king of nothing.

buddy check your facts before you go bumping your gums . this ain't your territory. i go to the henz club , give credit where credit is due and if you too cocky to do that, just respect them as human beings.

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EUNSEO’S LIPS TIGHTENED around it’s hold around siwon’s fingers, just the way that he knows could get siwon hard and aching for him –– but eunseo’s always the whining mess that’s practically begging for siwon’s cock to give him that release that he so craves; which is why he immediately whines as soon as siwon pulls their fingers away, hips thrusting against siwon’s hip whilst seeking the friction that he so desperately needed. “ ‘m not jealous of nothing when i know that you’ll always be mine –– ” eunseo gasps in the hold around his neck as fingers start stroking over the softened flesh of siwon’s harnded member faster, encouraging the other’s fingers to go tighter, until he has tears in his eyes since his dick is practically tenting in his shorts. eunseo kisses back as gently as siwon lets him, siwon had always been in the one control here. “ please, please –– please fuck me, siwonnie ! ” eunseo begs as his wrist twists at the base, a high-pitched whine and a gasp escapes his bruised lips before fingers are tugging roughly at his hair that makes his head fall back, exposing his marked jaw and neck all the way to his naked collar bone. suddenly, siwon’s eyes are so, so much darker than the usual soft ones that eunseo’s so used to and eunseo suddenly feels pre-cum embarrassingly stained the front of his shorts. “ please let me cum, siwonnie ... ”

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ANY THOUGHT OF letting siwon rest has immediately left their mind to the point where eunseo could only think about siwon’s hands around his throat or pulling the strands of his hair, or roughly leaving bruises on his slender hips to the point where they’d bruise for a week –– eunseo wants it all and he wants it now. eunseo’s tongue runs over the rough digits that’s shoved into his mouth in hopes that it would soon be replaced by siwon’s hard cock that he could feel rub against his thigh, the other as desperate at he was, or at least slather those feeble digits to the point where siwon could probably just prep him right there and then with his spit, shoving him onto his stomach and pushing his face into the pillows until eunseo is begging for it. siwon has seen it all before. this makes eunseo’s fingers tease alongst the length of siwon’s cock, squeezing at the base to make sure the other wouldn’t dare to cum quite yet –– because he’s a lil’ shit like that and likes testing siwon during sex. “ ‘m not jealous, ” eunseo pouts before biting onto his bottom lip to stifle the moan that threatens to come out as soon as another rough bite is pressed against his neck. “ there’s no difference. ” eunseo’s eyes flutter as he finally, finally gets the kiss that he wants –– one where siwon’s dominance overcomes his needy whines as their tongue is shoved into his mouth and eunseo is sure there’s drool running down his chin. “ you’re the one who always says communication is important in a relationship –– ” eunseo grins as amusement sparkles in his eyes, a free hand reaching up to hold onto siwon’s fingers around his throat and encourages them with a squeeze of his own, a slutty moan spilling from his lips whilst hips thrust up for a touch, feel, anything. “ siwonnie –– ” eunseo whines through his gasps, dick painfully hard in his shorts. “ touch me already ! ”

