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about me: hi! i’m fairy! my pronouns are she/her/hers, i'm 25+ and i run a smut-free multifandom blog!
current status: roasting alive and looking into mfa programs :)
all-time favs: fullmetal alchemist, daemons of the shadow realm, arcane, bungou stray dogs, darker than black, death parade, tokyo ghoul, nbc grimm, doctor who
blorbos: november 11, roy mustang, vash the stampede, hoshina soshiro, nakahara chuuya, nanami kento, shinazugawa sanemi, mikhail jirov, uta, vander...
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come keep me company while i write statement of purpose essays, graduate admission essays, and more for different grad schools! i'm looking to apply for an mfa in creative writing and i'll be at this for a while lol
so fill my inbox! ask me anything! come chat with me about your day! anything is fair game!! <3
thank you for the fun questions @kedsandtubesocks :) these were so fun! (also ignore that i’m like several days late)
1. where is your blog title from?
my username is basic af lol, but my title thing is from when i was indeed a resident emotional mess back in high school (still am haha)
2. latest movie? what did you think?
obsession... lemme just say i'm not watching that ever again...
3. what are you looking forward to right now?
my tattoo appointment and my birthday! both of which are next week!
4. if you could do anything at all today, what would it be?
probably sleep in an air conditioned room... fans aren't doing shit rn
5. drink of choice?
i am always down for some water lol (i don't drink tea, soda, coffee, or alcohol. none of them are my thing)
6. hair routine
idk man i just wash it with shampoo and conditioner. if i'm upkeeping the color in it i use color depositing shampoo, but that's it
7. favorite way to travel? is there another way you want to try?
DRIVING YOU CANNOT GET ME ON A PLANE OR BOAT (trains MIGHT be okay. emphasis on the might)
8. favorite month and why?
october or november! i love the autumn months!
9. favorite time of day and why?
probably the evening/sunset, i'm not a morning person because i work swing shifts as a custodial supervisor, so i like watching the sun set :)
10. do you play or follow any sports?
nope! i tried out for basketball in high school and went through a haikyuu!! phase but that's about it.
11. what kind of music has been stuck in your head recently?
i've been listening to p!nk on repeat for the last two weeks. i'm literally listening to her rn. i think my brother is sick of listening to it in the car lol
12. dishes or laundry?
either or. i hate both. but if i really had to choose, probably dishes as long as i get rubber gloves
13. something you learned recently?
that i hate lectures on cleaning routines and products lol, i had to be certified to train others on training and it SUUUUCKED (granted it was four hours of lecture for four days but still, i wanted to cry)
14. what could you talk about if you had to give a TED talk on anything?
the difference between male and female serial killers! i already gave several presentations in college about it! like how successful male vs female serial killers are, their methods, etc.
15. piece of advice you find yourself giving a lot?
people don't ask me for advice rip
16. do you believe in luck or superstition? do you carry any lucky items or follow any rules?
i don't believe or disbelieve in superstition, but i do believe in luck. i have a pair of lucky socks (i just say they're lucky, idk if they actually are) and a necklace from my great-grandma i wear whenever i'm doing something like a job interview or smth
17. are you musical?
used to be! i'll sing in the car, and i used to play the cello, but not anymore
18. write, type, or speak?
i hate speaking, so probably typing or writing. i have a whiteboard filled with grad schools i would like to research/attend next to my bed and my computer nearby. i like writing because i remember more that way.
19. what do you wish someone would ask you?
idk... probably if i'm really okay? i feel like i can't say i'm not because i have so many people depending on me :(
taggins:@straykidsnerd255 | @slapphapp1 | @aimfor-theheart | @dracophile | and anyone else who wants to play!
as the banner suggests, this is my post of all my (published) character stories! i have an awful habit of creating characters and then not doing anything with them, so this is a fraction of my actual characters that i have lol but i am open to any questions about them!
i've also linked their respective stories on ao3 :) just as a warning though, you do need an account to view them. this is to keep my writing safe from ai scraping.
