𝐖𝐀𝐈𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐌𝐄 .

❝ it's a love song - it's a love song ! it's a tale of love from long ago . it's a sad song - it's a sad song ! but we'll keep singin' even so . . . ❞ misa amane, leon s. kennedy, princess zelda . blessed by hylia.

[excorcismic]

                  OH , YOU CUT ME TO SIZE !                                                            my little buttercup . . .

excorcismic . penned by : hylia , also light or navi . writing : misa amane , toph beifong , anakin skywalker .

                                                                                        rebooted as of 12 / 9 / 2020                                                                                                          loved for dualityhq .

[excorcismic]

█ ▌H O N E Y / et . toph

✦ ✦ ✦

“Yeah, sorry again about that. – Sometimes I just get so excited to see my friends I don’t really think ahead of time. Do you have time for a cup of coffee, my treat? ” Honey does really feel bad about attempting a scare a stranger. She supposes she was just lucky that this stranger seemed to have nerves of steel. But it seems like things to be alright between the two strangers and Honey knows she can relax a little. Maybe she’ll stop apologizing – that’s a big maybe. She never wants anyone to be angry with her for things she can prevent. But at the news of the other not even being able to see her? Well Honey wouldn’t have guessed. “Heightened senses.” Honey repeats in interest, though that’s nothing new. Everything interests Honey. 

▐▐ ░ * .  — ❝ OH , SO WE’RE FRIENDS NOW ?? ❞ she asks , but laces of sarcasm are lacking - but maybe there’s that twinge of amusement , signified by that signature cocky smile that sits on her lips . she’s far from angry ; the whole situation earns a laugh , all in all , considering it’s incredibly hard to sneak up on someone who is ENTIRELY aware of her surroundings . because in one way or another , everything moves , and when there’s movement , she can feel it , and make a blueprint in her head . liars and the stealthy are damned to a hell of someone who is CONSTANTLY one step ahead by knowing the steps another will take in the first second they make them . but it’s ironic , since her disposition normally scares people off . this girl seems different . ❝ i guess i’ve got some time to spare , ❞ she replies with a shrug . ❝ y’normally this forward with random strangers ?? especially BLIND GIRLS with loud mouths and creepy seismic senses ?? ❞  

[excorcismic]

█ ▌ L / et . misa

     L hadn’t expected his words to have such an impact on her. really, he was hoping it would put her at ease to know that he never blamed her for anything. sure, he has always held the belief that everyone should be held accountable for their actions, but he also knew that misa was never inherently evil or cruel. she was just a girl who was easily manipulated by false hope while in a vulnerable state. light had USED her, and having admitting to their relationship as being ‘one-sided’, it wasn’t a secret he kept from L either.

     “ did  you  write my name down? ” it’s rhetorical. he already knows that answer. even if misa was never in the picture or involved in the kira investigation, L knew he would have faced death at the hands of light eventually. he would have stopped at nothing to get L out of his way and if it wasn’t misa, it would have been naomi or any other girl he could manipulate.

     “ it’s over. ” he hesitates for a moment. the girl’s sobs were starting to make him uncomfortable. empathy was one of the few things L lacked any knowledge in. he could at least mirror it by copying the actions of characters he’s seen in tv dramas. it at least helped him get through social situations like these. a tentative hand reaches out to gently pat her head. it felt like patting a dog, honestly. “ i already made my peace in death. there’s no point in stressing over something that can’t be changed. ”

▐▐ ░ * .  — MISTY HUES , RED & PUFFY , TRY TO AVOID HIS GAZE altogether . she keeps darting her head away , rapidly wiping at mascara stained cheeks with pink & blue eyeshadow now covering the sides of her knuckles . you’re so emotional ; why are you so emotional , she chastises herself , trying her best to maintain a level of calm . because she knows him , and she knows things like these aren’t his strong suit . perhaps it’s because ryuzaki ( l , of course , but ryuzaki feels more comfortable & the closest she has to whatever twisted home this is , or that was ) seems to be logic himself . LEFT-BRAINED & MENTALLY BRAWNED with a nonchalant tone that conveys nothing but pure fact , unafraid of consequences and emotional effects .

