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Remember, if the balloon pops, the noise makes the angels cry. † 「 independent glee blog for quinn fabray. canon divergent after 'i do'. click sidebar image for links. 」

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「 kitty 」

      “Touchy,  touchy,  but fine, I’ll         drop it.  And like, fucking duh         you’re my role model.  You’re         an inspiration to alpha bitches         all over the greater Ohio area.”

  tell her this a year & a half ago,   she would've been much more   uppity to hear it. she really is   flattered, but, on some level this   feels wrong. like a different quinn   is being appreciated.

                    ❝ wait-- what's santana, then? ❞

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「 puck 」

        "Why is it that every time I come           within five feet of you, you think           I want something?”

    ❝ name one time you've approached          without any intentions of saying something          other than hello. just one. ❞

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「 santana 」

         ‘ And just because you don’t wanna talk about            it doesn’t mean I won’t remind you every single            chance I get; but don’t worry, there’s no need            to develop on your inward gay panic. ‘

      ❝ no gay panic. i accept who i am. which is still            straight with the token college experimental phase.            which is exactly why i don't want the reminders.                  it was fun, but, that's not who i am. it should be moved past. ❞

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「 santana 」

       every fiber in her body wishes to negate any         sort of recollection of the time they were just        Quinn & Santana, before there was ever an        Unholy Trinity, before the pointless fights by         the school lockers & the spiraling desire to bring        each other down. Santana wants to say no,        but her subconscious betrays her.

                    ❛                                   Before cheer camp,                      before the plotting, the vendetta, & before                     the boys and the distractions. Yeah,                     I remember. ❜

    it was forever ago, really. a different lifetime.     they were different people. but, they were     each other's people. it's crazy how time can     do that. how ambition can trample something     that used to be some important. lips press     together, head tilting back to be able to point     her gaze toward the ceiling to let out a dry     sort of laugh- a bitter smile crossing her lips.

                     ❝ oh, how the mighty have fallen. ❞

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「 kitty 」

"I  hardly  classify  dumping  O B A M A  and  watching  him  chase  after Marley  like she’s  H O P E  itself as getting hurt  by love.   I’m like totally over it already.”

   ❝ oh, trust me. i know  A L L  about being         dumped & left for a brunette with a nice         set of vocals. it stings. there's no trying         to deny it. but, relish in the thought that         he did what all puckermans do best; he         couldn't keep it in his pants. love screws         us all. & boys suck. mostly boys suck. ❞

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「 kitty 」

"Oh god,  of course  not.  I’m  not  looking to be on  Teen  Mom 47  and  then  seek out a career in porn,  complete  with  a silicone  model    of   my   hoo-ha.  I  just  need  to  know  all   things  QUINN FABRAY.”

   she's going to choose to    respectfully ignore kitty's    depiction of teen pregnancy.

  ❝ thankfully, i'm still flattered       by being some kind of role       model to you. so, ask any       question you want to know.                 except about pregnancy. ❞

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「 berry 」

               ❝ & i don’t doubt that you can                  but we’re kind of friends                and i’m trying to look out for you.                                  i’m sorry. ❞

        ❝ just because my past--. . . all            boyfriends weren't exactly model            citizens doesn't mean that i'm always            going to make mistakes with my love life.                    i wasn't the one who dated the prostitute. ❞

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「 santana 」

        ’ that truly depends on your perception          of the word tangible. because if my          memory serves — and it usually does —          you made yourself pretty damn tangible          at Schuester’s wedding fiasco       twice ‘.

         ❝ and, i've come to terms that i slept with              my best friend, but, that doesn't mean i want              to talk about it. is that  R E AL L Y  that hard              to understand, or am i going to have to break                                            it down further for you? ❞

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「 santana 」

         ’ just because you refuse to acknowledge            it, doesn’t mean its gonna magically            disappear and never be spoken of again ‘.

    ❝ considering it's not a tangible thing,          there's nothing disappearing or appearing.          but, it can never be spoken of again.           add it to the list of things to  n e v e r  talk about          again. along with beth & my skank phase. ❞

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「 kitty 」

   ”WHAT?     It’s a valid question.      as my mentor and person I most      aspire to be like in life,    save for       Victoria Beckham and the Queen      of England,  you should be filling      me in on the ins and outs of life.”

   ❝ are you weighing the pros        & cons of teen pregnancy?        as flattered as i am, i'm going       to have to advice you against that. ❞

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「 berry 」

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                    ❝ I understand that you’re mad at me                      but i’ve apologized ahundredtimes.                      will you please tell me what i’ve done? ❞

        ❝ you overstepped. again. for the billionth time.                we're not in high school anymore, rachel.                                   i can take care of myself. ❞

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「 awesomegaydar 」

  she can feel her stare.

                 ❝ to answer your silent question----                            yes, we're  S T I L L  not talking about it. ❞

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「 norahfuckerman 」

          ❝ what do you want, puckerman? ❞

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wait are notes screwing up for anyone else???????

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「 evxlved 」

          ❝ that seriously looked like it hurt. ❞

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but i want a verse just where they’re dealing with the aftermath of a seriously bad breakup. i mean. starting from the beginning and everything is so great. but i want something where they’re so torn from hating the other person and wanting to be with them, and they have a bad history with cheating and lying but they’ve been through so much and it’s just toxic. they hate being in the same room but it hurts to be in the same room. and there’s late night phone calls where the only thing they want is to hear the other’s voice, but there’s also those days where they just want to cry and scream. it’s so important. being broken up but still in love is so important.

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i don't remember anything that happened on glee and i stopped watching midway through the fourth seasoN??????

but, man like for a starter if u want