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29. They/Them/Any. Fandom Fanatic. NSFW.

[andrewmoocow]

Romy shippers when asked what it cost them to see Gambit back to life and living happily ever after with Rogue:

[usergambit]

GAMBIT X-MEN '97 2:09 - Survival of the Fittest

[fluffyhales]

X-Men finale reaction:

[otherworldgarden]

we got romy back

but at what cost...

i'm so fucking devastated man. LIKE ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY PLS COME BACK TO ME MY BLUE GERMAN BOY

[steamandcream]

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

[steamandcream]

sorry to put your tags on blast on this insane breach containment post I have since muted, but you're right and you should say it.

It is defeatable. Go for the throat.

[valtsv]

[luna-azzurra]

What helped me write trauma better is remembering that the nervous system learns predictions. If danger used to come after quiet, calm can feel threatening. If kindness used to come with a price, kindness can feel suspicious. So healing is not just “they know they’re safe now.” Healing is the slow, annoying, deeply unfair process of teaching the body that the old prediction is not always the present truth.

[appl3dog]

Not romantic, not platonic but a secret third thing where we mix and dilute our souls together over and over again until they dont know where I begin and you end

[podracer]

Dune if I was in charge

[pervybutch]

[weirdness-is-good]

[coughloop]

big mans tanning in the sun.. what a life lived.

[virtualgirladvance]

[masochism101]

tell me every thought u have had about me ever right now

[deathgasmic]

some of you are very nice to me and i just want to say thank you and i love u

[girljeremystrong]

[lebnaniyyaa]

i would look so good getting fucked by you

[lamine-19]

oh baby girl please let it go before it rots your soul