𝒯♟️

#twilightfanatic salt and pepper lover 🩶🪽 ❥ 19

[f4ll3n4ng3lsblog]

Current wishlist:

~ lobotomy

~ an older man

~ euthanasia

~ an older man

~ new piece of makeup???

~ an older man

~ new piercing

~ an older man

~ hair down to my waist

[f4wn4u]

sigh…

[annieex]

Need a man like this🙏🏻

[f4wn4u]

kinda scared intimacy, what if they break my heart then leave?

[lilbunnygirlie]

need an older man 🐰

[howtoexistinlanasworld]

This is what i yearn for

[submissiv3d0ll]

ughh can 20-40yr olds dm mee!

i need a older man who isnt lustful and cares for my mental health and my well being!

[f4wn4u]

it takes a certain kink to love me, why does no one stick around

[f4wn4u]

📝: Bloodlust

✔️: Published

🖋️: f4wn4you on wattpad

🧛🏻‍♂️: Carlisle Cullen

🤎: Brinley Swan OC

📺: Twilight

✷

I fed myself the lie that I could tame the impulse. But it harboured a cold, calculating malice — an ancient thing that overrode my soul and left me trapped, watching helplessly as it took the wheel. It was a catastrophic miscalculation. I thought I could manage it, but the hunger mutated, its savage desires swelling until they completely eclipsed my sanity. Decades of hard-won sobriety shattered under the weight of her limerence. The thought of her didn't just loiter; it tore through my mind like a wildfire, leaving a hollow ache that only something human could soothe. I kept vigil over her. To the outside world, it might have looked like the fixation of a predator, but my watch was born of a feral need to protect. Tracking her every movement solely to keep the world from breaking her.

I only meant to watch from the periphery. A silent shadow keeping the peace. But the calculus changed in a heartbeat, and the agony of doing nothing became worse than the sin of intervening. I was curating a flawless public facade, a desperate performance required to keep my two worlds from colliding and crushing me in the wreckage. That all crumbled because of my infatuation of her.

[f4wn4u]

For all my Carlisle lovers 🩺🤍🩹