EYE &. AVENGE

𝘨𝘶𝘪𝘭𝘵  𝘪𝘴  𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵  𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘴  𝘶𝘴  𝘵𝘰  𝘵𝘩𝘦  𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘩 ,     𝘵𝘰  𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺 . 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃  𝙸𝙵  𝙶𝚁𝙰𝚅𝙸𝚃𝚈  𝚆𝙰𝚂  𝙼𝙰𝙳𝙴  𝙾𝚄𝚃  𝙾𝙵  𝙰𝙽𝚈𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 ,     𝙸𝚃  𝚆𝙰𝚂  𝙶𝚄𝙸𝙻𝚃 .

[eyevenge]

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(    to find your secondary and third tarot cards,   scroll down your result page to your answers and result  totals    )

   PRIMARY :       the  emperor.

the emperor represents a powerful leader who demands respect and authority.   status, power and recognition are essential to you,   and you are most comfortable in a leadership role where you can command and direct others.   as a leader,   you rule with a firm but fair hand.   you have a clear vision of what you want to create,  and you organised those around you to manifest your goal.   you listen to the advice of others, but you prefer to have the final say.   conflict doesn’t scare you,   and you won’t hesitate to use your power to protect those you care about.    and in return,    those people will repay you with the loyalty and respect you deserve.    claim your authority as leader and influencer and don’t let others put you down.   you create law and order by applying principles or guidelines to a specific situation.    create calm out of chaos by breaking down any problem into its parts and then mapping out the actions you need to take to resolve it.    be systematic,    strategic and highly organised in your approach, and stick to your plan until the end.

   SECONDARY :       the  hierophant.

the hierophant card represents an established set of spiritual values and beliefs and is often correlated with religion and other formal doctrines.   before you can discover your own belief systems and make your own choices,   the hierophant encourages you to learn the fundamental principles from a trusted source.   work with a teacher,   mentor,   or guide to teach you about spiritual values and beliefs in a structured way. He may be an authority or a kind and generous mentor who nurtures your spiritual awareness and helps you access the Divine by understanding the traditions and core principles.  the hierophant‘s arrival suggests you are following convention and staying within the bounds of a ‘tried and tested’ model.   you are not yet willing to go out on a limb or offer any new and innovative ideas.   instead,    you adhere to the key principles and rules that you know will lead to a successful result.   the hierophant may call you to honour family traditions or sacred rituals that sit neglected.    you are being asked to commit to spiritual practice in its most wholesome form – no customisation, no adaptation, no bending the rules.

   TERTIARY :       the  fool.

the Fool is a card of new beginnings,   opportunity and potential.   just like the young man, you are at the outset of your journey,   standing at the cliff‘s edge,   and about to take your first step into the unknown.   even though you don’t know exactly where you are going,   you are being called to commit yourself and follow your heart,   no matter how crazy this leap of faith might seem to you.   as you undertake this new journey,   the fool encourages you to have an open, curious mind and a sense of excitement.   throw caution to the wind and be ready to embrace the unknown,   leaving behind any fear,    worry or anxiety about what may or may not happen.    this is about new experiences,   personal growth,   development, and adventure.  the fool is your invitation to relax,   play,   and have fun.     treat life like one big experiment and feel yourself in the flow of whatever comes your way.    this card asks you to embrace your beautiful, carefree spirit,   allowing yourself to connect to the energy that surrounds you and flows through you.   tap into your fullest potential by stepping into a place of wonderment, curiosity and intrigue.   live life as though you were a child once again.    laugh more, dance, and let your heart go free.

[eyevenge]

pretty fucked up to think that kurapika failed the test to leave their village because the elder set them up and if it hadn’t been for pairo and his plan to swap the eyedrops,  kurapika would’ve been there to die along the rest of the kurta.  but also,   if it hadn’t been for the elder paying people to purposefully provoke them,  kurapika wouldn’t have failed because they were with pairo and he was able to keep him under control,  and the people from the town wouldn’t have found out about the “red eyed freaks” from the village  😳

[eyevenge]

i was talking about this with my sister and i legit cannot stop thinking.. how unfair it is that kurapika was left to feel guilty for surviving and responsible for the deaths of their people not only because they were forced to believe that leaving to see the outside world would mean bad things would come but also because the elder was so terrified of the people from that same outside world that he purposefully made kurapika and pairo fail.. except that that failing was what made the phantom troupe find out about the hidden kurta clan.  if the theories about sheila being member #4 of the troupe are true  ( which.. i mean )  then it makes a lot more sense that she knew where to find them.  it’s not hard to connect the dots once you start thinking about it –  she finds two kids from a secluded village in the forest,  they decide to help her because she’s hurt but every time it’s time for her to leave she accidentally gets hurt again.  

