UNIVERSA

The most "MINDFUCKING" story you'll ever read

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I forgot to add something yesterday. My story is also too much against "the system". This "system", with rules the important people in this world have made up. I also make fun of this "system" in my story, and for a certain group of people this can be a huge turn-off. Besides that, I also dared to write an accompanying letter that's a bit different than your usual accompanying letter for a manuscript (I wanted it to be more unique, so that it stands out), and apparently these publishers didn't liked this daring letter too much. Either that or they were put off by the weird manuscript... can also be both. LOL. :') Oh well. I have to say I find it more and more funny that I actually sended my story to publishers. Never do that again, Fairy. Never. Unless you write a more proper story.

That's the only thing I wanted to add. Now I'm off again!

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Haha, I got two mails earlier this week and both publishers declined my manuscript.... and to be honest, I'm not surprised at all. Am I going to try to send it to other publishers? Well, actually, no. I'm not going to try it again.

I was thinking about it last month. Do I actually *want* my story to be published? It is... a bit of a weird story. I don't think it's a story that should be printed as a book. I have been thinking about it, and even for myself the idea of my story as a printed book is a bit strange. My story is too weird and insane for that. Yes, I know that there are books as strange as my story out there, but I don't know.... There's something really weird about the idea of my story as a printed book. The story isn't really meant to be a real book. It's too misantropic, too much parts that are against norms or are messing around with norms, too much heavy subjects (pedophilia, child abuse etc), too much pessimism, too much parts about life and death. It's just too fucked up to be a printed book. This may sound kind of funny, because my story's slogan IS "The most mindfucking story you'll ever read" after all, but maybe it's a bit... too mindfucking to be a printed book, especially for the year 2016. (I'll not go into details what I mean with this comment, or else I'm going to ramble and I want to stay on the subject.) I can definitely understand publishers that don't want to publish it, and besides that, my story probably won't sell much. It's not really a story that can be popular.

I'm thinking of beginning with a fresh, new start. Am I going to continue writing the English chapters? Well.... probably, but first I'm going to change things. I'm still not 100% sure what I'm going to do, but there are high chances that I'm going to check every chapter and change things I don't like, especially in the first chapter. (About time that damn first chapter gets written better. I really need to get rid of that infodumb.) Then, I'm going to upload all chapters again. I'm thinking of doing that, but again, I'm not sure. I *do* really like the story in my native language. I'm proud of the first story, and I'm proud of the first pages I wrote already for the sequel of it, "Ik Besta". At the moment I'm not sure if I'll upload the first story on my (amazingly looking, ahem) website, but when I do, I'll let it know here. (At times like this, I really hate that I'm not born with my native language being English.... :X) I'll keep you informed about what I'm going to do. Just give me time to think about it... though, I have probably decided it already in the weekend. ;)

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Wanted to let know I'm still alive. I sent my story two months ago to two publishers. Still waiting for a response. I thought it was better to not continue with the English version for a while. The book version is also better, especially the beginning. The beginning of this version is just plain infodumping. I know that very well, but for some reason I just don't feel to change it. Maybe I'll do it eventually. For now, I will put this version on on-hold. I do like the English version, though there are some things I don't like and could've written better. 1) The first chapters are written in pretty bad English. (Well, the last chapters are STILL written in pretty bad English - just not as worse as the first chapters.) 2) In the first 7 or something chapters I put WAY TOO MUCH stupid crap between sentences (these comments weren't really needed, I know). 3) I kept rambling things too much when I always wrote that part at the ending where I'm talking about stuff, for example about my song. Nobody cares, and now I don't even care myself anymore. (I still want to try to create an album before I turn 30, though... That's enough time I give myself, so hopefully I have created it by the time. lowl.) 4) There are some things with the characters I don't like in the English version. For example, I have new ideas about Bolormaa and Azraël, but before I got these ideas I already had the feeling I wasn't written these two and their connection with each other very well. Also never was satisfied with the way I've written about Quintos' past. I really want to write some things about the characters better in the book version.

I will also delete the older book version, because that one is just shit. No idea when I do it, but I'll definitely delete it when I feel it should't be on the site anymore. Also, I'm pretty busy lately, so it'll probably stay there for a while. Yeah.

Hopefully we'll see again soon. For now: peace and Bron bless you. ;) (And yes, still too afraid to check if this shit actually gets read... I'm such a fool, ain't I...)

