kill me please

Active post occasionally whenever I feel like it MINORS DNI they/them pronouns 4/10/01 VENT BLOG TRIGGER WARNING

[fae-and-faem]

Slowly recovering still tracking calories but my fear of food has gone away that or I've just had a few good days

[bpderanged]

[bpderanged]

Is it really negative self-talk if it's true? What if I'm not being self-deprecating but self-aware and realistic? What if people are the ones lying?

[fae-and-faem]

1755cal today so far I'm gonna try and fast until tomorrow maybe a 24hr fast

[fleshcollector-deactivated20251]

when I’m wiping up bl00d and it’s like wack-a-mole whenever one starts bl33ding again

[fae-and-faem]

Breakfast: 1503

833 slice of cake

670 buffalo Mac and cheese

Lunch: 880cal

400 sausage egg and potato scramble

480 different kind of buffalo Mac and cheese

Dinner: 670cal

670 buffalo Mac and cheese

Total: 3053cal

I wish I could remove all my organs and just be able to function without them no heartbeat no breathing no food or anything just empty completely empty cause apparently I can't keep myself from having an empty stomach 😥👈

[fae-and-faem]

1903cal... What is wrong with me?

[rottingorchid]

why does it feel like my heart is being ripped out of my chest

[fae-and-faem]

I want to k!ll myself so badly rn I can't I won't but I want to I want to just cease to exist give everyone a much needed break from my existence I wish I wasn't alive anymore just so I could sleep until everyone I know is dead and gone and then when it eventually happens again do it again and again and again I'm just so sick and tired of feeling worthless useless and a huge burden on those around me I just want to be nothing if that means k!lling myself or sleeping forever I don't care I just want the pain to stop

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

[6ftoverxoxo]

[feeling-likeastranger]

You ever feel grief for the person you could’ve been if none of this ever happened to you?

[ladygrey111]

The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.

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[parasiticpuppyy-deactivated2026]

my mom when she’s know I’m suicidal and self destructive for years and even longer than that had poor self esteem issues and anxiety and does nothing about it until it’s in my skin for years

[joes-coffin]

You know it's getting bad again when you start fantasizing about killing yourself

[bpderanged]

Passive suicidal ideation is like no I won't attempt but if I got hit by a car and died that'd be nice