day·dream

they once told a story of a SHOOTING STAR that would fall to earth and DESTROY everything in it's path . so now you sit here and wonder as you look back to your past if maybe that star they spoke about was YOU

[failedwish-m]

timestray‌

            ❛ i don’t need to eat right now. ❜

     at least he eats when he wants to. he remembers back home… he always had someone to share a meal with. chad and rachel were never ones to, and it bothered him to no end. sure they say they don’t need it, but isaac was sure he could see them wasting away, bones hiding under thick layers of fabric. ( he was the same, he knew it, but his was out of necessity rather than habit. )

                           ❛ you really need to eat, ❜ he reiterates, a bit more forcibly this time, ❛ you don’t eat — so i don’t eat. ❜

she’s already grabbing her phone to dial up the only sushi place she actually likes to eat from , eyes trailing back to her brother . she really hated when he pulled that on her. she didn’t like to eat -- it made her feel sick. 

     ❛❛ i’m ordering sushi , okay? i’ll eat some of that. i promise . but that           means you have to order something to. so come on, what type of           sushi do you want? ‘cause i’m not eating alone. ❜❜

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briilliance‌:

“Classic Matthews behavior, y’kow I should make my paper on you.” He juoked, climbing into the car and waiting for her to do the same. “Maybe I’d get a prize for dissecting one of the world’s biggest mysteries. Or maybe I’d make people crazy trying to understand what I learned years ago.”

Never try to understand Rachel. 

Even if Neil  didn’t understand or couldn’t fully find himself to believe in something just being there could be enough.

“I wonder what would give me more points. You or the horribly culture rotting meme void that “Baby shark” and “Johnny Johnny” crawled out of.”

     ❛❛ if you can find out the mystery of me, you deserve a award. so i wish you           luck my good sir . ❜❜

she gives a stupid bow from outside the car, before jumping in and hooking her seat belt. giving a little shrug of her shoulders. 

     ❛❛ i don’t know. i mean my family’s well known so doing a paper on what the          matthews family is really like would probably get you a lot of points, but. it          would also probably get dad to send some assassin after you because ‘          you know to much ‘ or something idiotic like that . ❜❜

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timestray‌

               ❛ why do you do that?! ❜

       almost immediately they boy is spinning on his heel, gaze lowered in a forceful glare. she’s giving him that pitiful, guilty stare — boring into his being to the point of chills. normally it should sadden a person, make them repent. all this did was make him angry. 

                    ❛ you’re not allowed to guilt trip me when you damn well know you don’t even care for yourself? there’s no use coming home when my family is nothing but an empty shell! ❜

     ❛❛ i was never really taught how to take care of myself. i’ve been ...           so focused on everyone else that i don’t pay attention to what i           need. i’m either trying to get chad to make friends, get away           from this family. watching after you -- or dealing with dad . i like           doing those things though.. i like taking care of both of you. is           that so wrong? ❜❜

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frcgmentmuses‌:

“Hey it’s fine, you don’t need to apologize. Okay?” He’s already back with a towel, his phone is out because he’s texting his sister, and while he’s at it he decides to text David too to let him know where she is too.

Wrapping the towel around her shoulders, he offers her a small smile  “I’ll put on some hot cocoa or something. Do you wanna watch a movie? or, whatever, we don’t have to talk if you don’t want too.”

     ❛❛ okay. ❜❜

she pulls the towel around her tighter, god she’s freezing. she hadn’t expected it to be raining . this was california for gods sake , was the planet just out for her today? still it was better than being at home with him fearing for her life .

     ❛❛ a-as long as i.. i don’t have to go .. go back there . i don’t want to go back. ❜❜

[failedwish-m]

Why do you put your family through this?