but nothing happens,  because they don’t have anything to offer her.  then a year or so later the rumors of the red eyed freaks on the town near that same forest start circulating,  and it’s not even two months after that that the entire clan,  the same one that had been safe from danger for decades,  gets brutally murdered. 

it’s so fucked up !!  because if the elder had believed in kurapika and their ability to do things the proper way with pairo’s help instead of trying to get them to stay by purposefully exposing them to the dangers of the outside world then the massacre probably wouldn’t have happened !  of course kurapika doesn’t see it that way,  it’s more a i failed the test > they don’t know i lied > i left the village even tho i shouldn’t have > the kurta died > it’s my fault.   because they were a child and they’re not going to blame the dead !  of course not !!  they were just trying to find a doctor that would help their friend,  which by the way they also felt responsible for hurting,  but that was clearly wrong of them to do :  they should’ve accepted what was given to them without complaining.  it makes a lot of sense as to why they’re going on a self destructive search for revenge when you think about how they were left to feel 100% responsible for what happened to their people,  to their friends and family,  simply because an old man was so scared of what would happen if kurapika left..

[jaknen]

srooms

[eyevenge]

[eyevenge]

what  were  your  hands  meant  to  do?

wound :          violence   isn’t   cruel   and   neither   are   you.          you’ve   fought   all   your   life          for   justice,          for   love,          for   peace   of   mind   and   it   doesn’t   seem   to   be   getting   any   better   but   you’re   not   going   to   stop   because   at   least   you   have   something   to   work   for.          life   is   a   dance   and   you’re   moving   so   wildly   you   stumble.          salt   is   under   your   tongue   but   you   don’t   mind   the   taste.          one   day,          this   world   will   be   better         even   if   you’re   not   around   to   see   it.          you   are   a   campfire   and   its   camaraderie,          its   laughter,          its   energy.

[jaknen]

Guu Guu Guu !!

[eyevenge]

ZOKILLUA :

      ❝       it’s    just    a    scratch                          kurapika…                               at    least    the    board’s    not    broken    !       ❞

 LIKED.        @eyevenge·

just   a   scratch?          NOT   FOR   A   NORMAL   HUMAN   BEING :            killua   is   anything   but   that ------  they’d   seen   the   way   their   friend   had   hit   the   floor,          so   hard   any   other   kid   would’ve   been   crying   inconsolably ...          or   passed   out   on   the   floor.          that   the   skateboard   was   still   in   one   piece   was   PURE   LUCK.            and   not   something   that   kurapika   particularly   cared   about.           ❝     but   you’re   bleeding ...         let’s   find   leorio.    ❞

[eyevenge]

* cries *  pspsps.... ku... kurapika before nen.... pspps please come back

[eyevenge]

JAKNEN :

*                      “       Right   right   because   your   plain   background   shows   you   do.   Hehe.   ”          Tap   tap   tap,   his   fingers   would   work   as   Gon   would   scroll   through   his   own   messages   with   Kurapika.   There   we   go,   this   was   a   good   one   of   him   and   —  oh   they   didn’t   want   to   use   any   of   these.   That’s   kind   of   a   bummer,   but   then   an   idea    which   immediately   sparked   joy   upon   Gon’s   face.   To   stuff   the   brick   in   his   pocket,   and   now   tug   on   their   hands.   Besides  this   was   going   to   be   perfect,   they   look   a   little   too   pale   which   means   sunshine   time.      “       Then   then   if   you   can’t   use   what   we   send   let’s   go   out  and   take   a   picture   together.   Come   on   just   the   two   of   us   and   we   won’t   stop   until   it’s   one   you   really   really   like   !!   It’ll   be  fun   I   promise   !!      ”        

immediately   after   gon   suggests   going   out,          the   first   response   that   comes   to   kurapika’s   mind   is   a   rotund  NO.          though   they’re   taking   the   time   to   hang   out   with   him   after   too   many   times   refusing,          too   many   times   disappointing   their   friend,          it’s   one   thing   to   sit   inside   to   catch   up   after   what   feels   like   years   and   another   entirely   different   to   go   out  ----  especially   with   a   kid   like   gon,          whose   upbeat   energy   remains   unmatchable.          they’re   about   to   say,          not   now   gon,          but  …         HE’S   ALREADY   PULLING   ON   THEIR   HANDS,          enthusiastically   trying   to   get   them   outside   to   spend   more   time   together.          the   big   smile   on   his   friend’s   face   seems   to   drag   the   exhaustion   kurapika   had   felt   all   week   leading   up   to   their   day   off   out   of   them,          if   only   a   little.          that's   the   effect   gon   has   on   people.          they   smile   back   at   him,          a   small,          lopsided   thing.     ❝     alright  …          but   give   me   back   my   phone.     ❞        they   free   one   of   their   hands   from   gon’s   grasp   and   offer   it   to   him   palm   up,          waiting   for   the   device   to   be   returned.       ❝     i   have   to   go   back   to   work   at   five.          we   have   until   then.     ❞