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Quick update about my book (because I'm definitely not dead): It's going really well. I think I have it done somewhere at the end of may or the beginning of june. I still have to proofread it at that moment though, and a friend of mine will proofread it as well. As it goes now, I think I will sent it to the publishers somewhere in june. That's at least my guess, or I have to become sick suddenly or whatever can happen in the pass time. I'm busy with my study as well, but gladly both can blend very well with each other. (Pretty sure this is not correct English, but uh, I don't really care to check if my English is correct atm. Sorry.)

To be honest, I think this version is even better than the English version. Hopefully the publishers like it that much too. Fingers grossed, I guess. I will keep you updated.

~ Fairy :)

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Hi. Yes, I'm still alive. No, I'm not sure if I'll continue with this story. Or at least, the English version. I already wrote in my stories that I want to write the story in my own language and to send it to the publishers again, and that I'm currently busy with that. To be honest, I just want to concentrate on that now. Maybe I'll continue with this version again if I'm done with that, but as I said earlier: I'm not sure. Also, the beginning of the book version is SO MUCH BETTER than this version. Maybe I'll try to translate it in English if the publishers still decline my manuscript. We'll see what will happen. For now I'll say thank you for reading this version if there are actually readers who read it (lol), and maybe see you as soon as possible. (I think I'll have it done somewhere in june or july. I'll keep you guys updated of course. ^_^)

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So... I've decided to change something. From now on, I'll be uploading a Non Finished (NF) version of every new chapter. Maybe there'll be more NF versions of a chapter, I still have no idea how I'll do it, but at the moment I'll only post the very first pages. Why I will be doing this? Because of many reasons actually. The biggest reason is because I'll be busier in march with my study and such. (I thought I've written about it in a chapter, but I just looked it up and it seemed I didn't... huh.) So maybe it can happen that the new chapter STILL will be uploaded next week, but maybe it also can be finished in the latest days of march. And besides, the new chapter won't be the only thing I'll write. I also think I'll try to write the story in my own language in book version after all and sending it to the publishers. I wan't sure a month ago (I wrote about that in an earlier chapter), but now I think I'll still do it. I'll only write the first 50 pages of it, so that I don't write the other pages for nothing. So *IF* a publisher is interested in it, I know I can continue writing. (Not 100% sure if I can do this though, I still need to look that up... but I've heard about it, so I think it's possible.)

I do highly recommend checking the NF version, because there is a part where I'm really proud of. :) But if you want to read it until it's finished, it's okay too..... but like I said, maybe that can take a while.

~ Fairy

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The nightmare will finally stop. That would be a beautiful dream....

In "Beautiful Nightmare", Fransje is sent to The Tower, the world where "Master" Yohnos, her sisters and her friends lives. Before he know, he's drinking tea and doing other stuff with them, even though he - of course - doesn't want to do that at all. Though, maybe he can have his peaceful life back, now that he's around a lot of universa's again..... He knows "Master" Alic always liked him very much, but will she help him? And why is "Master" Kanoz acting so strange? Meanwhile, Plamber is trying her best to get Fransje away from the universa's, although she realises more and more that it all doesn't matter much. In the end, they are just pieces on a chess board, aren't they...

Read the new chapter here: http://fairyuniversa.weebly.com (All the other chapters, including the first chapter, are here as well of course!)

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The first one is from early january, the second one is from 2014. (I hope the drawings don’t fuck up the screen or something, as they’re... quite big. Yeah. Pretty much.)

ahahahaahaa. Also Fairy, stop drawing please. :’)

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Because I have this sort of "mini-exam" (as I call it) friday, I didn't wrote a lot last week. Of course, I do have written a bit, but it's not much. I have plenty of time to write the weeks after this friday, so hopefully it'll be released shortly after, because I have a fun idea in mind for the next chapter. It's going to concentrate on the universa's again, but this time, humans are more involved as well (which means more Fransje, yes). So I hope I have it done before march begins, because then I'll be a bit more busy again. I have the feeling it'll be released somewhere mid februari, but I don't promise anything. ;)

~ Fairy

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In "Beautiful Sorrow", Quintos gets in a depressed mood because of something what Zjalinn said. However, without knowing, he'll slowly wake up his former self of 267 years ago..... And when that does happen, things certainly get very interesting.

Read the new chapter here (including all the other chapters!): http://fairyuniversa.weebly.com There is also more information on this website about the story, if you're a "newcomer". :)

Hopefully everyone will enjoy the new chapter, because I do really like this one! It's the chapter I'm most satisfied with from the latest chapters.

