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Slowest moving RP? O.O Excuse you? I've been in a lot of slave RP's, and this is the only one who's lasted this long. We may not always be as active as some of the other RP's, but when it comes down to it, we keep existing while others usually die after one or two months. In August, this RP will have existed for a year already. I think that's awesome, and I'm happy to be a part of it.
Private ā Kurt
It means something when those people are getting hurt because I canāt not care for them. I couldnāt keep Rachel from Rose or Jesse, I couldnāt keep Hunter from the guards, I couldnāt help Virginie out.. And in all honesty, if Father sees what we all do when it comes to you and him, then you are getting hurt because of him, to hurt him. Iām sure he doesnāt care what happens to him as long as you donāt get hurt but thatās not happening now. Iām sorry that youāve caught Fatherās attention, Gorgeous. I wouldnāt wish his punishments upon anyone. It may be Fatherās fault, but we all agreed to come here, Kurt.
Heās a handful, Iāll say that much. And if that reassurance is in any way sexualā¦ then you have to describe it in detail.
Yeah, but in a place like this.. Iāll probably get in trouble for hurting Rose just like the guards who hurt Hunter will be.. disposed of. Rose might get reprimanded for sending them to him but I doubt sheāll get a severe punishment.
And you think that they wouldn't have gotten hurt if you hadn't been there for them? No, they would have gotten hurt even more. Come on, Sebastian, you can't be that brainwashed as to think what happened to them is all your fault. It's not David's fault that I'm going to get hurt, even if the purpose of it all is to hurt him. I'll never blame him for it. Just like Rachel and Hunter wouldn't blame anything on you either. Yes, you all came here, but that was a stupid mistake. Nothing more. You and most of your brothers aren't evil.
Literally and figuratively, if you get what I mean.
My my... someone's being quite curious. I suppose there's no harm in telling you. After all, I need to gain information about that subject. I think David needs a firm hand. So you could see it as me being in charge instead of him. In secret of course. I am more naturally dominant than he is, but the Father can't know that.
And why will you get punished for it then? Didn't Rose break the rules, and undermine your authority? You were merely protecting your... 'property'.
Private @ Sam
I-I knowā¦ But he didnāt mean for it to happen l-like it did. That doesnāt make it any better, but I donāt want to forget that. B-Because it makes me feel better.
I havenāt seen him in almost two weeks, Kurt. And he only hurt me once.
Moments like these make me want to shake you until you gain some sense. Didn't mean for it to happen? There was lube in the room yet he didn't use it. Didn't mean for it to happen, my butt.
Good, that gives you the chance to meet other and better people. It always starts with 'once' in cases of domestic abuse too.
{Private} Kurt... Master Davie?
I think Iām sureā¦ I donāt wanna think about what might happen though. Itāll make me scared and then weād have to let Master Davie get hurt, Iām not gonna let that happen to you guys. It wouldnāt be fair and I wonāt let that happen.
You have to think about yourself too, sweetheart, not just me and David. That wouldn't be fair to you either.
{Private} Kurt... Master Davie?
Okayā¦Iāll justā¦uhā¦ask her to be gentle with me, I guess.
Ha hah.
ā¦
Oh shit sex with Brittany.
I-I understand it's not exactly an appealing option for a gay guy... and I really don't think it will be as simple as that, but... it's better than getting... well... you know... forced into sexual things by those creepy horny monsters...
{Private} Kurt... Master Davie?
Thanks, Kurtā¦ He really was nice once I started behaving and now he says Iām one of his favorites. He even gave me Dots.
And thatās why Iām willing to let Master Davie play if itāll help, I donāt want him getting hurt. Master Sebastian already got hurt over me, I canāt let him get hurt too. I couldnāt let that happen to you and Master Davie.
Mhm, he's a lot more human than I thought at first. Don't let him know I said that though.
But... are you sure? There is no telling whether it really is as simple as we're expecting it to be. I mean... who knows what plans the Father has if David agrees to do it. Maybe he wants to watch or let others watch and give instructions... There must be a catch.
[Private]
The fun never stops, does it?
Just, whatever happens, please be careful.Ā I donāt know what the guards might get up to when youāre by yourselfā¦if what they did to Hunter is any indicationā¦
... yeah. Sadly.
Please don't... I-I really don't want to think about the possibilities...
Private @ Sam
ā¦What about Blaine?
Everything. Just hear me out, okay?
Sam, I know you want to see the good in everyone. I'm like that too once I've seen a glimpse of it in someone, but Blaine... he... he forced you to...
Look, I'm not saying that he's pure evil (although he's given me little reason not to think so), but what he's done to you is unforgivable. He knew that would hurt and he knew you didn't want it, yet he continued anyway.
I don't want one of my best friends to be treated like that. I don't care if you're straight, gay, bi or pansexual, but please listen to reason. Stay away from him. He might be showing regret, but who is to say he won't do it again? You do realize that the more time you spend with him, the more reason the Father will have to give you to him? Once he's claimed you nobody can help you, and do you really want to go through all that every day again and again?
Are you in love with Sebastian too?
No... why would you say that? He's one of my new self-proclaimed best friends though. Friendship comes very close to love sometimes. But I think it is quite obvious that my one true love is David.
