and shit then. it’s such a waste of time #and then i miss my teams at bats! which is bullshit!!!#no tv production should interfere with watching the game #i know i am spoiled by sportsnet but jfc

davis schneider i love you but please. you gotta swing. no more taking pitches right down the middle 😭

#ramble on exie #exie talks ball #toronto blue jays #blue jays lb #<- i never really live blog but. today i will a bit lol #davis schneider #i really do enjoy him. i like watching him play #i am so happy he works pitchers for walks. but he has got to swing #especially in a two-strike count like. you’re risking a strikeout either way i’d rather it be swinging than looking

thanks to mason fluharty and louis varland i am never going to listen to three days grace the same again lmao

thank you boys for choosing one of the best canadian bands for your walk up songs :)

#ramble on exie #toronto blue jays #disclaimer *i* think they’re one of the best bands. i do not gaf if you do #still love the story of louis being like ‘oh shit i need a canadian walk up song’ and choosing animal i have become #1) thank you king for repping our country and 2) what a banger. the absolute aura #i need more blue jays to use canadian artists for their walk ups please

my prized possession from my trip to toronto lmaooo

i had oysters on the half shell for the first time ever! and apparently at this specific oyster bar you get a pin if you order/eat a jumbo 😂

#ramble on exie #i guess it’s cuz the whole thing is like. you just swallow the oyster? tip it back and bombs away #but i could not bring myself to do that i chewed everything lmao #i have the world’s most sensitive gag reflex so no way i’d ever be able to like. properly have an oyster without chewing #but! they were delicious. turns out i really love the super briny ones. the more it tastes like i’m drinking the ocean the better #my waitress even marked my receipt so i could remember which species i liked the most

redgerines

ernie clement gets jonathan aranda out at first with some style // tb @ tor // july 23, 2026

#THATS MY GOLD GLOVER #god i cannot explain how good it feels to see ernie playing defence to his full potential #that slide is so smooth into the throw #immaculate play #this one had me yelling a little at work lmao #ernie clement #toronto blue jays

tendietandem

no yeah make sure to put it in slow mo so u can really see his tits bounce. yeah that's perfect.

#sportsnet is for the people #welcome back davis!!!!#i am so happy to see him again #toronto blue jays #davis schneider

johntauvares

NOBODY TALK TO ME

#DAVIS #i miss him #davis schneider #obsessed with this bison hat lmao #he is. ridiculously adorable i want to squeal which makes me feel ridiculous

alright. time to get into sports psychology so i can go fix my blue jays

whole team cannot collectively be this bad without some sort of mental element

i’ve already studied plenty of clinical and counselling psych. throw in some sports knowledge and i got this 🫡

#ramble on exie #exie talks ball #toronto blue jays #this is such a shitpost but also #they suck so bad. i love them. i will stand by them forever. but it’s hard to watch #need a big mental reset #bringing a whole new level to ‘i can fix him’ (him being an entire baseball team lmao)

if anyone ever wonders why i go to everything and travel alone it’s because almost every single time i try to plan an outing or trip with someone else it falls through

i am sick and tired of waiting on everyone else to commit to a plan. so i’m just gonna go and if that means going alone then so be it idc

#ramble on exie #i’ve been flaked on and let down so many times that i rarely even consider inviting other people now #<- and guess what just happened again :)#although i’m more mad about how my mom is being letdown more than anything #she deserves so much better than this #don’t pretend to commit to shit you don’t wanna do and then blame the person planning when you let them down

was determined to get a specific jersey while i was in toronto but ended up coming home with a blank

lowkey kind of relieved about that because i genuinely don’t think i could emotionally handle having gotten a specific player’s name and number just to lose them at the trade deadline😭

#ramble on exie #toronto blue jays #genuinely it feels like nobody is safe this time because the team is so dogshit #honestly. probably gonna be devastated regardless of who we move (except maybe varsho. he’s been disappointing af)#but also they’re all tanking their value so like. what can we even get

chroma-front

baby polar bear’s second out as first baseman in the majors

july 19, 2026

#i was there!!#i saw this in person!!#i am still thrown off by ernie wearing full pants lmao #brandon valenzuela #ernie clement #toronto blue jays #i do love the versatility vali has. like the fact that we can keep him in the lineup even if kirk pinch hits #its awesome. if he can get his bat hot again it would make a big difference to have him and kirk swinging (kirk needs to get hot too but)

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