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The new Christmas chapter is uploaded! Yes, I did wrote one after all. :) Though, I don't think I'm very good at writing Chrismas chapters after this... or Christmas stuff in particular... :P I *did* try, though, so check it here: http://fairyuniversa.weebly.com

There might be some interesting things in this, so be sure to read it, even though it may be not THAT good.... :''''')

Merry Chrismas and a Happy New Year, everyone!

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Do you prefer the truth? Or do you prefer lies? In "Beautiful Pain", Odiafee tries to let everyone in the world (and the rest of the Milky Way) know about their reality. Now that "Master" Yohnos neglects her story, she slowly is taking over it. Plamber tries to do something about this, but is she able to stop Odiafee? Read the new chapter here: http://fairyuniversa.weebly.com (All the other chapters, including the first chapter, are here as well of course!)

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"Master" Yohnos is very confused in "Beautiful Loneliness" and still can't bear she failed the fight with "Master" Lofive, so she decided to run away. She doesn't even want to talk to her twin sister anymore, which makes "Master" Methesor to lock herself up in their bedroom. The other sisters are trying to come up with a plan. Meanwhile, in the world of "Master" Yohnos something terrible is going on and now the whole ZKS is very busy, meaning that Zjalinn doesn't have anything to do. Though, maybe she'll be the culprit of something that'll happen next, even though she doesn't realise it...

Read the new chapter here (and, of course, the other chapters as well): http://fairyuniversa.weebly.com/

Happy reading! :)

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Yesterday I wrote 3 parts in one day. ONE DAY. That must be the day now that I wrote the most parts. Even with the first two chapters, I only wrote 2 parts in one day once. (Maybe I did twice, but not 100% sure about that.) Then again, the last days I'm really in the mood for writing again. I'm also working on a chapter that I will post under "special chapters". I also have some other ideas that don't fit in the main story as well, so I will fill them under that too. (Actually, IS there even a main story in the first place?)

The new chapter will probably be posted friday or saturday, so stay tuned. :)

~ Fairy

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Normally a new chapter would come out after 3 or 4 weeks, but this time it won't. First, I was very busy the last 2 weeks with my new study and still am a little bit. I'm also looking for an internship. Second, I *did* wrote 3 parts, but I'm actually not very happy with it, so I'm removing a lot of stuff. I'm not even happy with the beginning. I'm thinking about experimenting a bit with my writing style as well. I already wanted to do this in the middle of the first season, but every time I tried it, it wouldn't really work out well. I already did some experimenting with "1993", but it's not exactly what I want either. I have an idea in my head, but somehow I can't get this correctly on paper. I'll however still try for the best of my story.

Also, even though I didn't wanted to see it, I saw how many visitors my website had when I uploaded "1993". (Weebly changed the page when you just logged in *sighs*) That week it had 14 visitors and the rest of the month it had 37. (Not 100% sure, it was something like that.) It was around the 11th of october I believe. I could've expected that. It's because I don't advertise my story, simply because I have no idea how. I don't use Facebook and never will be, and I don't really know any other sites where I could advertise my story. I *can* try to look it up more, but that means I have to be active in advertising my story and I don't want to be disappointed in that people don't like my story. (I already wrote about this a few months ago.) I have been disappointed so much in my life and because my story means so much for me, I'm just scared. I know this will sound strange to other people. I do realise that very well. Anyway, I'll just continue with writing. It's really sad I don't have many readers, but on the other hand, I guess I'm okay with that. As long as I enjoy and love it. :)

For anyone who IS reading and following my story (I don't really think there are people who do that because there are already so many stories and comics on the internet): Thank you very VERY much to see the appeal in it! (LOL) I know "Universa" is mostly extremely weird, random and mad, but that's just how I write my stories.... Already since I was 11 I wrote stories like this. (You don't really want to read the first version of Universa I wrote when I was 13, it's even worser than this. ugh lmao. Then again, I was only 13.) Kind of tells how insane I also am, I guess, not being able to write really "normal" stories. :X (It's true that I have some issues, haha. I'm crazy yay!)

Hopefully I'll finish the next chapter this november. Can't promise anything though. We'll see.

~ Much love, Fairy

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Sometimes I have the feeling someone from above REALLY doesn’t like my story.... <_< Anyway, I fixed the link for “1993″. I don’t know if everyone couldn’t see it, but somehow I couldn’t just now, so I tried to do something about it. I’m pretty sure it’s fixed now, will check again another time today.

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Special chapter out now! http://fairyuniversa.weebly.com/