               it’s . . . insensitive , in a way . the polar opposite of amane . but she can’t help but feel drawn to it . ❝ i didn’t , ❞ she admits , accepting the truth but however delivering another , ❝ rem did . but she killed you because she knew it would mean . . . someone wasn’t going to kill me . ❞ since it seemed execution would be the penalty for such crimes . and she couldn’t say she wasn’t scared ; maybe just blissfully unaware of the manipulate tactics used to ORCHESTRATE that film-like moment . ❝ d-don’t you . . . don’t you hate me for some reason ?? l-like , i think you should . at least , you should dislike me - unless you already do . because then i think - i think . . . i think you should . yeah . ❞ and she follows his moments to touch his hand , and gently removes it from her head - yet still holding on , if only for a moment . touch is her strong suit , and maybe with him it’ll only last a few seconds , especially if her words are true ; but she needs it . if only for a moment , and so much can happen in a moment .

[taizei-draws]

did this for the 2 year anniversary the other day

[excorcismic]

█ ▌ T A N D Y / et . toph

Usually she wouldn’t mind arguing with someone until she was blue in the face, but in that moment she didn’t have any time to waste. Now she could remember who Ty was, all she wanted to do was find him. She needed to find him. And in that moment the other was an obstacle she didn’t have time to focus on. “Triple dog dare? Glad to see you’re stuck in kindergarten. Now unless you have some way of entering the dark dimension, kindly move out of the way.” 

▐▐ ░ * .  — ❝ YOU SAY I’M STUCK IN KINDERGARTEN then pop out some shit about the dark dimension . last time i checked we weren’t in fucking yu-gi-oh , were we ?? get a sense of humor . ❞ maybe toph’s in a pissed off mood - well , she’s always in a pissed off mood , but sometimes perhaps hit harder than others . she doesn’t necessarily want to budge - maybe she would , if approached differently . because she doesn’t really know how to leave a situation behind . ❝ where the hell are you even going to be in such a sour rush ?? ❞

[excorcismic]

█ ▌H O P E / et . zelda

closed starter @exhumcd​ // for anyone

     hope found solace in the girls bathroom of a café downtown. tears rolled down her cheeks as she scrambled to a sink to wash her face. grief tended to strike at the strangest times, like a few minutes ago when she saw a father daughter interaction. perhaps it was because her memories came back just recently that she was having these spurts of emotions regarding her parents deaths. first her mind would go to them, then to her aunts and uncles, finally to her friends from the salvatore boarding school and it would become too much. the sadness would turn into anger, just how it did currently. she was angry that she could have possibly forgot her family, angry how even in another life she still couldn’t be happy. she was beginning to think it was the price to pay for being a cosmic mistake. 

     her knuckles turned white from how hard she gripped the sides of the sink, her breathing was heavy as she tried to will herself to push the emotions away. the anger was bubbling over, she knew she had to release it in some way or her magic would make an appearance. impulsively she punched the mirror, shards of glass fell loudly onto the floor, but hope didn’t think twice about it. she gripped her injured hand with the opposite one as she inspected the cuts and blood flowing out of it. perhaps now was a good chance to test that healing spell since it was one of the most simple ones to wield. as her luck would have it, however, she was unable to do so because someone decided to walk into the bathroom. before the person could have a chance to say anything hope tried to hide her bleeding hand behind her back, “everything’s fine!” 

▐▐ ░ * .  — IT ISN’T EVERY DAY YOU FIND SOMEONE who is supposed to be your nemesis , the  ❛ mortimer to your mickey , ❜ the ❛ squilliam to your squidward , ❜ perhaps in  . . . a compromising situation in the bathroom . zelda stands ever so still , their eyes carefully catching a glimpse of crimson as they walk through the door and hope shields it behind her back . the SILENCE is deafening , mainly because the prodigy that knows everything finds their words caught in their throat - they don’t know what to say . and they’re pretty sure their company isn’t very welcome in hope’s bubble .

                  a clear of the throat ; inhale through the nose , exhale through the mouth . or should it be the other way around ?? they’re unsure . and they grip their own nervous fingers close to their chest , before choking out a quiet ,  ❝ are you sure ?? ❞ because their eyes trace to the glass on the floor , and then of course the spiderweb of cracks on the matching mirror .  they aren’t stupid - far from it , actually . that’s what puts their name on the tongues of all in alucard , aside from fencing and church and law and a million other things they have to keep track of but end up LOSING in the moment . train of thought be damned . ❝ it doesn’t seem it , ❞ they add , the burning on the back of their right hand suddenly beginning to show itself , a tug on the sleeve as they cover up the embers surfacing on their veins . 