Private ā Kurt
So youāre my best friend just like that now, huh? Well, I know what he taught us is wrong but saying is easier than doing, Gorgeous. Itās hard to put things that have been drilled into you out of your head. Especially when accompanied by the punishments. Iām not saying the punishments are an excuse not to give up that way of thinking, but it certainly is quite an obstacle to overcome. I know Iām capable of loving, but when I do, the other person turns out bad. Youāve seen Virginie. She wouldnāt have been sold off if I hadnāt tried to help her, I wouldnāt have tried to help her if I didnāt love her. And Hunter, he was hurt because apparently itās obvious that heās my weakness, that I would do anything I can for him but Iāve seen how different he is from when he came. Itās because even if I do love him, itās not in a way that he wants me to love him. Which is why youāre taking him when you find a way out and Iām not budging on that decision so donāt fight me on it.
Yeah.. heās sort of overemotional like that. I tend not to take him too seriously for it. He gets angered quickly and saddened even quicker. It takes a while to get used to the bag of emotions that is Dave.
I know Iām not a saint, by far. If what Iāve done to Mike and Rose are anything to go by. Rachel needed help, so I gave it. But now Jesse had her and Hunter is permanently scarred because I was with her. See what happens when I care for people? Thereās a pattern there.
Mhm, and don't argue. We both know I'll win the argument in the end. You're very stubborn, I'll give you that, but I can be quite hard-headed when I want to be too. I know but... doesn't it mean anything when several people say you are worth loving? Doesn't it matter that Rachel is so thankful to you for protecting her? If your way of thinking is true then I will get hurt because of David too. The Father already said he had plans for me, so I'm under no illusion that it won't be as bad as I'm expecting it to be. But that's not David's fault. It's no one's fault. Just like it's not your fault that Virginie, Rachel and Hunter got hurt. There may be factors in the story that steered it that way a bit, but don't forget that this whole situation isn't something that happens every day. If we all lived in the real world, they wouldn't have been hurt, despite knowing you. It's this environment (and the Father) that's the culprit!
Hmm, I'll gladly get used to that. He's so... genuine. His emotions are so honest, even if they're annoying from time to time (that is- when he's doubting me and thinking he's unworthy) He's a big teddy bear you can't help but want to hug. I think I know a way to give that reassurance he desperately craves however.
I have no idea what you did to them, but... I can tell you that David would harm anyone who hurts me too. As would I hurt someone who tries to hurt my David. It's in our nature to protect the ones we love.
Private ā Kurt
People like me donāt have friends. Not the way you do, not in the close āLet me tell you every detail about my hopes and dreamsā type of friend. Best friend, if you will. None of us are worth loving, itās what weāve been taught to believe. Dave is probably in shock that you actually do love him. And honestly -Iāll deny it if you say a word about this to anyone- he deserves it, heās a good guy.
There is so much wrong with what you're saying... I can't believe how anyone could think this way! Okay, first of all; I'm gonna be your best friend from now on, and I know one's not supposed to call themselves a best friend without the other's permission, but obviously someone else needs to take charge with you people. Then; put those thoughts out of your head. You may have been taught to believe that, but that doesn't mean it's true. The Father is a sadistic jackass who has manipulated you all into becoming - or trying to become - like him. He tried to mold you into a copy of himself. You're your own person. Break away from his way of thinking. You're worth loving. Everybody is worth loving. It's those people that don't allow anyone to love them and who love no one in return that often turn bad. Just look at the Father. He doesn't love anyone, and he gives no one else a reason to love him. You're capable of loving someone, you have proven that multiple times, now the only thing you have to do is allow others to love you.
Oh I don't doubt that. The big lug thinks every little thing that goes wrong between us is a confirmation that I don't really love him. Silly boy... even when he gets me angry, I always feel the need to hug him.
You're a good guy too. Just look at what you've done for Rachel. Only a good person can care in that way about others. I'm not saying that you and all the others here are saints. You've made bad choices in life. But everyone makes mistakes. Some worse than others. It's our job to learn from those mistakes and never make them again.
- Private ask to The Father -
I treat my sons well unless they choose to disobey me. And youāll see in time, slave. Just worry about behaving yourself for now.
I won't behave unless I have the reassurance that David won't be harmed. I'm obviously going to get hurt anyway, so I don't see a reason for behaving if my... master gets hurt too.
{Private} Kurt... Master Davie?
I didā¦ Master Mike hurt me before that. He chained me up and made me use my mouth.
But I donāt know what to do, Kurt. Iād let Master Davie do itā¦ And at least with me, he wouldnāt be hurt. And maybe I can try to make jokes to help make him feel better. Iām just scaredā¦ I donāt know what heās gonna do.
I-I... I'm really sorry you had to go through that. You know, the fact that you who got hurt by him were able to forgive him so readily, made me forgive him too eventually. You have a very big heart, sweetie. Never lose it.
It's like taking your pot of gold, the only difference is that you're not a virgin anymore and David won't like it the way uh... Sebastian probably did.
Private ā Kurt
Did you want me to say you, Gorgeous?
That, or at least another name. You do have friends, Sebastian. It's just so heartbreaking to see you believe that you have none. It's similar to the way David often seems to think that he isn't worth loving. It pains me to see all that. It makes me wonder if every master feels like that.
I want to go home.
What about?
Blaine.
{Private} Kurt... Master Davie?
Not if it gets you hurt!Ā Look, I can take itāanything my Father plans to dish out, Iāll make it through.Ā I donāt want to have sex with Brittany or go to the guardsābut Iād rather do either of those things, or hell, BOTH of them than send you into harmās way.
I'm going to get hurt either way! He's a- argh he's such a sadistic bastard! David, as much as it pains me to say this... I think Britt is the best option. I know you don't want to hurt her and I don't want to see either of you hurt, but she said that she doesn't mind, so maybe... it won't be so bad? I-I... God... why do we have to make decisions like this? It's so unfair!
[Private]
Shit, Kurt, what did you do?
I-I tried to take your place, but it... he said that he had plans for me already.
