Fake Absurdland

Nastya | 25 | Belarus | instagram / twitter / main blog: delorean212

[ursifors]

i swear this is just like a weekly reoccurance now when will yall Get It

[tulliabee]

Geoff making his way around the room, spreading some love.

[patricksgibson]

Alfredo: "I'm gonna say this for this last time, alright?"

[poly-space-nerds]

ok i had a better idea for Face Jam in FAHC universe in which no one knows the crews real names. All their identities are still a secret. So imagine you’re a Los Santos citizen. And you’ve been listening to Face Jam for a while, becoming familiar with Michael, Jordan, and Eric (and nick). One day you’re in the bank when FAHC bursts in and Mogar is yelling for everyone to get down on the floor. And you do what he says, but his voice sounds so familiar, you just can’t tell from what. The next day you listen to the new episode and realize holy shit,

Mogar is Michael Jones. But what can you do? You can’t tell anyone, certainly not the shitty LSPD. You’re friends don’t believe you. How could the Mogar be a random small podcaster that reviews food? Why? So you just sit there, knowing info you can’t do anything about.

[fakedelorean212]

If you hear from that anon again Id just delete the ask. Theyre probably hoping to ensnare some unclear thinkers into having doubts about Michael and Jeremy and thinking that Ryan is being wrongly done by., dont bother yourself giving them a platform. Semi related but why do they seem to think its only tweens who have a problem with sex offenders? The AH fandom actually skews older in the mid- late 20s and early 30s anyway and we all hate Ryan

you're right, I'm not bothering with such bullshit anymore, one time explaining my point of view is one too much, when it comes to explaining WHY I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH A CONFIRMED SEX OFFENDER.

and on the topic of age - my thoughts exactly! it's not only in rt/ah fandom, but Tumblr in general. it's like teens here think that when you come of age you suddenly die inside and lose all interest in fandoms. lol I've got news for you.

and I don't know which is worse - if that anon was a confused teen themselves or an actual adult who is a sex offender apologist. yikes.

[alsmitty]

Eric why

[fakedelorean212]

I wanna know how it’s gonna feel for this army of mentally ill tweens when Ryan puts a round through his skull, since you’ve purposely left him no other option. You think it’s gonna feel good? You gonna be happy then? Of course you won’t. You’ll just come for Geoff or Trevor again. Never Jeremy or Michael cause you know there’s something to find.

I've heard about RH apologists, but never seen one in the wild, and I couldn't believe people can be so blind. and yet, here we are.

so, first of all, I'm sorry, no other option? how about work on his mental health, his infidelity issues, his abuse issues, find happiness in his family and new work NOT on a public platform, where he will surely start preying again? how about that? also, you're obviously new to the fandom if you assume that self-centred prick like Ryan will do anything to harm himself.

and the last thing. bunch or RT and AH people came out to publicly denounce him and told you there was EVEN MORE to it than we know.

grow the fuck up. read the room and move on.

[fakedelorean212]

So, I finally sat down and made a playlist of clean Off Topics without the guy! Off Topic is my comfort show, I like to relisten old episodes when I cook or clean and most importantly - sometimes they help me to fall asleep. I reckon I'm not the only one, so I'm sharing it with you!

Couple of additional notes:

- The last episode on the list is #253 (Oct 4 2020), this is when the news broke out and he left the company, so the rest is obviously clean.

- I included episodes with Adam Kovic, because I don't follow Funhaus and don't really know what was the deal with him, but if you feel like I should delete them as well - message me!

- Also, as I wrote in the description of the podcast, I didn't look for walk-ins, so if there are any podcasts you think I should delete or put a warning in the description because he walked in and was there for a long time - message me as well.

- I cannot find the Google Docs with the list of clean videos, so maybe someone done this already. But if not - feel free to add the link to the playlist or this post on there. Or you can send me the link to the Google Docs and I'll do it myself.

Anyways, enjoy!

Off Topic without RH

clean Off Topics without the guy! warning though - I'm not sure what was the story with Adam Kovic, so I left the podcasts with him on the l

[achievement-winks]

Me and my friends made a collection of the safe playlists here, if it's of any help

[fakedelorean212]

So, I finally sat down and made a playlist of clean Off Topics without the guy! Off Topic is my comfort show, I like to relisten old episodes when I cook or clean and most importantly - sometimes they help me to fall asleep. I reckon I'm not the only one, so I'm sharing it with you!