anime oc stories:
in the line of duty—an account by rory blackburn — fullmetal alchemist
pairing: roy mustang x original female characters
rating: mature for graphic depictions of violence, major character death, xenophobia toward non-amestrians
summary: Broken, hateful, and alone. Rory Blackburn lives through nightmares, recalling her treasonous past. But she is pulled from her wallowing and given new life when she meets Roy Mustang.
the threat of something broken — solo leveling
pairing: jin-chul woo x original female character
rating: mature for graphic depictions of violence, gore, major charcter death, and language
summary: A new S-Rank hunter awakens. The clock starts ticking for guilds to recruit her to their groups. The only issue is that she’s in a maximum security prison.
a touch of hope: bungou stray dogs (nbc) grimm
pairing: osamu dazai x original female character
rating: teen and up audiences
summary: Bianca Lancaster has gone her entire life seeing things that seemingly no one else can. And no one believes her. But, when she meets someone who can nullify abilities with a touch, she starts to gain some hope that she might not be the only one out there.
the curious adventures of doctor joan — bungou stray dogs
pairing: atsushi nakajima x original female character
rating: teen and up audiences
summary: When Doctor Joan Dolittle gets a call about an injured cat, she doesn’t think anything of it. After all, she’s a vet. It’s her job. But when that cat turns out to be a tiger claiming to be a young man, that’s when she begins to ask questions.
spider silk lies — moriarty the patriot
pairing: albert james moriarty x original female character
rating: teen and up audiences
summary: “Living a life spun from lies made of spider’s silk is no way to live, is it?” She had no clue who she was about to meet when she arrived after following the directions on a scrap of paper hidden in the bust of her dress. It could be a man or a woman, a demon looking to bargain, or a mere human. It could be an undercover police officer or a friend. She didn’t know where this person stood in society—whether they were of noble blood or a commoner—she didn’t even know what they looked like. They could be harsh or kind, sweet or bitter. They could cast her out for what she was about to ask of them. Despite all of this, Nessie trusted in who she was about to meet. She trusted that this person would help her kill her husband.
the scent of iron — bungou stray dogs, tokyo ghoul
pairing: chuuya nakahara x original female character
rating: mature for graphic descriptions of violence, gore, and cannibalism
summary: Ikeda Kei hated the feeling of blood on her hands. But hey, when all you could eat was human flesh, you couldn't afford to be picky.
the haunted man and the ghost's bargain — bungou stray dogs
pairing: chuuya nakahara x original female character
rating: mature for graphic depictions of violence, dead bodies, and gore
summary: Charlie Dickens just wants to go to work, get a good night's rest, and maybe solve a couple of homicides on the way. However, when she is hired to solve the murder of a mysterious man, she finds herself wrapped up in a mix of the Port Mafia, the Armed Detective Agency, and… love?
frostbite | idyllic | epidemic — my hero academia
pairing: izuku midoriya x ochako uraraka, izuku midoriya & original female character
rating: mature for violence and child abuse (not from canon characters)
summary: She has lived on the street her whole life, kissing the edge of death every day. It all changes when she; Frostbite, a 9-year-old lowly street rat, is sent to kill the number one hero Izuku Midoriya aka Deku.
pairing: takashi "shiro" shirogane x original female character
rating: teenage and up audiences
summary: Mae Topaz is thrust into a life she doesn't fully understand when King Alfor finds her after her mother; Almas the Crystal Dragon, abandons her. 10,000 later she is thrust into another life she doesn't want when she is awoken to find her adopted home gone. She meets people like her who become the Paladins but a question remains.
Will she be able to help them defeat Zarkon?
other oc stories:
a series of grimm events — (nbc) grimm
pairing: nick burkhardt x original female character
rating:
summary: When Nick is called out to the scene of a shooting, he thinks it’s just a normal case. What he finds instead is a woman with too many secrets.
necessary evil — (nbc) grimm
pairing: sean renard x original female character
rating: mature for explicit depictions of violence, gore, cannibalism, and murder
summary: It was cold and dark. Frost decorated the leaves and grass, the moon was high in the sky, and cars drove down the highway at safe speeds. No one wanted to go over the cliffside mere feet from the guard rails. The only sounds noticeable were the sounds of the cars roaring by. But underneath the low hum of the engines was the sound of crunching bones and flesh.
i was tagged by the wonderful @kedsandtubesocks and absolutely love this idea!!