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EUNSEO FEELS SOMETHING that eerily resembles ‘ guilt ’ because hadn’t siwon just had those awful migraines just an hour ago ? there are cogs turning in the smaller’s mind, noting that physical exercise does help with those kind of symptoms –– that, and the tent in eunseo’s shorts are suddenly becoming tighter by the minute as siwon finds it necessarily to nip and tuck at every sensitive spot on the smaller’s neck that has him clenching his eyes and rolling his head back, hips thrusting quietly for affirmation. this is for siwon, eunseo reminds himself whilst tongue laps up siwon’s long, long fingers as his cock stirs in his shorts silently, imagining those digits fucking him open like they had the night before until eunseo had to practically beg with tears in his eyes for siwon to fuck him, let him cum, anything that led to release. eunseo’s shirt finds it’s way onto the floor as so does siwon’s pants, feeling the other’s hardened member rubbing against his own taut stomach as eunseo’s fingers flutter their way down until he’s wrapping nimble fingers around their head. “ ‘m not jealous, ” eunseo breathes out stubbornly before another moan is escaping his pinked lips at their assault on his skin, fingers tightening slightly. “ i just like that you focus on me only. ” and he leaves it at that, simply ending that with a slow jerk of his wrist down siwon’s length because he’s this close to telling siwon things about ‘ love ’ that it’s dangerous to continue. “ what if i want to do it for us ? ” eunseo murmurs between ragged breathing, feeling a bruise already for at the larger’s teeth against his pale skin, knowing fully well he’s going to have another bruise to show off to his co-workers tomorrow. shame, really. a childish and desperate whine is elicited from eunseo, rubbing his clothed dick on siwon’s hip as lips are pressing at the corner of siwon’s mouth. “ mmm, are you going to punish me, siwonnie ? ”

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jinseons.

DESPITE HIS SMALL FRAME and a demeanour with most that does not match, Jinseon has always been undeniably soft for his taller friend. Softer than he’d care to admit to even his best friend or his boyfriend ; because it wouldn’t be the first time someone’s thought it’s weird that they’re always sleeping over and holds onto him as if he were to fly away if he let go. BUT he doesn’t care. Because he’s there now, and it feels like forever since they last got to do this. “Okay, Eunseo, you’re definitely not cute.” Jinseon SCOFFS, holding his tongue on the tut that wants to fall from it. Quiet, breathy remnants of laughter escapes from almost pouted lips, unabashedly enjoying the attention.  “Sh, who could ever bully you ? You’re big and scary, rah ! You wouldn’t dare ! I’m too cute for that and you know I’d tell Siwon from the grave and you’d never hear the end of it.” Freeing themself from tangled hair, fingers wander, only to settle at the nape of Eunseo’s neck, thumbing circles in their wake. Sleep could’ve come already, but there’s something in his moments with Eunseo that stops him from letting the feeling take him entirely. “I know.” is whispered just as quietly, as warmth is covering his cheeks; so he nestles his face into Eunseo’s hair instead ( and mostly the pillow ), trying to ignore the very fact its written all over his face ( and maybe the fact that Eunseo is right up against his neck and he’s silently responding to all the others damn affection, not that he minds it though ). “Promise. You’re not allowed to leave me that long again !” 

THE THOUGHT OF being caught in an act like this was simply innocent in eunseo’s rather delirious and sleep-deprived mind because whilst he did find nights easier sleeping with siwon or any other person, jinseon had been someone who found a makeshift home in his bed which eunseo didn’t necessarily mind ( not that he’d ever say those horribly soft, soft words out loud because moon eunseo is no softie ! ) but they’ve always worked better this way, sleeping with feet tangled for warmth and shared bed head whilst nuzzling close in each other’s face. it felt like years since eunseo and jinseon had cuddled like this which makes the childishness in eunseo’s persona shine thoroughly, whining softly whilst fingers tighten their hold on the front of jinseon’s fabric. “ i’m not ! i’m mean, remember ? ” eunseo mumbled with a pout whilst not once taking a moment to open his heavy eyelids. “ that’s right because no one could bully me since i’m very, very mean, jinnie –– and you’re mean, too ! because only mean people bring siwon into this. ” eunseo sighs happily though at the touch on his neck, the circles rubbed against the skin there more comforting than he’d admit and if jinseon hadn’t been there, talking to him like so, eunseo would have definitely fallen asleep right there. “ you do know, ” eunseo mumbles tiredly whilst pressing his face closer up against jinseon’s neck, wrapping his arms around the smaller essentially before sighing once more. “ i didn’t leave you if you didn’t come here, dummy. ”

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jinseons.