[excorcismic]

█ ▌L I L Y / et . toph

“ didn’t see that one coming? “ for toph @excorcismic​

“… I’m not a seer.” She huffed as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. “And even if I was, do you know how unreliable prophecies can be? It’s the most unreliable kind of magic that there is.” A fact she said with such conviction though she couldn’t put her finger on why.  She’d been hit with the memories of a completely different schooling experience than the one she’d thought she’d had. Though flying lessons sure as hell seemed more fun than math class. But details held within those memories were still fuzzy. “Wait… Was that sarcasm or asking if I could legitimately see what was coming?”

▐▐ ░ * .  — THERE’S A ( VERY NOTICEABLE ) EYEROLL of catarac’d eyes , a cross of the arms held rigidly against her chest . and then she shakes her head in the direct of the other , a slight lean forward , ❝ guess you can take it as both . ❞ she’s well-aware that one contradicts the other , but she isn’t one to dwell on such things . and then she waves her hand , turning around .  ❝ seer or not , there’s some things you gotta pay attention to , you know ?? stuck in your own world or something ?? ❞ because , all puns aside , maybe perhaps she’s too down to earth . the clouds are for TWINKLE-TOED dreamers and sugar queen optimists . not her . ❝ maybe it’s just me , but i pay EXTRA attention to my surroundings . and i can’t see shit . ❞ that’s . . . a lie and the truth in one . because her senses maybe are more attuned to the earth than others ; she sees things other people don’t , and maybe sometimes she expects them to . unrealistic , but it’s a habit she doesn’t bother breaking or thinking on too much .

[excorcismic]

█ ▌E L L I E / et . zelda

ellie  williams  .    ↬     closed .  /   @excorcismic​ .  —   zelda king . setting  :  alucard’s  oldest  tree  at  the  top  of  a  slight  hill ,  early  to  mid  afternoon .

           — -     THERE  WAS  A  SUDDEN  stop  to  the  soft  plucking  of  dull  nails  on  the  perfectly  tuned  six  string .  watching  her  friend  in  their  natural  habitat ,  their  passion  really  showing .  completely  the  opposite  of  the  person  she’d  seen  in  class ,  most  days .  narrowed  eyes  focused  (  she  needed  glasses ,  unnecessary  she  called  them  ) ,  finding  their  eyes  and  following  them  to  their  fingers .  ellie’s  own  dipping into  the  cavern  inside  of  the  guitar ,  the  dirt  under  her  nails  didn’t  DESERVE  to  be  seen  by  someone  so  blindingly  clean .     ❛    so ,  what  exactly  are  you  looking  for  this  time ,  hm  ?     ❜    curiosity  pure  and  unfiltered  on  her  tongue .  whenever  zelda  spoke ,  her  ears  were  fine  tuned  to  the  facts  and  anecdotes  they  had  to  share .

▐▐ ░ * .  — FOCUSED HUES RUN ACROSS VERDANT PLAINS , careful , manicured fingernails spread out in search of the flower . soft , gentle , subtle ; almost like the princess’ inner personality themself . it only appears to them in what seems to be dreams of a world beyond : FANTASY , a majestic castle , a bountiful but tragically empty land , a courageous knight . . . an apocalypse . a cataclysm descending from the heavens in a flash , when time moves quicker than normal and nothing escapes from their throat but the sobs of failure . but that remains unimportant ; their focus relies in the pursuit of knowledge , and maybe the closest they have to a partner in crime is their audience . they sit up from their crouching position , washed jeans already showing the marks of a dedicated scholar with the chartreuse markings of grass stains . and they wipe few dark locks from a sweaty brow , interrupting the hum of a random hymn that crosses their mind - ❝ just a flower . ❞ belying the actual importance it is to them . ❝ it’s . . . it’s like a lily , but its center & petals run with a beautiful blue hue . like a stargazer , but replace the blue with pink , and a lack of speckles . can you picture it ?? ❞

[excorcismic]

█ ▌C H R I S / et . misa

Chris was never going to be called the warmest person around, but he did like to think he never ventured into cruelty. With the look on her face, he had to restrain himself from tacking on a sarcastic comment - because that could be considered cruel. Instead he made quick work of shaking his head, hoping to dismiss any possible fears she could have had about saying the wrong thing. “No, you didn’t say anything wrong.” It seemed the best place to start, to get past what the main issue seemed to be. “I was just asking…” He’d been about to ask if she’d had anything strange happen lately, but that didn’t seem like the right to ask anyone. “I was asking if you’d dropped a wallet. But then realized I could check the ID.” Pulling out his own wallet to go along with the words, he shrugged at the end. “You always miss the most obvious solution to a problem don’t you?”