The Last Book I Read: The Rebel Witch by Kristen Ciccarelli - oml i adored the crimson moth duology 😫
A Book I’d Recommend: The Dresden Files by Jim Butcher - technically a series, but i don’t care because i adore this series
A Book I Couldn’t Put Down: The Alice Network by Kate Quinn - ONE OF MY FAVS
A Book I’ve Read Twice or More: Stalking Jack the Ripper by Kerri Maniscalco - a formative book of my young adult life (read it in hs and reread it during college)
A Book I’ve Put Down: The Book Thief by Markus Zusak - i need to give this a try again, i started reading it in like middle school and it didn’t catch my interest.
A Book on my Wish List: - I, Medusa by Ayana Gray - i love stories about medusa (also the cover is gorgeous)
A Favorite Book from Childhood: Artemis Fowl by Eoin Colfer - an utter masterpiece 🥰
A Book I’d Give to a Friend: If Looks Could Kill by Julie Berry - another medusa story! i’ve talked about it before and have recommended it to several people
A Book of Poetry or Lyrics That I Own: The Many Deaths of Inocencio Rodriguez by Iliana Rocha - absolutely beautiful poetry, i still remember this from the beginning of my creative writing degree
A Nonfiction Book That I Own: Toxicology in the Middle Ages and Reniassance edited by Phillip Wexler - this was for research for a project i did during my criminal justice degree :)
What I’m Currently Reading: Our Infinite Fates by Laura Stevens - haven’t technically started this yet, but it’s in my backpack that i take to work lol
What I’m Planning on Reading Next: A Language of Dragons Trilogy by S.F. Williamson - my tbr is wild and ever growing, but i love dragons and this seems very interesting!!
tagging: @dracophile | @straykidsnerd255 | @thewaterlily | everyone else! i need more book recs!!
Heeyyy 👋 I would like to request a Asuma x reader where maybe reader has doubts about his loyalty to the Kagemori clan since he's helping out his uncle. Btw I'm so glad there's someone writing for dotsr!!!
TRUST DOESN'T COME EASY
Reblogs and Comments are greatly appreciated!!
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Fandom(s): Daemons of the Shadow Realm/Yomi no Tsugai
Pairing(s): Kagemori Asuma x Reader
Word Count: 2.2k
Genre(s)/Tag(s): Gender Neutral!Reader, Kind of a Power Imbalance?, Mentions of Drugs and Alcohol
Notes: So I was recovering from wisdom teeth surgery and also getting sick (yes, I'm 26 and just now getting my wisdom teeth out), so I wasn't able to write much :(
I also didn't get into some of the scenes with later characters that I wanted to. But I'm happy with how this turned out!
Decades of backstabbing, betrayals, getting mixed up with the wrong people—you hadn't had an easy start to life that was for sure.
At least… until you met Asuma.
He found you when you were on the brink of death.
You couldn't remember quite what happened. Something about alcohol and drugs not mixing well, and your 'buddies' had fled when you started foaming at the mouth. So you were stranded, dying, and alone.
You hated being alone, hence why you surrounded yourself with anyone who would give you the time of day.
Hah.
Look where that got you.
Just as you were going to close your eyes and succumb to your fate, you heard something.
Footsteps.
It was an inordinate hour; no one should've been at the park, and you were lying underneath a badly flickering street lamp. Your vision was hazy at best and fading in and out as whatever you had taken dug its slimy claws into your beating heart and failing lungs.
But you were still able to see the face of the man who found you.
He was dressed traditionally, in a white haori and black kimono. His blond hair shone in the flickering lamplight like the stars, and his black eyes sparkled with interest. His hands were tucked in his kimono sleeves as he looked at you with a sense of pity.