[eyevenge]

pretty fucked up to think that kurapika failed the test to leave their village because the elder set them up and if it hadn’t been for pairo and his plan to swap the eyedrops,  kurapika would’ve been there to die along the rest of the kurta.  but also,   if it hadn’t been for the elder paying people to purposefully provoke them,  kurapika wouldn’t have failed because they were with pairo and he was able to keep him under control,  and the people from the town wouldn’t have found out about the “red eyed freaks” from the village  😳

[eyevenge]

i was talking about this with my sister and i legit cannot stop thinking.. how unfair it is that kurapika was left to feel guilty for surviving and responsible for the deaths of their people not only because they were forced to believe that leaving to see the outside world would mean bad things would come but also because the elder was so terrified of the people from that same outside world that he purposefully made kurapika and pairo fail.. except that that failing was what made the phantom troupe find out about the hidden kurta clan.  if the theories about sheila being member #4 of the troupe are true  ( which.. i mean )  then it makes a lot more sense that she knew where to find them.  it’s not hard to connect the dots once you start thinking about it --  she finds two kids from a secluded village in the forest,  they decide to help her because she’s hurt but every time it’s time for her to leave she accidentally gets hurt again.  

but nothing happens,  because they don’t have anything to offer her.  then a year or so later the rumors of the red eyed freaks on the town near that same forest start circulating,  and it’s not even two months after that that the entire clan,  the same one that had been safe from danger for decades,  gets brutally murdered. 

it’s so fucked up !!  because if the elder had believed in kurapika and their ability to do things the proper way with pairo’s help instead of trying to get them to stay by purposefully exposing them to the dangers of the outside world then the massacre probably wouldn’t have happened !  of course kurapika doesn’t see it that way,  it’s more a i failed the test > they don’t know i lied > i left the village even tho i shouldn’t have > the kurta died > it’s my fault.   because they were a child and they’re not going to blame the dead !  of course not !!  they were just trying to find a doctor that would help their friend,  which by the way they also felt responsible for hurting,  but that was clearly wrong of them to do :  they should’ve accepted what was given to them without complaining.  it makes a lot of sense as to why they’re going on a self destructive search for revenge when you think about how they were left to feel 100% responsible for what happened to their people,  to their friends and family,  simply because an old man was so scared of what would happen if kurapika left..

[yaryaredaze-deactivated20220703]

    * uses star platinum to hog the blunt *

[adheros]

ind. adora, by winter.    not #spoilerfree !

 HI  WOULD  YOU  LIKE  TO  HEAR  ABOUT  THE  LESBIAN  REVOLUTION

[bunnieresources]

little women (2019) sentence starters.

“ not a first attempt, i take it. “

“ people want to be amused, not preached at. “

“ what do they write, your trouble-making family? “

“ you can do nothing if you go back. “

“ who will you dance with, ____? “

“ i never dance. “

“ i already feel ridiculous. i don’t want to look it. “

“ i can’t get over my disappointment in being a girl. “

“ ____, would you like to dance with me? “

“ you can laugh if you want to. it’s funny, i know. “

“ oh, ____, you’ll kill yourself for fashion one of these days. “

“ i would love to read what you’re writing, if you’ll trust me. “

“ i feel caught. “

“ do you want to know what i honestly think of you? i despise you. “

“ i despise you. “

“ with every chance of being good, happy and useful, you are lazy, faulty and miserable. “

“ well, selfish people do like to talk about themselves. “

“ you think i’m beautiful? “

“ yes, you like that, you old vanity. “

“ with all these good things to enjoy, you find nothing to do but dawdle. “

“ i’ll be good for you, ____. i’ll be good. “

“ aren’t you ashamed of a hand like that? looks like it’s never done a day of work in its life. “