▐▐ ░ * .  — SHE LISTENS TO HIM SPEAK , eyes briefly floating upwards to gaze at the words ‘chris halliwell’ floating atop his crown . and then they dart back down , eyelashes batting innocently and watching as he moves - and maybe misa amane isn’t the smartest , but she does know PEOPLE . and sometimes , it’s a bit easy to tell when someone - possibly - could be making something up . ❝ . . . so , ❞ she begins , gripping on the edge of her leather black bat-wing purse , ❝ that wallet’s not yours ?? ❞ and she tilts her head , looking up at him with honey hues THROUGH globbed mascara extensions and shimmery shadows . a stray hand moves to run her hand through her hair , ❝ i do it all the time ! but if you were looking for someone who’d dropped a wallet and wanted to ask people if they had it , wouldn’t you keep it out for someone to see ?? ❞ and a coy smile makes its way onto the second kira’s lips . ❝ and . . . i do that all the time , but i do it because i’m . . . i’m a little stupid .  ❞ it’s what light & everyone else thinks ; it might just be the truth . ❝  and you don’t seem that stupid to me . ❞

[excorcismic]

█ ▌J A C K / et . toph

     “ i don’t even know who you are. “ / from toph !          @excorcismic​

                             𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇  𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓  𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐕𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒  happening ,  jack  wasn’t  too  sure  about  himself  either .       he  was  still  coping  with  the  fact  that  he    wasn’t  human .           not  human .         even  now ,  bile  was  churning  in  his  stomach  threatening  to  expel .     he  hasn’t  felt  good  since  knowing  that    little  fact .       it  wasn’t  that  much  that  came  back  but  he  knew  that      he  was  a  nephilim       :    half  angel ,  half  human .     with  the  memories  that  he  was  given ,  he  was  able  to  make  out  that  he  was  an  angel ,  that  his  mother  died ,    &&.    that  he  had  adopted    three  dads     :   two  brothers        (   dean    &&.    sam   )        &&.    castiel .     but  it  couldn’t  be  the  one  sam  he  was  thinking  of .       it  couldn’t  be .       the  same  sam  that  stayed  late  at  the  library ?     his  head  was  pounding  as  it  tried  to  come  up  with  some  sort  of  explanation .     a   SPLITTING   headache  that  controlled  every  thought ,  every  waking  moment  of  his  day .

                             ❝    listen ,  i’m  not  even  sure  who    i  even  am    at  this  point .     kind  of  got  my  world  flipped  upside  down ,     ❞          jack  huffed ,  voice  sounded   STRAINED   as  he  spoke .     it  sounded  as  if    someone    had  their  hand  around  his  throat ,  tightening  with  every  breath  he  sucked  in .          ❝    sorry ,  just  had  a  rough  day .     not  to  mention  that  i  had  to  do  a  double  shift  at  work  with  a    searing    headache .     ❞

▐▐ ░ * .  — SHE’S NEVER BEEN THE SOFTEST OF PEOPLE ; quite the opposite , actually . makes sense that she’s an earthbender of all things , given she’s as rough around the edges as jagged stalactites and hard as the strongest fucking stone in existence . her expression reads nothing much of SYMPATHY , there is an empathy bubbling in her chest from knowing maybe the feeling of embracing an entirely different person from the one you were raised as , knowing there is a timeline where things are more than different , but she isn’t one to coddle strangers . and she wasn’t expecting the sudden influx of information and what she’d called ‘ a rando’s life story . ’  ( it’s only been a few words , but to her ?? that’s more than enough . )

                  she finally moves to stand upright , leaning on the wall becoming a bit too straining on her back from the angle . so instead , feeling the presence of currently no other parties , she takes advantage of the outdoor space around her and creates a foot-high stool out of the earth to sit on . because MAYBE she’s relearning the control she’s had ( metalbending still hasn’t been the most successful ) , and she’s going to use it when she can . an adjacent stool is made closer to where he stands .  ❝ do me a favor n’ just , siddown , and stop fucking talking for a second . ❞ her words are harsh , but her tone is more lacking of emotion than anything else . and she stretches out with a sigh . ❝ you normally vent to strangers about your troubles like this ?? just curious . ❞