jinseon truly knows eunseo’s like the back of his hand. he’d spent more nights than he’d care to admit there, usually for nothing more than the safety net of affection whilst sleep continued to allude him. “eunseo-ah, you’re so cute. stop it.” jinseon grins out sleepily as he shifts into a better position, a quiet hum following. noting that it must’ve been longer than he thought, jinseon remembers just how warm his friend was. nose crinkling, he lets out a huff, as a hand fists at the material of eunseo’s top. “is that meant to be a threat or something? o-or do you feel like being little spoon hm ??” jinseon mumbles out weakly, fingers freely fumbling through the others crown of hair, sporadically scratching lightly. –– whilst eyes didn’t grow heavier now that he’d found his way to eunseo, jinseon was content just being there, plenty comfy with the affection. “nyah! don’t say that. i missed you and all this. i-it won’t be so long next time.”

IF EUNSEO WASN’T currently half dead to the world, he would’ve pushed jinseon away for making him seem like a child because he isn’t a child, thank you very much ! but eunseo had always had a soft spot for jinseon which is odd because eunseo rarely has any friends these days. “ i’m not cute ! i am not a puppy ! ” he whispers in loud bursts of air but quietly shifts with jinseon until he’s tightly PRESSED against the other, arms wrapped tightly around their warmth before burying his head into the crook of their neck out of habit. “ why are you bullying me ? what if i left you out on my doorstep to die ? ” he grumbles, though there’s no real HEAT in his words, not when there’s fingers combing through his hair and eunseo’s eyes are fluttering shut out of content. jinseon’s fingers had always felt nice. “ i’ve missed you too, dork, ” eunseo whispers more quietly against the skin of the other’s throat that his lips are currently pressed against, though his blames it on the fact that he’s drowsy and jinseon is p r o d d i n g. ( eunseo doesn’t mind. ) “ you promise ? ”

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siwvn.

siwon can’t hold back the soft moan that leaves their own parted mouth, their tongue darting out to lick the bottom lip before sinking their teeth into it while they watch eunseo suck and lick at his thumb. soon enough, their bottom lips turns from it’s usual bright pink shade into an deep red color because of the pressure they’re putting on it with their teeth. they slide their thumb deeper inside of the male’s mouth, before suddenly pulling it out and replacing it with their middle finger. their mind gets a little hazy and they feel their bottoms tightening, so they press their hips against eunseo, making sure to grind their ever hardening length against the inside of his thigh, wanting him to know just how much they wanted him. “wooseok was really nice to me, eunseo-ah. but he wasn’t the one i was focused on.” they lean down to kiss his nose, before playfully kissing away the point that’s on his lips. siwon can’t blame eunseo for being jealous - they’ve had their fair share of jealous moments as well. siwon would be lying if they say they hadn’t sabotaged one or two or three, maybe four, of eunseo’s dates while they were in high school. they felt guilty for it at the time, but they still did it. eunseo was their’s and they didn’t appreciate people trying to take him away. they didn’t deserve him or to see his smile or touch him or see the look on his face when he’s all blissed out. “how are we supposed to eat if we don’t work, yeobo, hmm?” they chuckle, nudging their noses together before they’re being assaulted with kisses - not that they mind. it starts off innocent enough, but then eunseo’s moaning and siwon’s echoing the moan and they begin rutting their hips against eunseo’s again and biting down at his bottom lip. their hands find themselves gripping the other’s waist tightly, most assuredly leaving bruises behind. “mhmm,” they hum, licking at eunseo’s lips when they finally pull away. “that sounds nice.” 

