i was your prized possession

and who was your exorcist? { Untagged vent blog for @pluvicor, IC discoverable but not IC viewable — encrypted by @2hiit }

[faithtrap]

hinata got upset by a cruel someone and you are all looking for ways to make it about you. truly impressive, outstanding move

[ashstfu]

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everything you say screams distress and any attempt to address it is blatantly brushed off. i dont know what youre trying to do here, honestly

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unlearning the knee jerk reaction of showing people the way out of my life as soon as they make one mistake is a handful, but not worse than living in eternal distrust

none of it was what she said exactly, but the allusions brought me back to this

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Removing myself and disappearing from ur life when I don’t feel cared about or valued anymore

[disgustinggf]

it's kinda sad how i always preach about self love but i literally cannot stand anything about myself 😕

[faithtrap]

i was given the option to ward off unholy creatures and now i viscerally dont want to do it

in fact, im overcome with the urge to lure it back to me and its weird as fuck because its making me excited and giddy, almost sexually so. i shouldnt be feeling this in my loins, its definitely not something that should go in that territory

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the way im severing most of my friendships because theyre rooted in the need to flirt with me or treat me like a vent dump without the foresight to also check how im doing

its *chef kiss* delicious

[im-sun-deactivated20181224]

Do you have a hobby?

self destruction 

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not crossing the line dividing our friendship and work relationship is frustrating at times. i can tell you to drop what youre doing and go rest and not give you an option, i have this power, but even if it stems from concern, itd be shit of me to do and probably sever any trust you have

at the same time... wouldnt it be better?

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take a shot every time nonhumans say humans are inferior/stupid because were mortals or dont have extensive knowledge on the worlds inner workings or havent gone through world ending tragedies like them

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@cutemoniic nothing urgent, i think i piqued someones interest and im torn between "this is exactly whats happening" and "youre being full of yourself and will make it awkward by refusing something that isnt being offered"

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youd be surprised

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@cutemoniic nothing urgent, i think i piqued someones interest and im torn between "this is exactly whats happening" and "youre being full of yourself and will make it awkward by refusing something that isnt being offered"

[faithtrap]

sometimes i do this by asking rickons opinion. not frequently though

[falsecutesy]

If it helps you should do that more! Rickon seems like a level-headed person. A sweetie.

[faithtrap]

he is a delight but also an enabler (endearment)

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@cutemoniic nothing urgent, i think i piqued someones interest and im torn between "this is exactly whats happening" and "youre being full of yourself and will make it awkward by refusing something that isnt being offered"

[faithtrap]

sometimes i do this by asking rickons opinion. not frequently though

[faithtrap]

@cutemoniic nothing urgent, i think i piqued someones interest and im torn between "this is exactly whats happening" and "youre being full of yourself and will make it awkward by refusing something that isnt being offered"

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/i/, a person, am trustworthy in the sense that i wont actively seek out to cause harm. my judgement, however, is not the best one at times and it causes a great deal of interpersonal issues for everyone involved

but thats a different topic

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@cutemoniic nothing urgent, i think i piqued someones interest and im torn between "this is exactly whats happening" and "youre being full of yourself and will make it awkward by refusing something that isnt being offered"

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it doesnt, im not anxious about it. it just made me wonder

i have a history of getting ahead of myself

[falsecutesy]

Hey, if you saw something then there’s something! You’re good at spotting these things. I trust you.

[faithtrap]

thats so brave of you

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@cutemoniic nothing urgent, i think i piqued someones interest and im torn between "this is exactly whats happening" and "youre being full of yourself and will make it awkward by refusing something that isnt being offered"

[faithtrap]

it doesnt, im not anxious about it. it just made me wonder

i have a history of getting ahead of myself