[excorcismic]

█ ▌H O N E Y / et . toph

✦ ✦ ✦

Honey had made a bit of a mistake, it was an honest one she was sure. The stranger looking like one of her friends from behind – excited to see a friend out and about Honey had tried to surprise them but as the other whirled around Honey realized her mistake. Though despite her mistake, Honey found it beyond impressive that the woman didn’t seem to even flinch. “Wow!” She can’t help but exclaim – a smile overtaking her face. “Didn’t even mean to sneak up on you and you caught me.” It’s clear that the woman is impressed even despite the finger pointed right at her.

“I really didn’t mean to sneak up on you, I thought you were someone else. So I am sorry about that.” She’s a bit sheepish now, ducking her head a little bit. “But it’s really cool that you knew I was going to try to sneak up on you.”

 ▐▐ ░ * .  — ❝ SO THEN IT’S A CASE OF MISTAKEN IDENTITY , ❞ she replies , nodding her head and lowering her palm . her hands fold neatly across her chest , head tilting to the side as she thinks . ba - bump , ba - bump , ba - bump ; a subtle yet quickened heartbeat’s vibrations are felt with the soles of her feet , otherwise known as toph’s second pair of eyes . or well , eyes that actually work . the other’s growing rapid beats show she’s maybe feel a bit more on the embarrassed , shy side . and since there’s no harm done ?? may as well back down a bit . so toph actually smiles , a hand motioning to her face . ❝ ya think so ?? guess it is . ❞ she has to nod in agreement . she’s toph beifong ; that by itself is already really cool . ❝ i can’t actually see , but . . . believe it or not , that makes it easier for me to know what’s goin on’ around me . HEIGHTENED SENSES , the stuff you read about in the books . or at least , the stuff that you read , since . . . yeah . again . ❞ a hand waves in front of her face , furthermore emphasizing her lack of sight . 

[excorcismic]

█ ▌C L O U D / et . misa

“ 𝒊’𝒎 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒆. “ 

misa & cloud @excorcismic​

months  ago  if  you  had  told  cloud  that  one  of  the  people  he’d  deliberately  spent  time  avoiding  would  easily  become  someone  he  cared  about  more  than  anyone  else  in  his  actual  life,  he’d  never  have  believed  you.  nowadays,  misa  gave  him  more  peace  of  mind  than  anyone  else  did  –  probably  because  she  seemed  to  know  more  about  him  than  he  did  himself  most  days.  a  sigh  falls  out  of  his  mouth  at  her  words,  unable  to  help  the  small  smile  that  snuck  out.  “  that’s  –  ”  cloud  was  a  little  choked  up,  had  never  been  good  with  these  sort  of  things,  words  lost  at  the  tip  of  his  tongue.  finally  he  settles  on  a  fond  smile,  “  thank  you.  ”

▐▐ ░ * .  — MISA THINKS THAT THE TWO OF THEM , they’ve both come tremendously far ; in terms of course , both growing as individuals and as friends . maybe it’s because of this overflow of experiences from another life finally taking hold , where one is reminded how precious life is as well as the people in your surroundings . and . . . it also reminds misa of how lonely she is . and how grateful she is to have people to fill in the planet-sized hole that’s resided in her heart since she was small . cloud is no exception ; she’s more than overjoyed he’s leaned away from pushing her back and welcomes her inside more , and it feels as if she actually does have a few people to rely on . and he . . . makes her feel . . . safe ?? in a way . a pest such as she learns to grow attached , and that is no different here . she’s grown on him , and he’s grown on her . ❝ thank you !! ❞ she exclaims , impulsively taking a hold of his hand and swinging it back and forth . ❝ anything - anything you need , you got me . i’m here !! i’m always here . end of the line !! ❞

[excorcismic]

█ ▌ ❛ nevermind i take it back . / chris . @ofunwrittens​ )

▐▐ ░ * .  — A CONFUSED POUT MAKES ITS WAY onto the singer’s face , and maybe it’s curiosity that makes her head tilt . moments like these remind her of why people tend to think of her as . . . ditzy , scatterbrained . it got her made fun of in high school , gossiped about , despite the fact she had straight a’s multiple times on her report cards . that she was able to win multiple in-school trivia tournaments and that she was the one a few people would ask for help in history , math , english . but it’s the STREET SMARTS that get her ; social cues as well , as loud & lovely & social as she was , some could miss her quick .