THE OTHER’S MOAN goes straight to eunseo’s groin and all he could simply do is whine softly around the digit that’s currently getting assaulted by his lips, making sure to hollow his cheeks around siwon’s fingers as his tongue laps up the underside of their digit –– just like he would do if it were siwon’s dick inside his mouth ... and blatantly made it OBVIOUS that he was thinking about it as well. but suddenly siwon’s hips are pressed against his own and eunseo’s clenching his eyes, mewling quietly as hips begin to roll to relieve the pressure that’s growing inside his shorts, knowing fully well how absolutely needy and w r e c k e d he looks just from simple teasing. this had always been siwon’s EFFECT on him, a whimpering and shuddering mess. eunseo wants them as much as they want him, and siwon knows it, too. “ wooseok didn’t deserve to be with you, ” eunseo huffs childishly in a small murmur and scrunches his nose up at the kiss, but it all f a d e s when he’s reassured with a promise of a kiss that wooseok isn’t there. eunseo is. “ yeah, well. who were you FOCUSED on then, huh ? ” eunseo reaches up to poke at siwon’s side, peering curiously like a child in a candy shop before pressing his face against the taller’s jaw whilst shaking his head quietly. he didn’t want to particularly think of everyone who had almost stolen siwon away from his during their teenage years, eunseo had desperately fought off every single one of them because ... well, eunseo had been in love with the other for so long and could only take so much. now, if he could only TELL them. “ my father will pay for us and we can run away together ! ” eunseo replies stubbornly, the childish pout returning to stain itself onto his pinked lips whilst rubbing his nose against theirs once again. there grinding suddenly HEIGHTENS to the point where eunseo can’t stop the moans from s p i l l i n g out of his lips, letting the other grip his hips to the point where they’d bruise most likely but all eunseo could do is arch into the other’s frame whilst rolling his hips, silently begging for more, more, more. “ kiss me, ” he murmurs quietly with a whine as fingers tug at the strands of siwon’s hair. 

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jinseons.

chocolate eyes grow heavier the longer he’s stood still, leaving him needing to shake off the tiredness before he’s even through the door. “ oooow, ” jinseon whines out groggily, feigning hurt regardless. “ the dumbest, absolutely. ” jinseon grins out weakly, following after eunseo without a second thought, fingers gripping where they could. “ just cuddle me or something, dummy. can you even sing ?? ”  jinseon teases, offering a nudge on the way. “ scoot over then ! ” he mumbled, already crawling in at his sleepy friends side. “ is this a new bed ?? its so comfy i’m gonna die. ”

EUNSEO SIMPLY SHUCKS himself towards the comfort of his bed and cuddling towards the linens until he felt the bed dip from jinseon’s weight –– whining quietly in drowsiness. “ you’re my favorite dumb, ” eunseo murmurs weakly before turning over to throw an arm around the taller, simply melting at the HEAT that he’s met with within seconds. “ i’m just gonna to lay on top of you if you want more room. ” he’s mumbling words now, finding the use of his mouth function t e d i o u s at the point where fingers GRIP onto the fabric of their shirt whilst nuzzling their nose against the side of their neck. “ hmph. not a new bed. maybe you’ve just been gone for too long. ”

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siwvn.

they see it coming before it actually happens, but even the couple seconds warning isn’t enough to have siwon completely stabilized before eunseo is biting at their thumb, then licking his tongue out at it. siwon lets out a soft sound of approval and pleasure, their thumb pressing flush against the smaller’s bottom lip, putting pressure on it, silently asking him to part his lips so that they could slip their thumb between them. the feeling of his tongue against their thumb is something that they’re looking forward to. their expression soon melts into one of hurt, although it’s not completely honest. they’re not hurt by his words - they’ve heard his opinion of his rainbow hair plenty of times before. “there was nothing wrong with my rainbow hair, eunseo-ah. wooseok-hyung liked it just fine.” they bring up the male they’d almost dated before deciding to give up dating in order to focus on eunseo and their.. quote-unquote, relationship. siwon’s a sweetheart, but they did have their mischievous moments. like bringing up wooseok. it’s not fair bringing up past almost significant others, but it’s also not fair to keep poking fun at them about their hair too, right? “if you don’t want me to go home, then i won’t go. i’ll stay here with you and we can spend the rest of our lives right here. although that’d be kind of hard because you have to go to work in the morning,” they murmur, letting out soft mewls of pleasure as eunseo presses messy kisses against his cheeks and nose. then he finally, finally presses their lips together and siwon immediately returns the kiss, their fingers gripping the back of his head. when they let him go, their lips are swollen and redder than usual, and they lick their lips slowly, letting out a soft sigh. “let’s watch a disney move, eunseo-ah.”

