my peers &my friends i dont think theyre impressed

oh yea i guess i should make a desc.. uhm...side blog bc im a pussy any/mirror pronouns hastag suggestive/nsfw blog and also vent blog #doodling centipede ==> art #fangposting ==> posts Dni: uhh i dont really care i’ll just block you for peace of mind

[f4g-poison]

but please get treatment and medications because after a while the periods gets so much painful/heavy bleeding and your body becomes more broken than you think (so think of those meds as pain killers). think of it as an life jacket for organs (since it's an endocrine disorder it affects other organs as well if left untreated)

i will when the time comes but right now i barely feel anything (other than uncomfortable sometimes) during my periods. idk if it starts out like that or something

plus, i did not know about the pain, neither does my mom.

[f4g-poison]

actually, crazy how against my mom was with adhd/depression/anxiety medication but the second the gyno diagnosed me with pmos/pcos she started asking about treatments and hormones. Oh because i can just ‘stop if i really try’ (my mental state affects a HUGE part of my life), but when i have the broken girl syndrome (my symptoms aren’t really that severe and don’t bother me) i HAVE to start meds to fix it immediately.

[f4g-poison]

therapist said i exhibit depression symptoms/depressive behaviour and might need to get on meds so win for me . have fun convincing my parents tho

[f4g-poison]

cut myself and almost fainted twice👍 don dont do thag if u havent eaten an ur blood sugar is low

[f4g-poison]

makeshift bandage #mybandage

[f4g-poison]

cut myself and almost fainted twice👍 don dont do thag if u havent eaten an ur blood sugar is low

[f4g-poison]

june 2026 was a really cathartic experience for me

[konoko]

[onthisdayinhomestuck]

On This Day In Homestuck:

August 17th, 2011

The Handmaid eventually recruits the Condesce as her successor. The Author approaches the scene.

[whatthekoi-deactivated20260510]

whenever i interact w older mutuals i imagine them being like damn not this kid again fml And then they drink like seven beers

[drtravsrarecandy]

drinking a bunch of water and then not going to the bathroom for hours and hours is good for boys <3

[torirosepatrocolus]

first in my bloodline to read this much gay fanfiction

[f4g-poison]

putting on my retainers after taking them off feels like my gums are bleeding and my teeth a about to fall of for like a minute

[f4g-poison]

fuck it im gonna upload a fucking journal shit on ao3

[f4g-poison]

another day where i pretend to be a more endearing version of myself until i confuse myself, believe that this is my personality, and another day where i pretend to be a more endear

[f4g-poison]

i wish that trans, enby and everyone else get to transition safely and live happy as themselves <333!!! me? oh nono its different for me because i am a horrible person and just confused and faking it, and if i wasn’t i still don’t deserve it because of the horrible person thing, hope that cleared things up <33

[f4g-poison]

i’m like if a transgirl was afab

[f4g-poison]

im debating on wether i have ASPD or CD at the very minimum cuz i was a very aggressive and destructive kid and mightve been very low empathy but i just didnt realize that was a thing (im definitely low empath now tho)