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“You fear inadequacy. You crave the words, ‘you are enough for me.’”

— palestiniansunset 

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i love oikawa

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oikawa having a canon dab is what dreams are made of

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youre forcing me to come here

Oikawa has always craved touch   &.  love, to have someone kiss his lips  &.  sigh his name in the dawn morning light. To be adored  &.  gazed at like an angel above   ,   romance novels played out in his mind in the nights. A twisting feeling to give in to those desires for he is only young for so long. Long enough to spend his days in loves flames   ,   long enough to do enough wrong. 

In this hazy summer evening   ,   a few warm moments to spend pressed against the others side. A brief time to watch the stars make the other’s eyes glaze  &.   the warmth of the others cheek was enough to prove that they are alive. This is not a blurry dream. This is more than a craving. This is a need. Diving into the sensual pleasure  &. it stings ? Lips barely brush against each other as noses bump. Laughter fills the night as the two find their balance, exploring the realities. Let them be long enough to learn to live for the moments ruined. 

The long lashes flutter as Imaizumi leans in once more, finding comfort in practice. Touching cheeks  &.   banishing all nerves.     ❝   You know Iwa-chan this might be your only chance to kiss someone as pretty as me   ,   so make it count.   ❞     Oikawa will gladly spend all of his life with this safe feeling  &.   sound in the others old clothes.      

( kiss / @failedace ) 

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             ❝    It’s my turn for movie night.    ❞       The sound of the cicada fills the night walk as Oikawa looks up at the stars   ,   mapping out designs that do not exist. Yes, it had been his turn for movie night for the past 4 times. But Oikawa doubted Imaizumi had been keeping count. 

( sc   /  @failedace   ) 

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I’d lick my own gold-leaf tears in the strain of immense want   ,   lurch from guilted ambition      ( if only were not for you ) 

setted by Atlas

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FIRST THREE IN MY INBOX GET KISSES

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no youre not inferior hinata hajime...................... better togami but less leg

           all that leg went to his fingers

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alright kings let’s get this food poisoning

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I’d lick my own gold-leaf tears in the strain of immense want   ,   lurch from guilted ambition      ( if only were not for you ) 

setted by Atlas

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           starter call !!!

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@failedking

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INTRODUCTION.

001. The basic rules of roleplaying apply ; no godmoding , metagaming , underage smut , hate , guilt tripping , all that good stuff. Just don't be THAT person, please. 002. Heavy triggering stuff will occur on this blog so please proceed with caution. I do my best to tag any triggers but if I miss something , please do not hesitate to tell me ! I tag all my triggers with ' trigger here / ' , I would ask if you tag rape , trypophobia , & eating disorders if you will ! 003. My ic activity may be sporadic so my blog will be on a permanent semi - hiatus. Please do not pester me for replies or interactions because that really kills my muse. I have a right to refuse to follow / interact & the same goes vise versa. 004. Mun does NOT equal muse ! This goes without saying, but just as a precaution- I will also not cater to your muses feelings and I will not water down my muses reactions to your muse. Please do not ask. 005. Unless stated otherwise, art found on the blog is not mine & all credit goes to their rightful owners; however, I will ALWAYS link the credit to the artist. if you are the artist & there is a problem , please feel free to send me a message & let me know.

FOLLOWING / ROLEPLAYING.

001. I am a private & highly selective blog. Due to the nature of my last blog as well as my frequent anxiety , I am a lot more choosy about who I follow & limiting it to friends & those who are actually interested in interacting / vise versa. If you follow me & I do not follow back right away , just wait a few days because I simply may not have noticed. If I go passed a week, it is likely that I am just not interested but no hard feelings ! You are more than welcome to unfollow. 002. There aren't very many serious things that will lead me to unfollow ; usually it's just because we never interact or something like that. No biggie. On the other hand there are a few things that I absolutely will not tolerate seeing on my dash:     Vaguing . I don't mean like once or twice. Vauging on my dash sparks my anxiety.     Racism & anything against the LGBTQ+ Community. Enough said, really. I refuse to follow bigots.     YAOI. The whole concept of yaoi is to sexualize gay men for straight girls to consume. It's not cute, it's not hot, and it's gross to sexualize an entire sexuality because you get off on it. likewise to yuri..

SHIPPING.

001.Though the mun is of age, there will be NO smut present on this blog because Oikawa still attends high school & that's NASTY. 002. shipping is Gucci & all but, I will not ship with anyone over the age of 21. Understand that Oikawa is VERY hard to ship with. 003.Pre-established relationships are fine- in fact, I'm actually one who prefers to have a relationship loosely plotted out over first-time interactions, especially with the nature of my muse.

MUNDANE.

yo ! i'm atlas, i'm a transboy so use he / him ! i'm 19 years old, and i am currently enrolled as a full-time university student seeking a degree in nursing ! i love space, lit, & anatomy.

This is a ru love blog, there is going to be a lot of pda posts on here. if you can't find me here, you can always find me on skype or discord, which is available to all mutuals !

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BASICS.

FULL  NAME :Oikawa Tooru ( 徹 )  meaning  TO GO THROUGH  . ALIAS :    Grand King (by Hinata) Shittykawa, Trashykawa, Assikawa, Crappykawa, Kusokawa, Lazykawa, Loserkawa, Dumbass (by Iwaizumi), llamakawa   AGE : 18   . BIRTHDAY :July 20 SPECIES :   human  . GENDER:   FTM!Transgender   . NATIONALITY :   Japanese  . LANGUAGE / S :     japanese  high school level english; . SEXUAL  ORIENTATION :   asexual  /    sex neutral ROMANTIC  ORIENTATION :   biromantic  . RELATIONSHIP  STATUS :   verse dependent  . CLASS :   upper  . PROFESSION :  3rd year / teaches youth volleyball 

APPEARANCE

HAIR :   black  ,  pretty dark brown, well taken care of. EYES :    a dark brown; they are the most expressive part of his face NOSE :    perfec nose  . FACE :    carved from the gods  . LIPS :    soft with a pink shine  . COMPLEXION :   he has slight acne that he covers with makeup, smooth, its clear that he takes time for his skin  . SCARS :    various scars all over his body  ,  most from self-inflicted  TATTOOS :     N/A   . HEIGHT :     6′0″  /  184.3 cm  . WEIGHT :    159 lbs / 72.2 kg  . BUILD :    tall and lanky build  . FEATURES :     perfect  . USUAL  HAIR  STYLE :   styled   . USUAL  FACE  LOOK :    impassive  /  neutral  . USUAL  CLOTHING :     uniform  / depends on playing   . wears a loose brace under his uniform 

PSYCHOLOGICAL EVALUATION

MBTI :   ENTP-A / the THE DEBATER. ENNEAGRAM :   type 5 / the investigator. ALIGNMENT :   chaotic neutral. FEAR / S :   losing   . ASPIRATION / S :    go to nationals. .

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           starter call !!!

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Two  sturdy  oaks  I  mean , which  side  by  side,  Withstand  the  winter's  storm, And  spite  of  wind  and  tide,  Grow  up  the  meadow's  pride, For  both  are  strong.  Above  they  barely  touch,  but  undermined Down  to  their  deepest  source,  Admiring  you  shall  find Their  roots  are  intertwined.  Inseparably. | | poem cred. 

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I’d lick my own gold-leaf tears in the strain of immense want   ,   lurch from guilted ambition      ( if only were not for you ) 

setted by Atlas