IT’S OUT OF habit which is the only excuse that he could think of the moment that he lets siwon’s thumb separate his pinked lips, ultimately letting the nimble digit into his mouth before quietly placing his lips around the finger and sucking it in –– tongue quietly lapping up the finger while eyes glance up towards the other in slight amusement, blinking at the sudden sounds that are released from the taller. it’s the little thing like these that STIR something deep inside eunseo’s chest, knowing fully well that he has that effect on siwon –– making them a whole DIFFERENT person in general all whilst keeping them metaphorically ‘ his ’ to the point where they have the power to pin him down and bed him if they wanted. eunseo quickly sees siwon’s expression form from something that resembled affection to hurt because he knew the hair was always a sore subject between them but he still loved siwon, either way. “ wooseok was DUMB who didn’t even know you and didn’t deserve to even be in the same room with you, ” eunseo grumbled around his words and ultimately resulted in a heavy jut of his lower lip at the mention of siwon’s old friend because that’s what they were. a friend. and eunseo will ultimately make sure it stays that way due to the green monster that l i n g e r e d upon the back of his mind before scooting closer towards the taller, ultimately wrapping their arms around siwon’s neck protectively. “ i’ll quit and we can run away together so we don’t ever have to work again, ” he murmurs while pressing his lips repeatedly all over siwon’s face until they finally capture eunseo’s into a rather deep lock of their lips that make eunseo moan into the other’s mouth, fingers squeezing encouragingly on siwon’s chest as eyes flutter shut at the assault he’s receiving before pulling back with a small grin. “ want to watch your FAVORITE, siwonnie ? i have your favorite and we can order in. ”

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siwvn.

siwon stares intently at the other, their eyes taking in his features, although that’s pretty much a moot effort. they’ve already memorized every plane and curve of the shorter’s face. there’s nothing on eunseo that siwon hasn’t seen, hasn’t committed to memory and isn’t running on a loop at least in the back of their head, everyday all day. it’s like eunseo tv twenty four-seven, and siwon doesn’t mind that in the slightest. it’s times like this that siwon knows for a fact that what they feel for eunseo is love. there’s no way it can’t be. no one can tell them any different. “you’re beautiful,” they mumble underneath their breath, letting their thumb brush against his bottom lip gently, before their eyes fall back down to the bruises that litter his neck. siwon does feel guilty for being the cause of those, although eunseo seems to like them. it’s just that siwon finds it hard to control themself in that situation. it’s like they were a completely different person. something that still shocks them to this day even after all these years. “hmph, life isn’t fair, meanie.” they poke their tongue out at him, before nodding their head. “yes, i’ll stay with you tonight. i planned on it anyway. i don’t really feel like going home anyway.” they stare at hm silently for a few moments, before smiling softly. “i won’t change. cross my heart.” they lean their head down and brush their nose against eunseo’s. “..actually, that sounds nice. staying in. can we watch movies?” 