               ❝ what ?? take back what ?? ❞ she asks , almost like a child . ❝ did i do something ?? did i say something wrong ?? or did i say something okay ?? tell me !! ❞

[excorcismic]

█ ▌ ❛ move or you will be moved . / tandy . @ofunwrittens​ )

▐▐ ░ * .  — HER REPLY STARTS WITH A TILT OF THE HEAD , a movement so quick it’s nearly hard to catch . in the other’s direction she turns in , and her hand places along her hips . the other’s taller , and definitely fit enough to maybe slug her sideways , but FEAR is something that’s long in the past for her . i’m the greatest earthbender in the world ! she could proclaim , stir up even more trouble ; but she won’t . at least , not yet .

                the sole of her foot sweeps across the ground below her ; a subtle kick tosses a few pebbles out of the ground and to the side . ❝ c’mon , try it , ❞ she eggs on , silvery hues reflecting that of a girl who holds no desire to back down .  ❝ do it , i triple dog dare you . ❞

[excorcismic]

█ ▌ ❛ it’s not your fault . / honey lemon . ​@calamitouslcves )

▐▐ ░ * .  — IT WOULD’VE STARTLED ANYONE ELSE ; but like a board , she stands still . like a stone , unmoving . like the earth , seized place . a grin cracks , since nothing seems to take her by surprise anymore . an ambush can’t creep up from her as long as she & they stand on the ground , since vibration is the only pair of eyes she needs . screw being blind , learn to see what’s around you in a different way .

              ❝ saw y’coming from a MILE away , ❞ she comments almost arrogantly , turning around ( more accurately , spinning on a single heel ) and facing her . despite the fact , of course , she can’t position to accurately make eye contact . she can feel the twitching of muscles , every bling & every single twitch of the lips , but where they are ?? not that simple . she points directly towards her , not moving much else as she continues , ❝ tryna catch me OFF-GUARD , are we ?? ❞

[excorcismic]

█ ▌ ❛ it’s not your fault . / l lawliet . @ofrabbit​ )

▐▐ ░ * .  — HIS WORDS SEEM TO FREEZE TIME , and misa amane , who never stops , is never quiet , stands still . the world stops moving , her words are caught in her throat . . . and she can’t see straight . because she keeps thinking about that moment , that moment where everything seemed to change . where KIRA’S NEW WORLD seemed way closer in reach . it should’ve been a happy time , right ?? because . . .

                because that’s what LIGHT wanted . and everything that light wants was what misa wanted and . . . a lie still flew off her tongue when he asked her for his name . because maybe she started to get second thoughts , maybe she valued the detective’s life more than she should have . maybe she had a friend who wasn’t a god of death and a man who didn’t even go very far to fake his love for her .

               stone face suddenly starts to tremble , plum lips started echoing out ugly sobs , and misa lets out a mumble of grief for both the detective of the other world and the mascara she put on hours ago . ❝ it’s all my fault ! ❞ she exclaims , wiping fishnet gloves across tear-stained cheeks . because it can NEVER be light yagami’s fault ; even though she knows that’s a better truth , it’s much easier to blame herself , and . . . unfortunately , she cares for someone she shouldn’t , still . ❝ h - how . . . how can you say something like that ?? ❞ wails and hiccups ; it’s a good thing no witnesses are around .

[excorcismic]

█ ▌ ❛ there’s worse ways to go . / jack kline . @sagedcrwns​ )

▐▐ ░ * .  — SHE PONDERS THE THOUGHT , clutching his jacket close to her body as a faraway gaze stares into space . misa amane ?? capable of thinking ?? many don’t seem to realize that’s possible , but lately the blonde finds herself TRAPPED in her own head - surrounded by the overflowing memories of someone who both isn’t her , yet is . blood’s on her hands , and so is the dust of the shinigami . 

                 ❝ . . . i guess you’re right . ❞ because there are ; she’s reminded of rem , and gelus , two who met their end solely for HER PROTECTION . and then she’s reminded of ryuzaki , who their desire for such killed . because the only way for a god of death to die . . . is to fall in love with a human , and then kill another to extend the loved one’s life . and it makes her feel sick to her stomach . it’s both a beautiful way to die , and a way that’s so depressingly TRAGIC it’s revolting . ❝ . . . so . um . how ‘bout that weather ?? ❞