You hated that look…
But there wasn't much you could do about it now, could you? It wasn't like you could speak. But a trickling sense of fear took hold as you looked vaguely behind him and spotted two massive figures.
One stood in the flickering, dying lamplight. She was tall and beautiful, seemingly made of butterflies. The other stood slightly behind in the shadows of the trees. All you could see was the glow of red eyes and the glint of horns reaching curved toward the night sky.
But… Before you could say anything, you closed your eyes, and everything went dark.
You opened your eyes to bright lights, a beeping heart monitor, and confusion as to what happened.
Weren't you supposed to be dead?
Turning your head, you saw no one, not even a nurse. But turning your head toward the window, you saw a butterfly and a moth side by side on the windowsill. The white butterfly alighted on your finger, and you twitched slightly. The little legs tickled, and for the life of you, you couldn't figure out why you were here.
"Ah, so you're awake then?" Came a smooth yet unfamiliar voice. You looked back toward the door and spotted the man.
So you hadn't been hallucinating…
"Why am I not dead?" You asked, your voice raspy from disuse. The man took that as his invitation to approach and sat in the chair by your hospital bed.
"Because I saved you. You really did a number on your body, though. It'll be hard to get back to full strength." He said, and you frowned,
"But I was dying. I should've been dead by the time you got me to any hospital." You said, and he shrugged mysteriously.
"I have my ways."
The nurse came in then and checked your vitals. When he saw you were awake, he rushed for the doctor despite your requests to just be discharged and left alone. The doctor came in, and you were fussed over and poked and prodded to make sure everything was working as it should be given your circumstances.
All the while, the mysterious man never left your side.
It wasn't until you two were alone that you spoke again.
"Why are you even here?" You asked, and when he said nothing but arched an eyebrow, you elaborated. "You could've just dropped me off and gone on your merry way. Why stay?"
"I suppose I wanted to make sure you were alright. That was quite the scare you gave us there." He hummed, and you quietly filed away the "us" he used for later. Your scowl deepened,
"Well, I'm fine. So you can leave." You snapped, and he chuckled at that.
"So you don't want to hear what I have to say?" He asked kindly, and you recoiled as if struck in the face.
"What do you mean?" You demanded, and the man thought for a moment before answering.
"I want to offer you a job of sorts. After all, it's not often someone can see my Daemons." He said, and it was then that you noticed the woman from before. She was standing in the sunlight of the hospital room window and seemed to watch you, though her eyes were covered by her hair.
Oddly enough, you don't feel any fear from watching her. Not anymore, at least.
The man watches your lack of reaction with the same interest he had when he found you.
"I don't even know your name." You say in a half-assed attempt to get him to leave you alone. Because who knew what his intentions were with you? However, the man simply smiles and offers a bow of his head,
"My name is Asuma."
And thus began your new life.
Life with Asuma wasn't an easy one at first. He more or less forced you into rehab, and you were more or less forced to get clean. That was the longest and most brutal ninety days of your life.
And the day you got out was the day you got your Daemons.
"So… What am I doing again?" You ask as Asuma leads you through the Kagemori Manor toward the courtyard where Gonzo lay in preparation for… something. Asuma hadn't exactly told you what you'd be doing. He'd just winked and said, "It's a surprise."
You hated surprises. They never ended well in your opinion.
"Be patient, my dear, all will be revealed in time," Asuma said mysteriously, and you grumbled something under your breath before shutting up and following the man. You kept your head down, not bothering to make eye contact with anyone as you despised the pity they looked at you with.
It made you feel weak. Useless. Like you were a good-for-nothing. Like you were still the scum of the earth that you still felt you were.
But… Some part of you liked how he called you "my dear".
"Ah! There you are, child!" Kagemori Gonzo exclaimed as you made it to the courtyard.
Kagemori Gonzo was a kind(ish) man. His kindness was warming and made you feel accepted, but you knew it was conditional. The second you stepped out of line, you would be cast aside.
So why he was doing… whatever he was doing was beyond you.
