Chaotic_Anxious_Gremlin

19 Free Palestine 🍉🇵🇸 New to this; posts will not be frequent. Current Likes: Too many. I fear I’ll hit a word limit listing them all here. Be prepared for randomness and hijinxs galore. I am not chill whatsoever. Current hyper fixations will be colored in my pinned post.

[exhausted-anxious-weeb]

Hello.

I’m Ava, but you can call me Anxiety Gremlin if you want

Links

Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/Chaotic_Anxious_Gremlin

WIPs:

Flowers, Knives, and Gears (Dispatch/SDV fanfic where Robert had a daughter in high school before becoming Mecha Man, follows the story of him, his daughter Orchid and her mother Tenshi both before and during the game. There’s gonna be a lot of medical stuff in this fic due to the nature of how it came about.)

Torn Angel Wings (Orchid’s mother’s standalone story. Full backstory on who she is, how she met Robert, and more context on where she is and what she’s doing during the events of Flowers, Knives, and Gears)

Kitten Rearing and Child Care (Poly Z-Team fic where Herman keeps finding stray animals, mainly cats, and taking care of them, Robert finds out he’s pregnant, and the Z-Team try and learn what it means to be a family)

Some info about me-

-20

-loves cats and dogs

-bisexual (I should’ve added this sooner but I have the attention span of a hamster)

-college student

-love Halloween

Here’s some ground rules before we get started:

-I’m a bit shy so replies won’t be instant. I’m not ignoring you, I just overthink things a lot.

-Free Palestine, if you don’t agree get off this page.

-FUCK TRUMP!

DNI List:

MAGA

Pro-lifers

Homophobes

Racists/Xenophobes

Minors (I get out of hand real fast, you kids don’t gotta see this.)

Now that that’s out of the way.

I have a lot of interests and my ADHD has me bouncing between them like a bouncy ball.

But here’s a comprehensive list of the fandoms I can remember:

TMNT (2012 as of now, I’m venturing into the other iterations soon, but this is the one I’m most familiar with.)

Cult of the Lamb

Love and Deepspace

Stardew Valley (includes the Ridgeside Village and SVE mods)

Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss

Sonic the Hedgehog

Nu:carnival

Infinity Nikki

Cookie Run: Kingdom (only on chapter 4 of the Yeast-beast expansion, please refrain from spoilers)

Sanrio

Disney:Dreamlight Valley

Twisted Wonderland

How I Attended an All-Guy’s Mixer

Blush Blush/Crush Crush

Winx Club

Homicipher

Fear and Hunger 1&2

Little Nightmares series

Legend of Zelda

Fields of Mistria

Kamigami No Asobi

Fairy Ranmaru (New hyperfixation)

Animal Crossing: New Horizons (island is currently in progress, it’s called Spook Isle)

Rune Factory: Guardians of Azuma

Dispatch

IDV

And many, many more.

I’ll post character studies and lore dumps on my OCs on occasion, but I’ve literally never shared them outside of my immediate family so I’m a bit nervous about that.

I also plan on writing a couple novels but that’s a topic for another post.

For now, I’ll see you later, Nightingales.

-Gremlin

[sheislucifer]

let me make myself very clear, on this blog its:

fuck donald trump

fuck ICE

immigrants are not illegal

free palestine

black lives have and will always matter

trans rights forever and always

pro choice

healthcare should be free

house the homeless

keep religion out of schools

LGBTQ+ rights

fuck the tories

if you dont agree, fuck off.

[kaninchen-reblogs]

Be kind to trans women or die by my sword

[kaninchen-reblogs]

Respect trans men or die by my axe

[kaninchen-reblogs]

Include nonbinary people or die by my morningstar

[kaninchen-reblogs]

listen to intersex people or die by my longbow

[kaninchen-reblogs]

love he/him butches and she/her femboys and neopronoun queers and all kinds of gnc folks or die by my arquebus

[kaninchen-reblogs]

don’t just see multi-gender and two spirit and third gender and agender people as “gotchas” in your debates or die by my trebuchet

[exhausted-anxious-weeb]

Who wants a snippet of Z-Team or Demon Slayer smut?

That’s it. That’s the post.

[exhausted-anxious-weeb]

Ya know what, I’m feeling a little spicy.

Tell me your most unhinged Blush Blush theory.

I’ll go first: Me and my sister are 90% certain that Xianyun (main universe) is a deity of some sort. Also I have a feeling Haru watches trashy telenovelas when he’s bored.

[exhausted-anxious-weeb]

@alabaster-time-lord

Dude. Your theory. Makes so much sense.

I’ve been stuck on plot holes for such a long time and you come out of left field with this and somehow managed to tie up loose ends in my brain.

You’re a fucking genius.

[exhausted-anxious-weeb]

Okay, I’m venturing back into old fandom stomping grounds (my TMNT 2012 hyper fixation has come back with a vengeance and I can’t get rid of it), and I’m looking at show stills and episode images.

Dude.

Dogpound is fucking huge. I don’t remember him being the size of a high school vending machine or him having biceps big enough to crush a normal human’s skull!

WTF did Shredder feed him other than mutagen?!

(This all started because I wanted to write a character biting a chunk out of his bicep so I needed to look up references. I’m now changing routes because his biceps look like they could break people’s necks if he put someone in a chokehold. My OCs can’t afford dental.)