Couple of additional notes:

- The last episode on the list is #253 (Oct 4 2020), this is when the news broke out and he left the company, so the rest is obviously clean.

- I included episodes with Adam Kovic, because I don't follow Funhaus and don't really know what was the deal with him, but if you feel like I should delete them as well - message me!

- Also, as I wrote in the description of the podcast, I didn't look for walk-ins, so if there are any podcasts you think I should delete or put a warning in the description because he walked in and was there for a long time - message me as well.

- I cannot find the Google Docs with the list of clean videos, so maybe someone done this already. But if not - feel free to add the link to the playlist or this post on there. Or you can send me the link to the Google Docs and I'll do it myself.

Anyways, enjoy!

Off Topic without RH

clean Off Topics without the guy! warning though - I'm not sure what was the story with Adam Kovic, so I left the podcasts with him on the l

[acheemient]

"Fuck those people, fuck Ryan Haywood."

We love this king.

[arancar-no-6]

Ryan really be acting like he wasn’t outed as a sexual and child predator, rapist, and serial cheater. Bruh it wasn’t a “rough year”. You were found out in October.

You were doing this for years.

[fakedelorean212]

Michael refering Lindsay as "they" on his stream... my heart is warm

(Michael's twitch stream X-Mas Eve Eve Fall Guys with the Crew at 04:16:40 if anyone's interested)

[bisexualrights]

Chef Lindsay // RT Extra Life 2020

[fakedelorean212]

through reading all the stories of victims, I've had a horrible realization: I myself had some awful manipulative men in my life, but especially That One Asshole who fucked me up for a very long time. it's been years now and luckily I was able to move on and recover from all the mental damage he caused and all the self-esteem issues, but to this day I sometimes had some doubtful thoughts - was he that bad? maybe it was my fault at least partially? but now, reading this, reading how R*an was manipulating all those girl and realising that That One Asshole was doing pretty much the same to me? holy shit.

[fakedelorean212]

God, seeing Jeremy trying to keep it together and his voice trembling just absolutely broke me again

I hope he can recover from this soon, and I'm glad he has someone as loving and pure as Kat in his life.

and I wish the same to everyone else in AH/RT. I cannot wait for them to come back to streaming and uploading, because, yes, selfishly I'm hoping it will help us to get used to the new normal, but for them as well, I believe, this will be a part of healing process.

[fakedelorean212]

so, I've been only reading about this whole situation (didn't watch any videos of the girls who came forward) and discussing it online, because I don't have irl friends who know RT. so I kinda had this illusion of it not being real, just some thoughts in my head, you know? never saying it out loud.

but now I watched Jeremy's stream where he talked about this and god damn. I broke down. I cried my eyes out. hearing Jeremy's chocked up voice made it so fucking real and this realness washed over me.

the way his voice trembled when he said "how much it meant to me to take a picture with him at RTX"... I literally sobbed.

but the things Jeremy said about healing, he is right of course. but oh man. every day it becomes just a bit more real and I really don't know how to deal with this.

i didn't even fully realise how much it affected me. oof. accepting that i guess is a step towards healing.

hopefully.

virtual hug to all of you guys, who needs it.

[fakedelorean212]

None of the people ryan engaged with were underage as far as I'm aware and he didn’t commit a crime. I know cheating is shitty but I'm really struggling to understand why everyone's acting as if he's done something heinous or horrible. The only victims are his wife, and Him as a victim of revenge porn whose lost everything. Ryan is my fave, and of course I have less respect for him but I'm failing to see this big betrayal so many are claiming. Hope this doesn't sound callous, I'm just so confused.

I can only speak for myself, but to me cheating is the worst betrayal, and to see someone who seemed like a perfect husband and a perfect dad do this is pretty hurtful.

and as the previous anonymous said - it's also the fact he left and we probably won't hear from him again anytime soon. and his absence will remind of this whole situation more, than if he stayed (again, not speaking for anyone but myself).

and in addition to that, it's the whole year that's fucking me up, so I guess it's just the accumulation of all the shitty things that amplifies the pain.