thatās my secret, cap. iām always angry about the way dean winchester is treated by the writers.

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thatās my secret, cap. iām always angry about the way dean winchester is treated by the writers.
4x03 | In the Beginning
Nice to see that Deanās perfectly fine with Metatron, the person who beat him up, stabbed him and killed him, being right next to him.
Though to be fair, basically everyone around Dean has beat him up/strangled/(nearly) killed him at some point (sometimes more than once), so heās probably used to handling it now.
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How dare he steal that from me? How DARE he steal my childhood from me?
Jensen on Dean and his Dad.
āAt an early age [Dean] was like, āThis is way more interesting [than a normal life]. Iām on hunting Ā trips with my father. Iām not going to recess!ā ā¦it wasnāt until later in life when he started doubting that and thinking, like, āHow dare he steal that from me? How DARE he steal my childhood from me?ā And I think thatās probably a conversation that he will have one day with his father. Which⦠Iād love to film that scene. (x)
i loooove this. i love the way he acknowledges this. i love it so much!!!! AHgJKsg i love how aware jensen is of this and i love that he seems to be becoming more aware and more angry about it as the years go by (dean/jensen feelings ahhhh).Ā
i love it because it takes on the āif [a child] went along with it then it was obviously fineā argument that i hear so often from people both referring to the show and to abused children in real life. i love that he explains it so clearly, that although at a younger age dean thought it was pretty freakin cool to do the kinds of only-in-movies things that he was forced to do, it does not erase the very simple fact that john should never have involved his children in his quest for vengeance. it does not ignore the truth that dean was taken advantage of at a young age. it does not diminish the abusive reality of deanās childhood.
Fan thanks Jensen for being a brave and complex character. Jensen āThank you so much. Thatās very nice.ā #JIBCon #JIB7
https://twitter.com/Acklesholics/status/734327767685292032
credit for the speech goes to @rockstardean
(via mytharc4dean)
isnāt it amazing all the awesome dean stuff jensen gets to talk about when people donāt ask him questions about sam or castiel!!! wow!!!Ā
#jibcon dās life has affected his self worth issues a lot, what would it take for him to overcome said issues? Years of therapy
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I am what you designed me to be. I am your blade. You cannot now complain if you also feel the hurt.
Charles Dickens, Great Expectations (via horrorshow)
Dean has torn down some walls, but the walls are part of what helps him survive. They're a defense mechanism; he uses it to give him strength and courage. Some of it is good some isn't, but is what makes Dean Dean.
According to Jensen, Dean built up walls at a very early age as he had to toughen up at 9/10 years old as a Hunter.
Dean: And what happens when the mark turns you psycho, then what?
Sam: You lock me up, where I canāt hurt anyone, and throw away the key.
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME, SAM?! When Dean asked you to do that to him, you refused and released the DARKNESS, the very problem youāre trying to fight right now, but when itās tables turned all of a sudden you want Dean to do the thing you previously refused to do, so you can be the Saviourā¢?!Ā
Itās also interesting that when Sam suggests the ālock me up so I canāt hurt anyoneā plan, nobody goes āOMG look! Heās giving up! He stopped fighting!ā
Yes!Ā
(sarcastic voice) Cause, yāknow, when Sam does something self-destructive for the greater good, the narrative paints him as a selfless, humble hero, but if Dean does it, itās considered as a selfish, codependent act of senseless suicide, of course. How else could it be.Ā
Itās so strange that this narrative bias favouring Sam still goes unnoted by most fansā¦
hate me now if it keeps you alright.
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iām gonna expose myself as Problematic with this but i need to protect dean winchester at all costs.
the amount of sheer courage and badassery it took to show up as a lowly human being with zero powers at Stull and interfere between two pissed off archangels who want to battle?????? Armed with nothing but Def Leppard, a car, a GED and a give āem hell attitude?