Kinda Delulu

My love, my light, my lust for life

[landsccape]

[soundcarvings]

Whenever an ugly feeling arises in me, maybe resent, greed, insecurity, etc. I just have to laugh and think to myself, this is what being alive is and I don’t deny my capacity for ugliness, in fact I store my faith in it because that same awareness of my own ugliness is the place I go to when I am aware of my own beauty. I have all the time in the world to sort it out, that’s the thing with self trust. I don’t hide from others and I don’t hide from myself, where there is ugliness I observe it and I don’t turn away.

[soundcarvings]

People who deny their own ugliness, turn away from it, find shame in it and then pretend that they aren’t ashamed are the ones with the deepest capacity for cruelty. Time to see yourself clearly and move forward anyways.

[kosmogrl]

[vmkhoneyy]

I think if I could be the kind stranger in someone’s memory, that’d be enough.

[garcavisconde]

I wondered why green is so associated with hope and then I remembered being 8 and seeing a little plant sprout after a few days of waiting and. Yeah. I get it now.

[hungryfictions]

Ruth Madievsky, All-Night Pharmacy

[assiraphales]

one of the many victims of streaming is the dvd homepage where they included lil games, bloopers, director commentary, and behind the scenes. I miss u gurl

[pinkwinged-deactivated20230125]

[ajthebumblebee]

This seems to be what I've learned.

[ajthebumblebee]

[roseforviolet]

[justg1rlyth1ngs-deactivated2024]

[angelinthesnow666]

[888-stargirl-deactivated2024100]

Sylvia Plath was right…

"Being born a woman is an awful tragedy. Yes, my consuming desire to mingle with road crews, sailors and soldiers, bar room regulars-to be a part of a scene, anonymous, listening, recording -all is spoiled by the fact that I am a girl, a female always in danger of assault and battery. My consuming interest in men and their lives is often misconstrued as a desire to seduce them, or as an invitation to intimacy. Yet, God, I want to talk to everybody I can as deeply as I can. I want tö be able to sleep in an open field, to travel west, to walk freely at night."

[hamoodmood-deactivated20250309]

I'm cooked

[killrockstar]

your honor who gives a fuck. like for real

[liaisboring]

[maneater2008]