Liv

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Hello! My name’s Liv <3 I’m 19 and have struggled with d!sordered eating since I was 12-13. I also have diagnosed Depression, Anxiety, ADHD, and BPD. (I know I sound insane, god forbid)

Im going into my junior year of college in the fall, getting my bachelors degree in Education and minoring in creative writing. I want to be an English teacher and maybe write on the side !!

I’ve been in a relationship with the love of my life since September :)

My DMs are ALWAYS open!! Please hit me up!! BUT REMINDER: I DONT TALK TO MINORS!!! Be over 18!!! Please!!!!

Stats below:

Im 5’4

CW: 174.5 lbs

SW/HW: 192 lbs

LW: 133 Ibs

GW 1: 175 ✅

GW 2: 165

GW 3: 150

GW 4: 130

UGW: 100

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My partner found out, I’ve never really been forced to recover before, but they’re making it really difficult

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Binged more than I have since mid March. I haven’t had more than 1200 calories in almost a month, so now my stomach is in pain and I feel like a failure.

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do you reward yourself with something?

I reward myself with things I want, like if I hit a certain goal I can buy myself a new pair of jeans or something!! But I don’t reward myself with food, because food is only to keep me from dying, it’s not a reward :) but everyone’s different!!

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Today:

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I feel slightly ill, but we thug and we ball

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Don’t eat it, you don’t deserve it

Not because you don’t deserve food.

Because you don’t deserve to feel regret.

You don’t deserve to ruin ur progress.

You don’t deserve waking up the next day hopeless feeling like you’ll never be thin.

You don’t deserve to gain.

You don’t deserve to feel fat.

You don’t deserve to hate yourself.

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Someone once told me “idk I just can’t picture you skinny”

And that’s my motivation every single day. Because what????

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My best friend won’t let me skip food. Piss me off. Piss. ME. OFF.

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Why is my 3d making my stomach hurt? Make that make sense?

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Today’s stats: TW

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A dumb moment of weakness turned realization and now my best friend is concerned

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I am CRAVING any kind of food, and I have to pretend I wouldn’t do anything for a cheeseburger

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Nauseous at the gym 😋 what if I perished ?

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My current credit score is absolutely none of my business

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I’ve hit a plateau, which is urking me, so I’m eating like 1000-ish c4ls and then fasting ✊

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Reasons we should be friends:

(If you’re 18+, and on 3d tumblr)

1. I’m really cool and awesome and funny

2. That’s all I got, but I’m bored. Hit me up.