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He's a Dead Girl Walking (reprise)

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Happy birthday white boy

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Dude that's kinda gay

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Workinggg

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OC ASKS I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS

Ok well hi you know me I’ve been here a while but I know you’re re-writing stuff with the Destroy Me babies and Ngl I’ve forgotten most of their lore beyond the surface level and I wanna get back up to speed…. How can I do this……… If u don’t have a master post or a summary or anythang rn that’s fine tho I have a more specific side question as well—What’s Shelby and Aka’s story and relationship like?

So for getting back up to speed, I have my oc blog @fagdykez ! Keep in mind though that most of the stuff there is pretty old. Like. Pre-Trans Yaman old. I still need to figure out the shit that happens after Allister dies too. There's a lot to figure out lmao.

So what I have for Shelby and Aka, which admittedly isn't a lot, is that Aka made a deal with Shelby as a child. Shelby was interested in Aka because Canaries (Dragonborn/Elf hybrids) are incredibly rare. It was like seeing a dodo bird in modern-day America for them. Shelby tricked Aka into going away from her family and into making a deal with one of the most powerful fae in Travabozi.

Aka was raised in isolation because of Shelby. She doesn't have a lot of social skills because of it. Plus it doesn't help that Shelby wasn't exactly a loving caretaker. Most of the bonding activities between the two of them were probably just Shelby making Aka eat something she didn't want to and revealing what it was after the fact. Then when you add Aka's regular escape attempts, it doesn't paint a very pretty picture.

I honestly think the only reason Shelby would ever be kind to anyone is to get something in return. And I think that's the reason Aka would be so drawn to Allister. He's not very kind at all. There's no reason to think he wants anything from her. And when he is kind, it actually means something.

Anyway that's my rant ty

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Seeing the world through rose-colored glasses.

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I can be your angle or you're debil >:]

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Looping animation practice with Yaman! Song is Just be Competent by Russelbuck!

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Song is from Epic the Musical!! Hope you guys enjoy, even if it didn't come out the way I wanted it to.

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#self rb #my ocs #destroy me

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Song is from Epic the Musical!! Hope you guys enjoy, even if it didn't come out the way I wanted it to.

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Shelby Dakimakura as an example for my Dakimakura Comm Sale on Vgen!!

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I’d LOVE to hear abt the characters/dynamics in Destroy Me

OKAY OKAY SO

Yaman has a complicated relationship with Allister where shes in love with him, shes scared of him, and she wants to save him all at the same time. Allister has a savior complex and wants to save her in return, but also hates her for being so naive.

Yaman is best friends with Tiffany and Cornue, who are similarly friends with each other. Tiffany was one of Yaman's first friends and she is really the only person she feels totally comfortable with. But, like all of Yaman's relationships, she still keeps a lot of secrets out of fear of rejection. Cornue she just kind of vibes with.

Tiffany and Cornue have a very friendly mentor/mentee relationship. Cornue gives Tiffany honesty that she hasn't seen a lot fo, which has garnered Tiffany's unyielding loyalty.

Tiffany hates Allister. Allister barely knows she exists until after he dies. At that point hes just happy to find someone similarly bitter.

Allister protects and hides Aka from Shelby. He may have traded away a whole lot during their deal, but not access to his mind. He sees Aka as another person that he needs to protect, no matter how much it endangers his position within Thanatos. Aka thinks of Allister as a selfless symbol of hope. Hes at his kindest around her. But because of that, she never sees his mean side and idealizes him a lot.

Shelby and Allister have a hostile business relationship. Shelby takes what he wants from Allister, and Allister gets magic in exchange. Magic which is actively eating him alive.

Shelby and Aka have a much more controlling relationship. Think Hunter and Belos, mixed with Alastor and Husk. Aka made a deal when she was too young to understand what it meant and pays for it daily.

Yaman has no idea who or what Shelby is other than a being of great power. She makes her deal out of desperation and pays for it dearly.

Finally, Yaman and Darrel are basically Eddie Brock and Venom but a lot more hostile and a lot less romantic. Neither of them want to share a body. Especially not with that loser.