"Uh… Yeah…" You said rather awkwardly and averted your gaze before he could look into your eyes for too long. But you still saw him smile kindly and extend a hand,
"Are you ready to receive your Daemons?" At this, you spun to stare at Asuma with wide eyes.
"What the fu—"
"Now, now dear, you needn't curse. I suppose I should've explained this in more detail. But I arranged with Father to give you a set of Daemons. If you are going to be working with me, you'll need them. That is… If you'd like them." Asuma said, and you stood there stupidly, mouth agape, eyes wide.
You weren't used to this—people caring about you.
People being kind.
People giving a shit.
People actually being decent fucking human beings.
"Are you alright, child? You're crying." Gonzo asks as he approaches you, and you realize abruptly that your cheeks are wet. You wipe them hurriedly and nod,
"I'm fine. What Daemons would I be getting?" You say and change the subject before they can fret over you anymore. Gonzo takes it in stride, but you can tell Asuma is going to ask you about it later.
But that's pushed to the back of your mind as Gonzo takes a pair of relics from his kimono sleeves and offers them to you.
They're worn, and you can't quite make out any details, but they're covered in rust and mold and smell of rot and power. You shudder as the power washes over you and you feel like bugs are crawling beneath your skin. As if worms have taken hold of your spinal cord and slither up and down.
Up and down.
Up and down.
Your knees tremble slightly as Gonzo instructs you on how to become the master of these Daemons. A slight sting of pain, and your blood sizzles and sinks into the relics. There's a poof of smoke, and the relics change into the Daemons' physical form.
One is tall and hulking, seemingly made of stone and covered in moss and mold and rot. You can't discern any eyes or facial features on this being, but it's slightly hunched despite being well over seven feet tall.
In contrast, the other is small and thin. It's made of what looks to be metal and rusted at the joints in deep reddish-brown. Like the other Daemon, it also doesn't have a face; instead, it looks almost like a walking piece of metal with similarly made joints and limbs.
They both stand motionless, not moving, not breathing, not doing anything until you move. You shift your weight, and the small metal Daemon seemingly comes alive. Its voice is oddly melodic, with a tinny yet musical quality to it.
"Are you our new master?" It asks, and you can only manage a nod. The voice is neither distinctly male nor female, so you can't tell whether this Daemon is male, female, non-binary, or something else entirely.
The little metal Daemon hops up and down, clapping its little metal appendages together in glee,
"Oh, how fun! It has been forever since we had a master! We were starting to think we had been forgotten!" It chirped, and the other Daemon still hasn't said anything.
Does it not speak?
"So, what do you think?" Gonzo asks, and you jump, enamored by the sight of Daemons that are now yours.
"Uh…" You swallow, "Thank you? I really can't thank you enough for this opportunity." You mumble out, and Gonzo takes that as his cue to leave.
Effectively leaving you alone with Asuma.
Before he can open his mouth to say anything. Perhaps to ask why you had cried earlier, you interrupt.
"Was there anything else you needed, Asuma?" You say quickly, and he looks at you for a brief moment before relenting.
"No. Nothing at all."
Things change once you have your own Daemons.
You ended up naming the massive Daemon "Rot" for the rot that littered his stone form, along with the mold and moss.
The other Daemon is named "Rust". It's rather obvious why you named both of them what you did. You never had been the most creative with names.
"Aptly named", Asuma had said.
But that didn't explain why you were here.
You knew exactly where you were. Shingo Cargo wasn't a small business by any means. You had dealt in drugs and alcohol with some people employed by them before.
That led you to where you were now. Clean and sober for the better part of a year, and working with the man who saved your life. You trusted him for fuck's sake, and that didn't come easy. But that doesn't mean you trusted everyone else around you.
"Asuma? Why are we here?" You hiss to the man, but he pays you no mind other than a sharp look that says "behave".
You wilt and keep your mouth shut.
At least… Until you see Shingo Hayato and his cronies.
And it's like you're transported back to the night Asuma found you. Lungs seizing, drool and foam running down your mouth and chin, appendages not obeying your whims or commands.