     ❛❛ i don’t really know . ❜❜

     ❛❛ i guess it’s because ,,, i want them to hate me . i don’t want them to be close          to me. i don’t want them to be close to me and then he kill me like .. her. i           don’t want to leave knowing that i’m putting them through the same pain           mother put me through when she left . ❜❜

[girlmeetsfarkle]

31 days of maya: favorite moments

[failedwish-m]

intratempestuous‌

Ah–how presumptuous of him to talk down to her. Gan nods, contrite. The child appears to be quite wary of him, but he can’t blame her–he isn’t exactly…small. 

“Apologies. I hadn’t meant to imply you were incapable. I, too, was accustomed to danger at a young age.” 

The apology he receives in return brings a merry chuckle from him, the air rumbling faintly alongside him. 

“No harm done! I have been told that from afar I look somewhat…ah, what is the word…”

Ah! He remembers–Beast Boy had confided this in him a week or so ago. 

“…axe-murder-y?” 

     ❛❛ i don’t think you look axe-murder-y , i think you look like .. like !!!           BAYMAX! he’s a hero from one of my favorite movies . not that he          can’t be axe-murdery because there’s a scene with him kinda like          that but ...  ❜❜

she’ll wave her hand smiling , trust her she knew people like that . her father being one of them . she always found people who were more suited up in expensive things to be more terrifying than someone like her new friend . after all ones like that normally hid who they actually were behind things that normal people couldn’t afford.

[hayleemorice-deactivated2025021]

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[failedwish-m]

timestray‌

       his quip about pizza went right over her head, and he wasn’t about to bother her more about it. with her suggestions, he shrugged. both involved vegetables, and while it didn’t bother the blond any — he wanted something a little more sturdy. 

                                ❛ nevermind, i’ll just go out and get something later. ❜

       aka he was probably going to steal it, but that was easy. he was tired of trying to get the others to eat. back when he was home, getting his friends to eat with him was easy …

                      ❛ you really should eat more. ❜    or you’ll become your mother.

     ❛❛ i’ll , order some sushi to eat . ❜❜

it wasn’t something big , something that would make her sick after taking a few bites . normally she’d just make a salad to show her brothers that she was eating but she’s not sure if that’s going to close the deal today . she could tell by the look on his face that he was worried for her . she should be worried for herself but she had never been that type of person .

   she didn’t want to upset them anymore .

     ❛❛ and i’ll give you some money to get yourself something .  ❜❜

[failedwish-m]

briilliance‌:

“Fine, fine. Food’s always going to be food no matter if you serve it on a napkin or a porcelain plate." 

Though Neil heavily favored the plate, of course, he wasn’t a barbarian. Picking up his messenger bag and shutting off his computer the lanky teen walked towards the door, holding it open for the cheerleader to follow. 

"Kind of shocking Nikki and your brother around sucking face.”

Aside from the fact, Rachel was actually in her own home for once. Making his way down the marbled stone path to his car Neil tossed his backpack to the back seat, pulling the door open. 

“I know it’s old and rusty, but be gentle with her she’s seen better days.”

     ❛❛ i’m just happy that he found someone . he needs          someone in his life like her .❜❜

she follows after him , grabbing her backpack as she passes through the door . she had never been one to carry a purse , and her bag was easier to swing if anyone tried to mug her which happened quite a lot in new york .

     ❛❛ i mean i don’t know cars , so i wasn’t going to say          anything but now i want to just to get on your nerves?  ❜❜

[ambiguities]

She wasn’t afraid of being left, she was afraid of being forgotten.

my thoughts at 1:13 a.m. (via Ambiguities)

[clarys]

[failedwish-m]

timestray‌:

                                          @failedwish .

        ❛ for the last time, i’m not going anywhere. ❜ but it was obvious he was going somewhere, he just didn’t want her to know where. he could say something mean, but he’d hold his tongue. they’ve been through too much to warrant… ruder behavior that what he’s already given. ❛ i’ll be home for dinner. if you guys even eat, that is. ❜

     ❛❛ just ... stay safe , okay ? i don’t want you to get hurt .. i don’t ..  ❜❜ 

she doesn’t want to lose anyone else , she can’t handle losing anyone else . but she knows she can’t stop him from doing whatever it is he wanted to do . she could only be there for the aftermath to clean up wounds and tell him its going to be okay .