EUNSEO COULD FEEL their eyes on him which makes him glance up from his gaze on siwon’s broad shoulders. it’s amazing how so much time had past between the two and eunseo still finds himself incredibly IN LOVE with the kid who used to follow him around in high school, one of the actual few that eunseo could find themselves opening up to in this harsh environment. he supposed that’s why he loved siwon, because they were someone who was so full of love and happiness; it was impossible for eunseo to not fall in love with their best friend, anyway. eunseo simply blinks at the other’s words as a snarky comeback laid heavy on the tip of his tongue, he’s cut off at the taller’s pad of their thumb running across his bottom lip –– immediately nipping at the salty flesh before lapping his tongue over the assaulted skin, out of habit. he stares at siwon while this happens, w i d e eyes and blinking. “ you’re PERFECT ... even if you have dumb rainbow hair, siwonnie, ” he murmurs back as low and whispered as if he were telling the other a secret ( which was ironic because there isn’t a secret that siwon doesn’t already know ) before pouting silently. he doesn’t even know why he keeps bringing up that damn hairstyle, he still kissed siwon silly and bedded them roughly when they had it –– even when eunseo thought it was incredibly TACKY. eunseo sighs and hums in reply, “ life isn’t fair but it’s fair if you stay with me in my bed forever. i don’t want you to go home. ” eunseo feels the other rub their nose against his, ultimately scrunching up his nose in reply that makes him look five years younger before pausing for a brief moment ... launching forward and press messy kisses alongst siwon’s cheek, nose, lips until they understood that he’s thankful they’re not going to change. “ we can, siwonnie. what movie did you want to watch ? ”

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kimsvngki.

“i may be slowly drifting toward an EARLY mid-life crisis.” the comment is said so casually that sunny himself might of had to do a double-take towards it if it hadn’t been his mouth they had been slipping past; and despite the heavy sarcasm lacing his words there was also the dull ache of truth hidden in them as well. the nagging feeling had been getting the best of him lately. nagging, and nagging, and nagging until sunny could feeling the brimmings of ANXIETY creeping over his chest from time to time and there was only one person that he could trust to talk about these things with. eunseo had told him countless times to come and talk to him when it got like this too – it was just getting himself to the talking point that was always the  s t r u g g l e . glancing up from his phone to peer over at his best friend, he maintains his composure despite his mind doing the opposite, “hypothetically speaking? what would you say if i said i might actually care a little bit about someone i’m currently sleeping with.” sunny continues as casually as he can before quickly jumping to ensure his dignity for the moment, “HYPOTHETICALLY, though.”  [ @exnseo ]

“ YOU’RE TWENTY-ONE, ” eunseo deadpanned whilst lifting head up from his position on the lone bed, bedhead not necessarily noted as random strands of hair began to stick up in odd places –– but it didn’t matter when the novel beneath his chin and the male across the room had CAPTURED his attention this entire time which didn’t waver the incredulous gaze that eunseo was currently giving the other. which isn’t exactly anything new because THIS was who they were; eunseo nagged sunny from time to time again that they could tell each other everything, and they do tell each other everything, but it doesn’t mean that sunny should shy away from telling eunseo about this ‘ early mid-life crisis ’ which eunseo secretly doubts it’s labelled a big deal. but it’s sunny and suddenly eunseo’s sharp gaze meets familiar brown hues, resting his chin upon his knuckles before questioning, “ i would say that boat has already s a i l e d if you count ME, asshole –– ” eunseo offers a lopsided shrug before puffing his cheeks in thought. “ hypothetically speaking though, that’s kind of a ... big stretch for you, isn’t it, sun ? sun, i mean ... hypothetically, you like them ... more than a friend ? ”

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jinseons.

a yawn etched across paled features when the door finally opened. he’d never cared much for the cold, and the chill of his skin had said as much. its soon however, replaced by a weak grin when his gaze rests on eunseos figure. for a fleeting moment, jinseon almost felt bad for keeping him up. though the grin grows wider when he’s being tugged inside, a hand rubbing at one of his eyes as he does so. “ hi, ” he grins out lazily, pushing himself inside. “ w-well it IS night time, ” in no time at all his free hand is clinging to the hand already on his other sleeve. “ i can’t SLEEP eunseo-ah. ”

EUNSEO’S NOSE CRINKLES at the sight of the other yawning before trying to fight back one of his own, essentially swatting at the other’s chest while pulling them into his room and efficiently closing the door behind them. “ you’re dumb, ” he murmurs sleepily but fingers TIGHTEN their grip around the other’s sleeve out of comfort and sheer drowsiness, and besides, jinseon had always been more of the WARMER out of the two. “ what do you want me to do ? sing to you to sleep ? ” eunseo huffs before they both finally reach his bed, ultimately f l o p p i n g down on the item and dragging the elder with. “ c’mon, i’m cold, jinnie ! ”