You felt so… Helpless…
It's all you can do to keep your composure while Asuma greets his uncle and they chat 'business'. It's like you're listening through a waterfall, what with your heart roaring and thundering in your ears.
It's not until you are back home that you manage a single question.
"Why?" You croak, and he looks at you oh so tenderly that you could cry.
"All will be revealed in due time." He says kindly, and Rust and Rot shift as they sense your growing unease. He reaches for you but pauses when you take a step back.
"You know trust doesn't come easy to me! And to partner with that man?! His thugs are the ones who almost got me killed when you found me!" You burst out, and he just keeps looking at you with that infuriatingly tender look on his face.
Asuma takes a step forward again, and you almost make to step away, but he reaches forward and grasps your hands in his. His palms are soft and without calluses or blemishes. But he grips with a surprising strength for someone who doesn't fight.
"I promise you," He starts, and you feel your heart start to race, "I will not let any harm come to you. You are incredibly important to me. You do not owe my uncle anything. But know that you will be safe. You don't have to worry." He says, and you can't help but believe him.
sooo... i wanted to show everyone just what i have wip-wise! this is updated pretty regularly as i work on things and as things come in.
just be warned, titles/tags/summaries are subject to change as i see fit. also, everything is gender neutral!reader unless specifically tagged otherwise!
NON-REQUESTS
love beyond appearance: baek yoon-ho x reader | based on the song "dark side" by kelly clarkson
but we lost it: choi jong-in x reader | female!reader, singer!reader, childhood sweethearts, breakups, reconciliations
yours truly: tomioka giyuu x reader | post demon slayer, civilian!reader, post office worker!reader
we were gods (we were kids): millions "nai" knives x reader, vash the stampede x reader | female!reader, plant!reader, love triangle
REQUESTS
trust doesn't come easy: kagemori asuma x reader | mentions of drugs/alcohol, reader is addicted to substances, kind of a power imbalance
shamelessly in love: kagemori jin, tadera "dera' ryu x reader (separate) | headcanons, romantic relationships, stubborn!reader,
two sides of a coin: yuru x female!reader | teenage crushes, reader has daemons
the scent of ink and lavender: kuroya haruo x female!reader | archivist/librarian!reader, crushes, pre-manga events
untitled headcanons: yuru x female!reader | platonic headcanons, period comfort
untitled headcanons with yuru, asa, and kagemori jin x reader (separate) | platonic (yuru/asa) and romantic (jin) relationships, parental!reader
untitled oneshot: left x reader | no tags at the moment :)
untitled headcanons with greedling and co. x reader | headcanons, platonic relationships, shenanigans with greedling and co.
I just read your angel!greed x hell spawn reader, and holy moly. That was FANTASTIC!! Will you ever continue it? I would love to read more!
hi friend!! thanks for your ask and for reading my silly little oneshot!
unfortunately i don't have any plans at the moment to continue it, but if there's something you'd like to see specifically, i'd love to hear it! you can always send in a request and i'll see what i can do :)
hey folks! bit of a life update but i’ll either be super active the next week or so or mia completely. I’m almost 26 and finally getting my wisdom teeth out 😭 i am being sedated and am due to get them out at 8AM tomorrow!
feel free to fill my inbox with all your wonderful ideas and i’ll get back to them when i’m coherent!!
It's just the summary and it's under the cut, but lmk if this is something y'all would like to see! I'll most likely be posting on AO3 but I'm also down to link it here if people are interested :)
This is for Daemons of the Shadow Realm/Yomi no Tsugai!
The Horror and the Wild
Summary: In which Yuru and Co.'s neighbor has more secrets than she lets on.
Pairing: Ryu "Dera" Tadera x Sable Sinclair (OC)
Proof Read/Edited: Nope
Trope(s): Slow Burn
Trigger Warnings: Body Horror, Gore, Violence, Sickness, Hospitals, Canon Divergence... Maybe... I haven't decided yet
And as always, tags are subject to be added or changed. But this is most of what'll be included in the story :)
