Essie Iris

yearning for peace within my hollow soul

[faded-iris]

Introduction:

‪‪ ❤︎‬ 23 ‪‪❤︎‬ aries ‪‪❤︎‬ ‪

I’m Iris, I want to try something new. Soooo new to the app tho! So I have no idea what I’m doing.

Some things about me:

‪‪❤︎‬ I have a maltese named Maggie

‪‪❤︎‬ I desperately love the cold and rain

‪‪❤︎‬ I am extremely shy and introverted but I do love company every so often

❤︎ I absolutely love makeup and doing my nails, I love beauty in general

❤︎forever smoker

❤︎green and light pink are my fav colors!

❤︎ music taste is all over the place, but I love marina and the diamonds, weezer, the smiths, modern baseball, and so so much more. every single playlist I have is just a mash of similar music by different artists

Maybe I will add more about me later but I feel so uncreative rn and just want to get something out there. if you read this, I appreciate you endlessly

[wonderland7diaries]

When he says his love language is physical touch so I slap the tf outta him.

[faded-iris]

as the days pass, the emptiness in my chest spreads. my stomach, my head, my fingertips. my mind and body yearn for something, but i don’t really think i know what it is. it consumes my every waking thought

[just4g1rlyth1ngs777]

[roadkillfunerals]

[faded-iris]

slowly falling in love with my curly hair

[infermiiterol]

credits: sicksadworld333

[faded-iris]

Wednesday

spent today outside coloring with my mom, painting my nails, and playing with my dog. some days are so good and i still feel empty. idk what i’m doing with my life and i am SO WORRIED i’ll never figure it out. i’m getting older, i know i’m not even old yet but i still feel like i’m too late. it’s like when i turned 16, i mentally stopped aging and i’m too scared to be an adult

[kiricumber]

[wildnickk]

[hazelingmist]

I never really stopped being that lonely 10 year old girl

She’s still there inside me and she forever will be

[peachgall]

[faded-iris]

Wednesday ❤︎⁠

i had a good day with friends today! my boyfriend and i went to our friends’ house so the guys could watch the game while the girls did each others nails, played with their kitty, and had a few drinks. we don’t get to go out often because we both work so much and we’re honestly kind of reclusive and love to stay home. but i love getting the chance to hang out with people i truly love and get along with

[faded-iris]

normalize being a fucking idiot and not wanting to be better

[swanscissorhands777]

[faded-iris]

i put so much effort into my appearance and i often worry that it does nothing. sometimes i feel so so pretty, but mostly i feel like i look so strange and my features aren’t right. i can’t wait for the day i’m secure in my own skin

[faded-iris]

constantly full of thoughts but i never know what to say. so worried about judgement, or feeling like an idiot