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Tebing Keraton's scenery is divine.

Oh, and hello, that's me!

A Home Is Not A Home

So, It's almost a year since the day I started work in my hometown again.

For thousands of time, I regret the decision I made year ago. I tried to ignore my feeling, but I just can't. I've tasted the poisonous life of Jakarta and it's aching to live in such a lovely hometown.

Well, the problem is not about the hometown itself, but it's the way I live now. It is totally different compared to back then. It was a drama-free kind of life, the problems was only "which place should I explore now" or "where is the new place". But now? uh. Even to take care myself, I have to make an effort like "lying" or some sort of that.

It's tiring.

Yes, But what can I do now?

Option 1: Runaway. Sounds easy, but well it'd create another big drama.

Option 2: Find a scholarship, go study abroad as far as the northern star. and hopefully, as long as I can.

Option 3: Open a new start-up business completely forgetting about the family business that requires time and much effort and yet needs to convince the whole family about what i want and what i need.

"Mungkin sebagian pengguna Path lupa saat kita mengajukan atau menerima pertemanan di Path, saat itulah Teman Path-mu sudah mempercayaimu untuk berbagi apapun yang sifatnya lebih personal dibanding yang dia bagikan di media sosial lainnya. Kalau dikaitkan kembali ke visi Path, teman Path-mu sudah menganggap dirimu sebagai teman atau pun keluarga dekat." - Ryan Hidayat http://revi.us/ideas/opinion/what-happens-in-path-stays-in-path/ with Randita – View on Path.

eskimomo for Baby Ben's Akikah Party. eskimomo comes with 6 amazing flavors, and my favorite is the Apple Pie. I heard that they are available in #bandung now. Follow the account @helloeskimomo for the updates! #icecream #indonesia #icecream #gourmèt

#bandung #icecream #indonesia #gourmèt

The Will To Survive

I believe that God made me for a reason.

But what is it?

I know the general purpose the God created humans is to be the "khalifatul fil ard" (know I'm talking like I'm religious? guh-reat) or leader of goodness, in away, but how to be one?

Sadly, my time is running out. I only got 24 hours for spoiling myself with this luxury. Time is a luxury that i cannot be wasted easily. #vscocam #woodka #bandung #indonesia #time

#bandung #time #vscocam #woodka #indonesia

#finesunday breakfast: omelette with sourdough bread, drizzled by truffle oil. #vscocam #bandung #sunday #indonesia #food

#finesunday #food #indonesia #bandung #sunday #vscocam

A hint of creamy-cherry taste on my 5oz #coffee for my fine #sunday. #bandung #indonesia #woodka #finesunday #vscocam

#coffee #finesunday #indonesia #woodka #bandung #sunday #vscocam

Yowza! The description is oh-so-true. Find your inner animal: http://fyia.worldwildlife.org/ – View on Path.

Magically Unhappy.

So Poof!

There was something (stupid, maybe?) happened 2 months ago. I ditched my fabulous-free-less stressful- but hectic life in Jakarta and chose to do this.

I felt I had to, because why do I have to keep pretend to love something that I did not enjoy?

It was hard living in two sided coins, the static yet robotic side and the-oh-i-love-the-art-but-i-can't-do-the-art side.

I mean, I thought by letting Jakarta life would let me live the life. Just the stupid thoughts came to my mind.

Do I have to keep letting this problem eating me alive?