[exhausted-anxious-weeb]

Okay, I’m venturing back into old fandom stomping grounds (my TMNT 2012 hyper fixation has come back with a vengeance and I can’t get rid of it), and I’m looking at show stills and episode images.

Dude.

Dogpound is fucking huge. I don’t remember him being the size of a high school vending machine or him having biceps big enough to crush a normal human’s skull!

WTF did Shredder feed him other than mutagen?!

(This all started because I wanted to write a character biting a chunk out of his bicep so I needed to look up references. I’m now changing routes because his biceps look like they could break people’s necks if he put someone in a chokehold. My OCs can’t afford dental.)

[fawnpalmer]

quarterly reminder that if i reblog something ai-generated it is 110% and always an accident and for the love of god please tell me so i can delete it from my blog

[exhausted-anxious-weeb]

NINTENDO!!!!

DROP A SLIME RANCHER 2 PORT FOR THE SWITCH, AND MY LIFE!! IS YOURS!

GIMME BACK MY CHILDREN!!!

(Before ANYONE asks, I have achieved the ending for the original game twice now, and am currently working on getting all the achievements and tech stuff in game. I just really want to play with the Tanuki and Angler slimes.)

[nadas-dirthalen]

my dream for tumblr is that we all relearn the phrase "it's not for me" and we remember that this is different from "it should not exist."

something something likes charge reblogs cast

[exhausted-anxious-weeb]

Why is Royd’s speech pattern so difficult to write?

Okay, so. I’m writing a poly z-team fic, and I added Royd in, because, well, why not? But, for the life of me, I cannot figure out how to write his dialect. And I’ve tried!

I have- watched 2 playthroughs, and 3 scene packs, and I still feel like I’m not doing him justice!

I cannot afford this game right now, my textbooks for college are like $400, and there’s only 2 of them!

[exhausted-anxious-weeb]

Hard for me to believe this was 4 months ago now.

[exhausted-anxious-weeb]

Woolhaven DLC’s out. I’ve been waiting for this

I’m getting back on my COTL train.

TIME FOR HIJINXS AND FANART!!

[exhausted-anxious-weeb]

I got the game for my 20th birthday. Once I charge my Switch, y’all better prepare to be SICK OF ME!!!

[exhausted-anxious-weeb]

I just published my first work on AO3.

It’s a series of poems and short stories that I wrote back in high school when I felt like my troubles were suffocating me, but I thought someone else might relate to them.

God I’m nervous as fuck but I’m also super excited to see what you guys think.

Uploads will be every other day until I finish posting the pre-written pieces, then they’ll be every 2 weeks.

I can’t wait to see what you guys think of the first piece!

[exhausted-anxious-weeb]

Yeah I posted that and my life went to HELL.

The AO3 curse is real and it came for my ass.

[mimosa-sexypeople-contests-2026]

I always forget there are maga people on tumblr, this doesn’t feel like a website you’d find them on, so to keep them away:

Reblog if your blog is a maga free zone because if it wasn’t clear enough fuck ice, fuck maga, fuck Trump, Fuck Rowling, and fuck all the other bigots I missed

[jvgsjeff]

[yahenni]

[doctor-wormm]

please reblog this i spent way too long on what was supposed to be a quick edit

[evilkaito]

i dont think whites understand how being white makes literally everything easier.

it effects everything.

being trans is easier when youre white.

being gay is easier when youre white.

being disabled is easier when youre white.

being a woman is easier when youre white.

being autistic is easier when youre white.

oppression is eased when you are white, as you get extra privileges, and your whiteness is seen as a positive characteristic that in some ways counter-balances your other forms of being a minority. whiteness controls everything.

you are automatically way more innocent in your own oppression as a gay, trans, disabled person because of your whiteness.

never forget this.

[raccoon-piss]

three things:

1. it’s true

2. white people get pissed when i bring this up/wear this shirt

3. the comments to this thread melted my fucking eyeballs seriously why the fuck are y’all like this

[exhausted-anxious-weeb]

Okay, this thought randomly popped into my head just now while I was thinking about Dispatch and now I can’t shake it.

Why don’t the Tiger and Bunny characters have social media? Like- I know Instagram and TikTok wouldn’t exist as we’re familiar with them in Sternbild City, but does the Hero TV network not have a media platform outside of the TV station?

You’d think Fire Emblem or Blue Rose would have accounts to promote shit. There’s so many opportunities that Agnes could delve into!!!

Maybe I’m reading too far into this, IDK.

[the-sprog]

It takes place in a futuristic past in a way that I always assumed that social media as we've come to know them just didn't develop. A bunch of stuff was due to Little Aurora. Her augmented intelligence is implied to have been the reason for many of the advancements in science, technology, and even some humanitarian stuff. So the way I saw it was that social media never became a thing 🤷 or maybe Little Aurora for some reason advised against them in some way, prevented them from happening. At least, in the way we know them nowadays. Maybe message boards and forums still exist. Maybe some blogging sites. But I'd wager Instagram and TikTok -or the equivalents there of- just never existed.

[isleofair]

I think we see in the show that Stern Bild has forums, and Ivan mentions having a blog. We also see essentially the equivalent of Twitter and YouTube, but they work pretty much the way they did when the show first came out, back in 2011. So the heroes probably have, like, corporate Twitter accounts (which might even not be handled by them, but by their PR teams), but nothing like a TikTok or similar.