“ i feel sorry for you. i really do. i just wish you’d bear it better. “

“ i’d be respected if i couldn’t be loved. “

“ has no one ever talked to you like this before? “

“ why be ashamed of what you want? “

“ we can’t do much, but we can make our little sacrifices and do it gladly. “

“ i detest rude, unladylike girls. “

“ i know you don’t care what i think, but you don’t want ____ to find you like this, do you? “

“ i don’t see how you can write such splendid things. you’re a regular shakespeare. “

“ ____, you look tired. were you up again all night writing? “

“ boys scare me, and that big old house scares me. “

“ don’t say such despicable things! “

“ i like strong words that mean something. “

“ i intend to make my own way in the world. “

“ you don’t know what ____ loves. “

“ well, it’s possible to be right and foolish. “

“ i can’t afford to lose this position. “

“ i’m not scared of anyone. “

“ you have always had a talent for getting out of the hard parts of life. “

“ don’t be a baby and whine about it. “

“ i think you’d hate to poke in where you’re not wanted. “

“ i told you i’d make you pay, and i did! “

“ i really did want to hurt you. “

“ don’t let the sun go down on your anger. “

“ you don’t deserve my forgiveness. “

“ i will hate you! i will hate you forever! “

“ if ____ had died, it would’ve been my fault. “

“ what is wrong with me? “

“ i’ve made so many resolutions, and i’ve written sad notes, and i’ve cried over my sins… but it just doesn’t seem to help. “

“ when i get in a passion, i get so savage. i could hurt anyone and i’d enjoy. “

“ you remind me of myself. “

“ i’m angry nearly every day of my life. “

“ i am not patient by nature. but after all this time, i’m learning to not let it get the better of me. “

“ i hope you’ll do a great deal better than me. “

“ there are some natures too noble to curb and too lofty to bend. “

“ i miss everything. “

“ i said hi to the horses. they’re very nice. “

“ what would ____ say? “

“ let me have my fun tonight. i’ll be desperately good for the rest of my life. “

“ i try to be contented, but it is hard. “

“ i don’t want to see you. “

“ ____, don’t be mad at me. “

“ i’m a failure. “

“ why give up? you have so much talent and energy. “

“ talent isn’t genius. and no amount of energy can make it so. “

“ i want to be great or nothing. “

“ i’m of middling talent. “

“ i’ve always known i’m going to marry rich. why should i be ashamed of that? “

“ i believe we have some power over who we love. it isn’t something that just happens to a person. “

“ i think the poets might disagree. “

“ i’m not a poet, i’m just a woman. “

“ don’t sit there and tell me that marriage isn’t an economic proposition, because it is. it may not be for you, but it most certainly is for me. “

“ you look beautiful. you are beautiful. “

“ i love to listen to you read, ____, but i love it better when you read stories you’ve written. “

“ i’m very sick and you must do what i say. “

“ i’ll only plague ____ if i go, so i might as well stay and plague you longer. “

“ don’t marry ____. “

“ i have been second to ____ my whole life in everything. “

“ i will not be the person you settle for just because you can’t have ____. i won’t. i won’t do it. “

“ i won’t do this. not when i’ve spent my entire life loving you. “

“ we barely have enough to feed ourselves. “

“ don’t say that. don’t say that. “

“ i’ve had a very long time to think about this and… i’m not afraid. it’s like the tide going out. it goes out slowly, but it can’t be stopped. “

“ i’ll stop this. i stopped it before. “

“ we… we can’t stop god’s will. “

“ god hasn’t met my will yet. what i will shall be done. “

“ you are your family’s hope now. “

“ please fight. don’t go quietly. fight. please, please, just fight to the end and be loud, and don’t just quietly go away, ____. “

“ thank god you’re home. thank god for you. “

“ we can leave. we can leave right now. “

“ i can make a life for us. “

“ let’s just run away together. “

“ you will get bored of ____ in two years, and we will be interesting forever. “

“ just because my dreams are different than yours doesn’t mean they’re unimportant. “

“ i want a home. and a family. and i’m willing to work and struggle. “

“ i just hate that you’re leaving me. don’t leave. “

“ i’m not leaving you. “

“ i’d rather be a free spinster and paddle my own canoe. “

“ i can’t believe childhood is over. “

“ it was going to end one way or another. “

“ i may not always be right, but i’m never wrong. “

“ i’m just not good, so i’m angry and restless. “

“ you don’t have to stay here, ____. “

“ i have loved you ever since i’ve known you. i couldn’t help it. “

“ i tried to show you and you wouldn’t let me. but i must make you hear now and give me an answer, because i can’t go on like this! “

