his royal highness

why am i here?? (oc account)

[fairestoffolks]

maybe i shouldn’t actually have my royal status in my header i thought it would make me look more intriguing but actually it probably just makes things worse right now

[fairestoffolks]

you know silas’s name now but you can’t use it. how does that feel

bad it’s all bad

[fairestoffolks]

how’s aisling doing today

better but still bad

[fairestoffolks]

things are only getting worse here and i don’t know how much longer i’ll last

[corpses-and-vampires]

you’ll be fine

[fairestoffolks]

how will i get better if you won’t even let me recover

[corpses-and-vampires]

i asked you what you wanted to do and you didn’t care. you’re not letting yourself recover

[fairestoffolks]

you burned a hole through my arm.

[corpses-and-vampires]

yeah and it’s not going to heal any more than that so let’s just move on

[fairestoffolks]

i can’t.

[corpses-and-vampires]

its just a scar. everyone has them and nobody else is ever going to see it on you anyway.

[fairestoffolks]

stop acting like it’s normal please stop acting like it’s normal i’m not supposed to have those that’s not supposed to happen

[corpses-and-vampires]

it is normal

[fairestoffolks]

nnno

[corpses-and-vampires]

if you don’t think it’s already normal then i’ll make it normal. still haven’t used those chains. i could cover your entire body in scars whenever i want. but i haven’t done that, have i?

[fairestoffolks]

it’s never going to get better

[fairestoffolks]

things are only getting worse here and i don’t know how much longer i’ll last

[corpses-and-vampires]

you’ll be fine

[fairestoffolks]

how will i get better if you won’t even let me recover

[corpses-and-vampires]

i asked you what you wanted to do and you didn’t care. you’re not letting yourself recover

[fairestoffolks]

you burned a hole through my arm.

[corpses-and-vampires]

yeah and it’s not going to heal any more than that so let’s just move on

[fairestoffolks]

i can’t.

[corpses-and-vampires]

its just a scar. everyone has them and nobody else is ever going to see it on you anyway.

[fairestoffolks]

stop acting like it’s normal please stop acting like it’s normal i’m not supposed to have those that’s not supposed to happen

[corpses-and-vampires]

it is normal

[fairestoffolks]

nnno

[fairestoffolks]

things are only getting worse here and i don’t know how much longer i’ll last

[corpses-and-vampires]

you’ll be fine

[fairestoffolks]

how will i get better if you won’t even let me recover

[corpses-and-vampires]

i asked you what you wanted to do and you didn’t care. you’re not letting yourself recover

[fairestoffolks]

you burned a hole through my arm.

[corpses-and-vampires]

yeah and it’s not going to heal any more than that so let’s just move on

[fairestoffolks]

i can’t.

[corpses-and-vampires]

its just a scar. everyone has them and nobody else is ever going to see it on you anyway.

[fairestoffolks]

stop acting like it’s normal please stop acting like it’s normal i’m not supposed to have those that’s not supposed to happen

[fairestoffolks]

things are only getting worse here and i don’t know how much longer i’ll last

[corpses-and-vampires]

you’ll be fine

[fairestoffolks]

how will i get better if you won’t even let me recover

[corpses-and-vampires]

i asked you what you wanted to do and you didn’t care. you’re not letting yourself recover

[fairestoffolks]

you burned a hole through my arm.

[corpses-and-vampires]

yeah and it’s not going to heal any more than that so let’s just move on

[fairestoffolks]

i can’t.

[fairestoffolks]

things are only getting worse here and i don’t know how much longer i’ll last

[corpses-and-vampires]

you’ll be fine

[fairestoffolks]

how will i get better if you won’t even let me recover

[corpses-and-vampires]

i asked you what you wanted to do and you didn’t care. you’re not letting yourself recover

[fairestoffolks]

you burned a hole through my arm.

[fairestoffolks]

maybe being less than a person wouldn’t be so bad if it meant someone cared about what happens to me

[fairestoffolks]

things are only getting worse here and i don’t know how much longer i’ll last

[corpses-and-vampires]

you’ll be fine

[fairestoffolks]

how will i get better if you won’t even let me recover

[fairestoffolks]

things are only getting worse here and i don’t know how much longer i’ll last

[fairestoffolks]

i think silas’s ex will love keeping such a sweet pet like you

i’m not a pet.

[vacant-mirror]

you will be soon <3

[fairestoffolks]

why can’t anyone care about me as an equal??? i just want one single person to care. is there something wrong with me?

[vacant-mirror]

Oh, there’s nothing wrong with you, sweet thing. You’re just a little confused about your place in the world, but I can fix that. I want to take care of you. Don’t you worry about a thing, okay?

[fairestoffolks]

stop making this sound nice you don’t even see me as a person

[vacant-mirror]

Why would you want to be seen as a person? Do you realize how silly that sounds coming from you? You were treated as a person your whole life, and look where that got you. All you’ve ever known is stress and misery. Wouldn’t it be nice to actually be cared for, for once?

[fairestoffolks]

…it would be nice to be wanted but i want more than that.

[fairestoffolks]

i think silas’s ex will love keeping such a sweet pet like you

i’m not a pet.

[vacant-mirror]

you will be soon <3

[fairestoffolks]

why can’t anyone care about me as an equal??? i just want one single person to care. is there something wrong with me?

[vacant-mirror]

Oh, there’s nothing wrong with you, sweet thing. You’re just a little confused about your place in the world, but I can fix that. I want to take care of you. Don’t you worry about a thing, okay?

[fairestoffolks]

stop making this sound nice you don’t even see me as a person

[fairestoffolks]

i think silas’s ex will love keeping such a sweet pet like you

i’m not a pet.

[vacant-mirror]

you will be soon <3

[fairestoffolks]

why can’t anyone care about me as an equal??? i just want one single person to care. is there something wrong with me?

[fairestoffolks]

that vampire is going to hunt you down and he’s gonna have fun doing it

maybe he’ll leave me alone.

[corpses-and-vampires]

do you really think this?

[fairestoffolks]

i can hope for it?

[fairestoffolks]

i think silas’s ex will love keeping such a sweet pet like you

i’m not a pet.

[fairestoffolks]

doesn’t it sound nice to have your memories erased? you won’t have to miss your old life anymore. you won’t remember all the horrible things that vampire did to you. all you’ll know is relaxation and warmth. you won’t have to worry about making decisions of your own anymore. you’ll be cared for and kept safe… doesn’t that sound nice?

i just don’t want to be in pain anymore.