ᝰ🚬 𝚉𝙰𝙲𝙷𝚁𝙿 .ᐟ LOLA YOUNG - I'M ONLY F**KING MYSELF (2025) LYRIC PROMPTS. CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS IF NECESSARY. SOME MATURE THEMES MAY BE PRESENT.
i'll make him think i'm fine when i'm not.
go get a life and get a job.
i still love you and i don't know why.
he's been blowing up my phone.
turn the light off, i'ma wet the sheets.
i just wanna fuck guys who don't like me and don't mind.
yeah, tell my dealer i'll miss him.
suck me dry like you did before.
i've been fucking like no other and i don't cry.
i got shut down in therapy.
why is it so damn hard to love me?
i did some damage to my ex, but goddamn it, i should have broke that prick's face.
i should probably take my medication.
you can clean up the kitchen, your dirty dishes have been sitting there for days.
i just wanna fuck girls who don't love me, they don't mind.
my heart, it aches, but as it starts to race, i can feel a taste of what it's like to be happy.
no small talk, the shit's too long.
life's a game and i just can't win.
i wanna make you feel so nice.
i'm not usually like that.
if lying was a talent, baby, you'd be an expert.
they didn't do it, how you just did it.
when i'm lying in bed, i got post-sex clarity.
i'm not gonna love you like a dog.
there's no other way around it.
nowadays, it's hard to feel alive.
i want you right under me.
you've told me plenty of times that i'm needy and i'm greedy and i'm unreasonable.
i'ma give you that one thing.
i've been going 180, wind in my hair.
darling, you've been dying since birth.
get in your car, don't cause a scene.
i wanna kiss you slow, wanna fuck you rough.
don't wanna talk about it.
everybody wants to know ya, but me, i only want one thing.
i've been busy getting high.
i don't even want your number.
you're pissing me off now.
blame it on the gods so we don't feel like we did something wrong.
make me feel like i'm not incomplete for once.
if being mean was a habit, you must be addicted.
it's hard to imagine what world you think you live in.
let's not pretend we don't find it hard just to accept the people we are.
i got a little kick out of declining your call.
i'll never let him know that i spent all week doing a whole load of nothing.
i wanna get away, far from here.
don't say you don't understand.
i said that i could manage.
every other man didn't mean a goddamn to me.
we can put on our little show.
nowadays, i don't really go outside.
it feels like when my father told me that he must go away.
well, you're stressing me out now.
i love to feel, but i don't wanna die.
i'm not done lying to your face.
i know when we talk about it it's always the worst that we could do.
you'll kiss me slow like you don't have any doubts.
i'm lonely and i'm hurtin' and sometimes i feel alive.
please don't be unreasonable.
so, yeah, this is a bit of blabber but give me a message.
i can't say that i'm happy, but at least now i'm heading the right way.
it feels so right when i'm acting so wrong.
i'm really, really grateful, i'm grateful for you.
am i happy? truth is, i don't really know what that means anymore.
i spent all day wishing the day was over.
it's getting hard to hear the things that you said.
if i'm being honest, i'll take anything as long as it hurts.
i'll create a penny out of nothing.
please don't ever let me let you go.
if you didn't win, you'd throw the closest thing to you or punch your fist through the wall like it was made of sand.
i'm actually really grateful for life.
who fucking cares? 'cause it's definitely not me.
somehow you always make me feel at home.
i've been fucking on your baby and i don't mind.
guess i had to let you go to know that i didn't need you in the first place.
i'll drive to your house.
you can call me impatient, yes, i'm impatient.
it feels good, it feels great.
i was a sad little bitch, but if i'm honest, shit, i've barely damn changed.
who you've been sleeping with's no longer my business.
don't you dare walk away.
you fucking absolute cunt.
this ain't no way to live, and every day, i get up and run 'round in circles.
real love? no, we haven't found it.
okay, i love you, talk to you soon, bye.
i spent all day tryna be sober.
i don't stalk your instagram 'cause i don't care to know, mate.
i'll make a fool out of a man.
i'll see the truth behind your dark brown eyes.
i don't have a lover, and i don't need one.
i'm grateful that, you know, uh, that there are cows.
i've just got a little bit older and a little bit closer to death's gate.
you know where i wanna be.
the jokes that you made about me weren't even ever really that funny.
i've been right down in the gutter.
i've been kissing on the ladies up on the stairs.
there's people who need real help.
spent all week just tryna do something.
been waiting for you all my life.
best of luck to you and i hope you're happy someday.
there's plenty enough for me to go 'round.
i want you to trickle right down my throat.
i guess that means i don't need your dick at all.
i'm grateful that i'm here and i'm makin' art.
you put me onto the right track.
what a waste of my fucking money, i'll just do it myself.
i've been smoking on your father, giving him head.
i still love him the way i did when i was nineteen.
life's about learning and it can show you that the hard way.
now i'm locked out, got nowhere to go.
i'll cry to radiohead hoping my ex still cares.
you look so cute with no clothes on.
i don't know if i'll ever forgive myself if i go ruin everything that i'd like to be.
can we ignore it, baby, even for just one day?
you should get therapy or a punching bag.
i wanna take you on a little ride.
i guess life sucks dick, but especially if you sniff it all away.
tonight i'm your only lover.
i mean realistically, i just need a new set of friends.
that's nearly the worst that we could do.
why do i feel better when i hurt you?
do you know the difference between me and you?
you can keep your sad sob story 'cause i won't read it anyway.
what don't you understand about this?
no more fighting, then trying, then fighting again.
can we just get into bed?
i don't even like the way i look, let alone the way i feel behind.
maybe i should take a walk 'cause fuck all the running.
i'm quite amazed you think i'm just gonna pick your shit up.
let's not even talk about it.
i play with fire, kinda like the way i feel when it burns.
if i look on the bright side, at least i'm not fucking myself anymore.
by the way, i don't have much to give, it's all the same.
there's so much i wanna give.
i need a doctor, got a sickness and it's just getting worse.
can you just live a little, let your hair down?
i need a little bit of something to take off the edge.
you're so sick that you made me miss my best friend's birthday.
but in the meantime, who fucking cares?
i like a dopamine hit more than a fat kid loves cake.
you loved me for your ego, i loved you for you.
can you please leave the house?
i just came to my senses, and i still don't regret it.
save that big dick energy for my mouth.
it's not like you're perfect, baby, you're far from it.
i wanna make you feel appreciated when you're deep up in me.
fuck, i didn't need a lecture.
i wanna show you just what i like.
i should get a fucking grip.
if you love me like you say, you'll let me escape.
i'll make an atheist forgive.
i'm not coming back for fifteen years.
i don't even know my name.
you make me feel like i could fly away.
i'm a dumb little addict, so i've been trying to quit the snowflake.
please kill all the spiders.
she bent me over in the garden.
it's been days, and i'm running out of lies.
my next man, yeah, he's gotta be magic.
he's probably having great sex with that girl i knew was an idiot.