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Howdy!! This is @vivivinya's identity-exploration / conjoined-focused art blog! Mature material will be discussed and shown! Please do not tag my art as "body horror" unless I've expressed it as such! She/It!

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Comm for @robo-rebooted of my OCs Melanie and Melanie, and their OCs Beebs and Ferris, engaging in… well it's a bit of a one-sided contest, aint it?

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A-SIDE/B-SIDE

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Supporter comm for @robo-rebooted of their characters Madeline, Ashley, and Acacia!

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A magic trick!! Pull a cabbit out of a hat!! Comm for @7namesam

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A witch needs her familiar, after all...!

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Supporter doodle for @technicallylazlo of their Chef OCs! I've been playing a lot of G&W Chef recently, eheh…!

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Supporter doodle for @7namesam of their characters Serra and Annison, drawn with a Genesis-era Treasure twist!!

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$5 supporter doodle for @robo-rebooted of an anthro Clover from Deltarune!!

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$5 supporter doodle for @robo-rebooted of my characters Aster and Rose!!

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$5 supporter doodle for @7namesam of their characters Carrot & Tiramisu!!

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$5 supporter doodle for @technicallylazlo of the Doki Doki Literature Club characters Sayori and Natsuki conjoined!!

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$5 supporter doodle for TechLaz of the Project SEKAI characters Mizuki and Ena conjoined!!

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I only ever watched mlp as a kid (yes a boy watching mlp, I got bullied alot-) who's your favourite? Pinkie was probably mine :3

(To note, I've only rewatched through season 2 as of writing this, and pretty much everything going forwards will be new to me! Thanks for the ask!)

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$5 supporter doodle for @robo-rebooted of their characters Jorun and Yuga!!

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Been rewatching ponies lately...... They're quite silly with it I think.......

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$5 supporter doodle for @robo-rebooted of their characters Juniper and Lina!!

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is it normal to be dysphoric over not being conjoined with another girl? I think I'm slowly going insane

Believe it or not, the intense longing to be a conjoined girl has been so ingrained into my being, that I literally don't have memories of me not wanting to be conjoined at any point of my life! At my youngest, I'd wish every day that I'd somehow "grow another head" and... well it's clear I never grew out of that, haha...

In fact, I theorize that this feeling was so intense that it actually somewhat obfuscated in my mind that I was transgender as well! It's a bit tricky to recognize gender identity when you have a constant longing for another aspect... Granted, I probably should have figured it out a bit sooner when I started having fantasies in high school about having a conjoined trans sister who I transitioned alongside, since "I really wouldn't mind and it seemed nice!" Mhm, yeah, totally nothing there to examine...

On a more direct note, having spent a lot of time with therian/otherkin and plural friends especially, yeah it's not terribly uncommon to feel very genuine gender-tangential dysphoria or euphoria involving traits that go beyond what are typically seen as traditionally gendered traits. I really can't recommend enough to explore these feelings with someone you trust, in digital OR physical spaces!! Roleplaying definitely helps, at least a little!