𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐑. 𝐀 𝐋𝐎𝐓. not just for a helping hand regarding his wounds, but for becoming a part of his healing process. reminding him that there is more to life than constant war. sebastian thanks whatever god is there as she aids with bandaging, as a pink shade overwhelms his cheeks, his mask just barely containing it. he doesn’t deserve such tender care. it’s been some time since he’s been graced with anything close to friendship. let alone the bond they’ve formed.
❛ you do not know who i was before. i was… considered quite the monster, back home. ❜ the murder of his parents being the defining moment. but a small amount of people have that information. he’s still disgusted with himself for such an act. ❛ to cope with myself, after verdansk. i became obsessed with killing to deal with anger. i need that dangerous clutch, to feel like i’m still in control. ❜ on the surface, he’s calm & collected, but his demons rage on. sebastian then nods slowly, he knows he cannot promise his demise will be non existent, but for her? he’ll TRY.
❛ as long as i have people that care about me… i will avoid deathly situations. i care about you, so i don’t want to make you upset. ❜
SOPHIE DOESN’T THINK TOO HIGHLY of herself for offering him a hand. it’s what any person should do, should he allow it, but she can feel how grateful he is all the same. it’s somewhat a strange feeling ; being on the receiving end of his endearment because she’s treating his wounds --------- or maybe it’s not only his physical scars that she’s mending. this isn’t her job ; he’s not paying her to do this. no, she’s doing it because she WANTS to. because she wants to keep him alive. perhaps, she’s healing him on the inside, too. or, well, that’s what she’s hoping for.
❛ a MONSTER ? ❜ sophie frowns. she knows that he doesn’t think he’s a very good person, but monster is almost unheard of. ❛ for . . . killing people ? or is it because of . . . something else ? ❜ she isn’t quite sure if he’ll answer that question. it’s a heavy thought shot from a loaded gun. ❛ you’ve been through a lot. that, i can tell. i don’t know everything, & maybe . . . maybe i never will, but nothing will ever change the fact that i care about you. that you’re my friend. okay ? ❜ a smile is given, hand reaching up to offer a gentle squeeze on his shoulder. ❛ i promise. ❜
sophie glances down, licking her lips. ❛ you know . . . i’ll be a lot more than just upset if you get yourself killed. i’ll be hurt & mournful, & angry. i’ll miss you & . . . ❜ she chuckles, opting to lighten up the conversation & say something she thinks is funny. ❛ i’ll even go after them & stab them with my scalpel. ❜
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