“ i figured you’d love me, ____. and i realize i’m not half good enough. “

“ you’re a great deal too good for me. “

“ i don’t see why i can’t love you as you want me to. i don’t know why. “

“ i can’t change how i feel. “

“ it would be a lie to say i do when i don’t. “

“ i can’t love anyone else, ____. i only love you. “

“ let’s be happy together, ____! “

“ i can’t say yes truly, so i’m not going to say it at all. “

“ you’ll see that i’m right eventually and you’ll thank me for it. “

“ look at me! i’m homely, and i’m awkward, and i’m odd. and you’d be ashamed of me. “

“ ____, i don’t believe i’ll ever marry. i’m happy as i am, and i love my liberty too well to be in any hurry to give it up. “

“ i think you’ll find someone and love them. and you will live and die for them. because that’s your way, and you will. “

“ you’re much too lonely here, ____. “

“ i ruined our friendship with my temper, just as i ruin everything. “

“ if i was a girl in a book, this would all be so easy. just give up the world happily. “

“ do you love ____? “

“ i care more to be loved. i want to be loved. “

“ wanting to be loved is not the same as loving. “

“ i’m so sick of people saying that love is all that a woman is fit for, i’m so sick of it. “

“ i’m just so lonely. “

“ i don’t despise you, ____. “

“ i just didn’t love you as i should. “

“ the worst fate is to live my life without you in it. “

“ are you in love? “

“ i want to say one thing and then put it away forever. i’ve always loved you. “

“ i think it was meant this way. “

“ could we still be friends though, ____, please? “

“ life is too short to be angry at one’s sister. “

“ i started something, but i don’t think it’s very good. “

“ maybe it doesn’t seem important because people don’t write about it. “

“ writing doesn’t confer importance. it reflects it. “

“ when did you become so wise? “

“ i don’t want you leave. i want you to stay. “

“ i would never leave if you wish me to stay. “

“ i have nothing to give you, ____. “

[petalwhip]

eyevenge asked: " go on. eat it... " they're waiting.

*          —               Cheese   Chicken,   a   very   uncreative   name,   but   it   did   deliver   all   what   was   needed   to   describe   this   ‘ meal ’,   well   if   one   could   call   it   one.   Its’   smell   well   to   be   kind,   it   was   horrid   and   a   near   insult   to   cooking.   Perhaps   tonight   will   be   a   night   to   go   buy   something   because,   this   just   was   not   going   to   happen.   If   something   smells   like   roadkill   then   most   time   it   is   roadkill.        ‶        I   will   not.     ‶        

[eyevenge]

all kurapika knows is shouldering responsibility that isn’t theirs to carry,  feel guilty for the path that was thrust upon them,  wonder if they’re disappointing their clan,  love their friends but ghost them with the excuse to keep safe,  wonder if they’re actually happy,  make bad decisions and die

[eyevenge]

where  do  your  eyes  go  when  you  close  your  eyes ?

blood :            wash   the   blood   off   the   bone ,         drain   it   into   the   bowl .        rinse ,     repeat .        rinse ,      repeat .       the   bowl   is   full   now ,         and   you   still   aren't   allowed   to   eat   the   meat .          are   you   supposed   to   drink   the   water ,           stained   crimson   with   blood ?       your   lips   sing   at   the   sight   of   moisture ,          but   something   inside   you   tells   you   it's   wrong   to   drink   it .          it's   the   same   way   when   you   go   back   to   school .            everyone   looks   at   you   like   a   martyr ,   a   messiah ,      a   heathen .          you   could   save   them ,         but   are   you   really   what   they   want ?

[eyevenge]

i love that every “what ___ are you?” for kurapika ends with like a oh are you happy?.  the answer is no

[eyevenge]

what  tarot  card  are  you?

justice :             what   would  you   do   to   ensure   justice ?     you   know   full   well   i   don’t   speak   of   lofty   ideals   and   courts   and   magistrates ,         dearest .         what   would   you   do  to   those   that   hurt   you ?        if   i   dropped   them   in   your   lap ,       what   would   you   do ?      what   kind   of   pain   could   you  possibly   inflict   upon   them ?      you   are   right   to   do   so .           you   are   right   to   want   to   do   so . ignore   the   screaming ,          dearest ,         you   are   the   hand   of   justice   now ,          and   they   hurt   you .  do   not   look   too   closely   at   their   faces ,     dearest .     you   are   within   your   rights .      you   spell   out   your   own   rights ,      now .      are   you   happy   about   it  ?       are   you   certain   that   this   is   the   right   person   you   hold   by   the   hair ?       does   your   anger   hurt   less   now ?