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I get that’s your tag for people, but the only version of her that even remotely fits that word is a dead, destroyed, and overall ceased to exist one.

#Fuck you and fuck her.

scumdeath

I should just stick to my own kingdom for friends.

It’s clear as day that I can’t trust anyone else.

#The only people out of my planet- actually no. Out of this timeline. That I even need is my husband.

I still don't trust you.

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If people I hate would do me a favour and stop existing, that would be swell, thanks.

#Yes captain newly obvious. That is a near universal consistent.

#No offence but everyone I hate and everyone who's crossed me can die this year.

when do I get to move on like everyone else...

I see everyone thats breen trying to get her to change and happy she’s making those “improvements”

I see everyone smile and laugh and pat each others back, because she’s not as bad as she used to be.

I don't see achievement.

I see something that hurt me. I see something that makes my heart speed up and skip beats and send me into this fight or flight mode. I see terror. I see everyone who accepts her as someone I should avoid or. fear for my life.

Everyone's so happy for her but I see so much more of the dark and so much more of what I fear. I hate her. I hate everyone that supports her.

#I'm not......... bad. for still hating her am I ?

No wonder I’ve been filling my days with more and more domestic and otherwise happy things.

It’s that time of year again.

#And by 'that time of year' I mean the time of year I become more #Paranoid. And depressed. It's been years but this is routine.

What a fucking asshole.

At least. At the very fucking least.

My years brought me the experience I need to lead my kingdom now. My words brought others hope, my words still bring that hope. My time as that planet’s Signless wasn’t wasted. I know what to do. I know how to actually treat people, and I know better than to sit on my ass and lavish in the fact I am of high standing while people fucking suffer and chalk it up to there being some absurd, and unlikely “genetic superiority” of the place I am in.

People deserve fucking better. People deserve the same sort of respect and rights as any other you do not get to determine what one is worth based off of something so FUCKING trivial.

#I know better I am doing better. By gods I will not allow my kingdom or this planet to suffer the way Alternia did and still fucking DOES.

my mind races with things to say but my mouth won't open. my hands will not type. I just. hurt.

#in general. not at one single person or thing or even experience.

anger and bitterness always Crack and crumble to. I don't know what they crumble to. sorrow. maybe. I don't know. I don't feel good either way.

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