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siwvn.

siwon has to resist the urge to keep the other’s fingers inside of their mouth and suck on them, something that’ll open a floodgate of emotions and hormones that siwon knows that they can’t handle right now, especially not in the state that they’re currently in. despite their kind and sweet, almost innocent and naive demeanor, they have a side to them that nobody else has seen. nobody else besides eunseo, and siwon’s happy with that. sometimes they get so caught up in the moment that they lose themselves and they say and do things that they would never normally say or do. they’re just glad that eunseo doesn’t see to have a problem with that side of them. their finger absentmindedly brushes against the hand shaped bruise that covers the smaller’s neck, left over from a few nights before. surprisingly, they haven’t had sex in a day or two, which is a bit of a shock - siwon wouldn’t admit it if you asked them, but they were a bit like rabbits in that aspect.  “sorry.” they shrug their shoulders. siwon has a habit of apologizing and thanking people when it’s not always necessary, but the way they see it is, it’s better to say it and it not be needed than to not say it when it is needed. “stop thanking me,” they echo eunseo’s words from earlier, a playful smile quirking at the corners of their lips. “and yes, please text me. i don’t want anyone to yell at you, especially when it’s not your fault that you’re late. well, that you were late. i don’t see you being late anymore. i’ll make sure that you’re up and ready to go on time, i promise.” their playful smile melts away into something much, much more genuine and they flush slightly, nodding their head. “i like you the way you are too.” they sigh when they feel lips against their forehead, wishing to have heard something back instead, but they aren’t going to complain. “i promise i feel better, eunseo-ah. i’m starving. food’ll make me feel better and help with my headache.”

EUNSEO LETS HIS fingers linger upon the other’s lips for a brief moment before retracting them back, knowing fully well that a simple gesture like that can turn into ... unexpected outcomes, though if siwon were to pin down and kiss the living hell out of eunseo, the smaller wouldn’t necessarily decline because it’s siwon –– soft, soft siwon whose lips eunseo has been kissing since high school; it’s siwon who’s eunseo is completely and utterly IN LOVE with but eunseo shelters himself from the rejection that’s bound to be set up by everything. eunseo’s lips form a small, small smile at the touch of siwon’s fingers on his neck, knowing fairly well the other is admiring the newly formed bruise that’s spotting from a new nights ago from the ... r i g o r o u s round of sex that siwon keeps briefly apologizing for again and again. the thought makes eunseo giggle quietly before burying his head in the crook of the other’s neck. “ stop apologizing, dummy, ” eunseo lazily replies against the soft skin that his lips make contact with, arms tightening around the hold he has around the taller before whining softly. “ –– you’re quoting me. that’s not fair. ” but he’s laughing anyway at the ludicrous of it all, hands swatting at siwon’s shoulder before rubbing at one of his eyes in feign drowsiness. “  do you want to spend the night then ? and wake me up when i should go ? okay. okay, stay tonight with me, ” eunseo murmurs before pulling his head back to meet the other’s eyes in a scrutinizing stare, wrinkling up his nose at the fond smile and PUFFING his cheeks up in a brief second. “ i ... like the way you are. don’t ever change, okay ? ” it’s ridiculous, how siwon’s the only person who could ever see eunseo like this ... soft, actually someone who’s full of something that isn’t anger or distilled feelings but it calms him knowing that siwon is feeling much better at the jokes that they’re spewing out. it makes him want to kiss the other hard ( and maybe even tell them that he loves him over and over again ) but eunseo refrains. “ are you sure ? i could ... bring you food instead and we can just stay here, siwonnie. i just ... want to make sure. ”

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jinseons.

