a fuck today that made me squirt, the poem
we’re both sick with some unknown virus,
sharing saliva like we do,
sharing everything like we do,
pestilence is a shared fate in a space so small.
she just took a fat dose of nyquil-
i’m wired from my steroid shot and…-
i need to let her sleep for work,
i need to let her sleep and write,
i need to take my eyes off her,
ugh, she’s so pretty when she’s sleepy,
she craves my lips against her skin,
i’m kissing the tension out of her neck,
kissing more possessive as time goes on,
and my fingers grip her in place.
the softness of my fingertips has her pinned & it brings a smirk to my lips easy
i press my teeth into her neck possessively,
until i can wrap my tongue around her nipples,
whispering my heart between breaths,
making eye contact before pressing my lips against her sensitive nipples again until she’s panting,
sucking and wrapping my tongue around her nipples possessively,
i claim her pleasure and consume it like a succubus
“you’re mine.” i never stop telling her this,
because the way she nods so obediently,
moaning with nuanced intensity at every soft touch…
she’s fast to make me feral
while the pressure of my fingertips slides down her back
and the moan this elicits from her is as tender as my bite into her skin.
all it takes it the cute, sleepy, dazed look she gives me &
i’m drawn into the softness of her lips too,
she’s been taking care of me all day, so
she wasn’t expecting me to have
enough energy to act so possessive but she’s got me feeling possessed,
i can’t stop looking into her pretty eyes while she moans,
even when she shifts so she can suck on me,
my nipple in her mouth so she can hear me moan for her too
but now she’s pinned under me and my fingers are deep inside her.
the way i moan makes her pussy tighten around my fingers
i fuck her brains out until i can have a taste.
she orgasms under my fingers and i feel her pussy contract around my fingers too.
after the orgasmic contractions stop,
i press just a little deeper to give her clit a possessive lick of the tongue,
claiming her as my own before drawing her into my arms.
she’s melted into me for a long while,
and i expect the nyquil to claim her as she rests again my chest,
but instead she makes me go wide-eyed & i look and her like the sun
cause she’s wrapping her lips around my nipple anyway & sucking dutifully like a good little sapphic love thrall
& it’s reset my psyche with how intensely i love her in this moment
now i’m the one panting like a dog.
she doesn’t let up either, her eyes meeting mine whenever i can handle the divine intensity of her eye contact.
her fingers tease my clit with a softness that makes me feral,
she doesn’t put her fingers in me at first,
she’s playing and sucking on my nipples with intuitive knowledge of my desperate moans,
she’s reading me like no else can,
she’s teasing me like no one else can,
the noises coming from my lips are laced with desperation, but she’s making it feel so good
i’m submissive & deeply under her careful spell,
manic ecstasy setting in as her soft touches on my clit mimic the rhythmic intensity of the ocean,
the way she licks my nipple with the same intention rhythm makes my moans come out pleadingly,
she’s got me scrambled!submissively bucking my hips into the teasing softness of her fingertips
then she slides her fingers deep inside me with no resistance,
she makes eye contact with me, and the rose vibrator is suctioned to my clit in the stead of her teasing fingers
she lets me press into it rewardingly deep &
the moans coming out of me are the desperate pants of a creature in heat,
she was watching me closely & she sees my eyes unfocus,
unseeing in a haze of pleasure as
my pussy tightens around her fingers possessively,
she’s deep inside me as the rose toy sucks hard on my sensitive clit,
pulling me fast toward a climax that makes me see white.
when she feels my pussy start to contract, she plunges rapidly into me with her fingers rhythmically to match the rate of my orgasmic contractions inside me,
she plays with me with the focus of a musician playing with a instrument,
she heals me with her experienced intuition & nuanced care.
when i cum, the electrical impulses flashing through me feel like i fucked the sun.
i think… i want her light inside me like that all the time.
i think her light heals me.
