f a r e l o s

25 - she/her - ghost in training

[likeahauntingmelody]

before sunrise (1995)

[fairycosmos]

accidentally got stuck in a compulsive thought loop instead of living any sort of life

[flowerytale]

Anaïs Nin, from “The Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1955–1966”

[goldduststevie]

Stevie on stage at the Oakland Stadium - May 7, 1977. Photo by Rafael Edwards.

[feral-ballad]

Elizabeth Metzger, from Lying In: Poems; “Guest House”

[weltonboys]

dead poets society (1989) / the worm king’s lullaby - richard siken

[fehck]

[metamorphesque]

"Beautiful Losers", Leonard Cohen

[wifeinwatercolours]

Hot Rock tour

[existential-celestial]

Paul Celan, from “Threadsuns,” from BREATHTURN INTO TIMESTEAD: THE COLLECTED LATER POETRY A BILINGUAL EDITION (translated by Pierre Joris)

[arsvitaest-deactivated20260111]

Frederick Judd Waugh, Rum Row, 1922, oil on board

[feral-ballad]

Tishani Doshi, from A God at the Door; “Survival”

[tvandfilm]

The Watermelon Woman 1996, dir. Cheryl Dunye

[s4dpngs]

[weltenwellen]

Warsan Shire, from “Hooyo Full of Grace”, Bless the Daughter Raised by a Voice in Her Head

[kaos-teorema]

anatomie de l'enfer (catherine breillat, 2004)

[mindmuseum]

"I live alone, perhaps for no good reason, for the reason that I am an impossible creature, set apart by a temperament I have never learned to use as it could be used, thrown off by a word, a glance, a rainy day, or one drink too many. My need to be alone is balanced against my fear of what will happen when suddenly I enter the huge empty silence if I cannot find support there."

— Journal of a Solitude, May Sarton