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jinnie could only hope as he knocked on the familiar painted door, that he wasn’t interrupting anything. the clock claimed barely one, but sleep had been alluding him for such a long time tonight, that one was late. it was that much of a spur of the moment type thing, though not something he wasn’t used to, that pyjamas still clung to him as he lent against eunseos doorstep, hoping he’d get the familiar release of sleep soon enough. “ eunseo-ah, i’m sleeeeepy, let me in ! ” is whispered against the door, though jinseon had never been all too good at that.

EUNSEO DRAGS HIS feet unceremoniously towards the door, yawning wider than he probably ever has in his entire life all whilst rubbing at one of his eyes –– blurry and uncomfortable due to the fact that it’s in the middle of the night and eunseo needs his sleep. he probably looks like a CHILD, eunseo muses as he reaches the door while looking down at his attire wear but if he had to be honest, he already knew who it was behind those doors and eunseo was still half-asleep; so when he opens his front door, eunseo simply whines in reply before his free hand is already r e a c h i n g out to grip on the other’s sleeve and tug silently. “ jinnie-ah –– ” eunseo whines childishly in a hushed whisper as fingers tighten on it’s hold. “ you’re COLD, dummy. ”

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siwvn.

siwon parts their lips when eunseo presses the two painkillers against his lips, swallowing them with ease, before gently pressing a kiss to his fingers and playfully nipping at them. “thank you,” they whisper softly, letting their head drop back down, their nose brushing against his palm, before their face finds its way back into the crook of his neck. the pain continues on for a few more moments, and before it dies down, it gets worse. to the point where siwon lets out a quiet whine of distress and they get a little teary eyed. but eventually it dies down enough for them to have coherent thoughts, their face becoming less and less red. they breathe out slowly, blinking their eyes open. “you’re going to have to leave earlier than usual tomorrow morning,” they mumble against eunseo’s neck, before picking up their head. “there’s going to be a lot of traffic and a huge construction block off, and it’s going to make you late to your job if you don’t. and your boss is going to yell at you.” it’s times like this that siwon appreciates their gift, because it’s useful. they offer the male a soft smile, shrugging their shoulders. “at least i’m useful for something?” they joke, before going back to their previous position with their head tucked into the crook of his neck, waiting for the rest of their headache to go away. the more they relax, the more at peace their mind becomes and the information slowly but surely stops flooding into their head all at once. it becomes much more manageable, something they’re grateful for. “naesarang,” siwon whispers softly, pressing their lips against his neck. “i’m hungry. can we get food?” they ask, humming softly. “i’m feeling better now.”

EUNSEO OBSERVES THE sight of the other taking the pills that’s pressed against their lips and while eunseo would probably take that as initiation to promptly pin siwon down into the bed and ... do very dirty, dirty things to the other, he knows that the taller in actual pain so eunseo simply just leans forward and place a small kiss at the corner of siwon’s mouth before retreating back into the warm embrace that they briefly held themselves a few minutes ago. “ stop thanking me, ” eunseo chides for the millionth time in siwon’s presence but there’s no HEAT in his words, simply taking the silence that replies back to him as a good sign for siwon to finally rest ... and it takes a moment, a beat or two of shallow breathing and quiet rubs up and down the other’s back but eunseo understands that it takes a while to find comfort in all that headaches, especially l o n g e r if they’re waiting for the effects of the painkillers to work. and then he hears familiar whines and feels tears pressed against his neck, eunseo racking in his brain for symptoms –– the information needed to stop this because it’s hurting siwon and eunseo ... cares about them too much for this to continue. “ i’ll leave early tomorrow and take local all the way and then i’ll text you if my manager yells at me, okay ? thank you –– ” eunseo meets the other’s eyes for a brief moment while his fingers reach for a familiar hand before entangling digits with the other and tugging silently. “ you’re useful for so much more, i like you the way you are, ” he replied stubbornly with a flushed face and bottom lip jutted. his heart stutters at word, blinking for a moment before pressing a quiet kiss at siwon’s forehead as a simple reply. ( he loves them, too. ) “ hmm ? we can go out if you promise that you feel better now, siwonnie. you know this. ”