     ❛❛ promise me you’ll stay safe? ❜❜

[the-empty-quill]

You can tell how dangerous a person is by the way they hold their anger inside themselves quietly.

Unknown (via the-empty-quill)

[shittyrpmemes]

* ∘ ∙ — soft sentence starters (pt.3)

tw for self hatred & toxic relationships  /  change pronouns as necessary

“i don’t think i’m ever going to get better”

“you’re different & i like that”

“girls are cruelest to themselves”

“you’ll heal. you’ll be okay. you’ll let go.”

“what do i want? to forget”

“trouble will find me”

“surviving is an art that is painted across your body”

“wish you were here”

“pain turns a woman into a warrior”

“what are you hiding?”

“i was dying to hear someone say that i didn’t need to try so hard to be perfect, that i was enough & it was okay”

“i’m the only person i need”

“i can’t just cut people away like that”

“your smile looks like it could make flowers grow”

“you’re so obsessed to find someone to love you because you can’t love yourself”

“i do this thing where i distance myself from people because they seem so much happier without me and i don’t want to ruin that“

“if someone thinks they have the upper hand, break it”

“i did my best, but maybe that’s not enough”

“you think i’m somebody i’m not. someone wonderful. but i’m not”

“i am property of nobody”

“as long as the music is loud enough, we don’t hear the world falling apart”

“offered her the world. she said she had her own”

“how do you expect me to remember how to breathe when you’re looking at me like that?”

“i tried to make a home out of you”

“i wonder if i was ever really happy”

“we will find a way through the dark”

“they say that the loveliest angels make the cruelest demons”

“you were so kind & beautiful before they dragged you to hell”

“you were chosen for the damned”

[sofiaruelle]

everyone’s favorite jock <3

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musnatchii‌

💋musnatchii

Gym battles are not her forte but that is not why she is here anyway. Not that she couldn’t take down this twerp’s older brother in a Pokemon battle, which she is certain she can, it was just the Rocket grunt’s business here lies with another agenda. Many a time her and the rest of her trio have ambushed an establishment without investigating the area beforehand to see if there was anything actually worth abstracting. As far as Pokemon are concerned she has not seen anything specifically eye-catching so far then again she is yet to meet this girl’s brother. 

Jessie makes a mental note of the gym leader’s condition. So he was sick, eh? That sounded promising. Maybe this was an opportunity for Team Rocket? In that case that just left her with one problem; this fairhaired girl with the mismatched eyes. What was that called again? A chimera? No matter! The point was she is in the way of her mission.

❛ Oh? So this is the gym? ❜ The older woman tries to play her intrusion off as a mistake, deep blue eyes wandering around the perimeter. ❛ Well I am new to this town and thought I would come into this grand building as a bit of sight-seeing. You say this is your brother’s gym? Well then you wouldn’t mind giving a lost beauty like me a tour then wouldn’t you, my dear? ❜

     ❛❛ technically speaking it’s out gym . we’re both gym leaders .           i just don’t battle as often. ❜❜

not that she wasn’t a good fighter , she was . she wouldn’t be a gym leader if she couldn’t handle her own in a battle . she just prefers not to fight others unless she’s asked to . normally they all want to battle with her brother , the better of the two , the one who made matches more fun . he went head first into everything while she had to constantly think things through

people didn’t seem to like that .

     ❛❛ ah ─ i guess i could show you around . i don’t have much else to do          right now as you can tell . no trainers lined up -- though i do need to          feed the pokemon soon ..  ❜❜

and it would allow her to keep a eye on the other . she didn’t want her wondering into their house which laid above the gym , bothering her brother or getting near anything of value until she knew what she wanted .