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[fallenarchangel483]

WHAT

these last two days were CRAZY, first two days ago i had prom and i wore a pink/purple/gold kaftan, and everyone told my i was pretty and my crush was eyeing me and looking at me and making eyes contatc the whole night, and we talked the whole thing he kept coming to me and me to him, we were talking n laughing and having fun, and when we were on the dancefloor room, he was next to me and asked "you dont dance" nd i was like nah no way and his friends kept coming and saying why dont you dance together nd all, and it kinda confirmed that he had a crush on me, so we went upstaires in the yard and we sat on a table and were talking and we heard screaming, that meant that something was happening cuz previously we saw ppl get together and make out nd slow dance and shit, and when we went downstairs actualy there was nothing so he said "yeah lets go back up theres nothing", and we were talking nd all and then the guy that i rejected last week came to ask me to dance and i said no i already have a crush on somebdy and my crush asked me what i had answered and i told him and at the end of the night he told me lets take a pic tgth at the photobooth and i said yeah sure, but it was closed so he said, lets do it on my phone instead and i said yeah and i told him yeah, wait i gtg ima tell you the rest later

[fallenarchangel483]

HELLOOOO

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pk y a des cultes avk lana del rey mdr vs etes bizzar de ouf frr on dirait des sorciere mgl

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I LOVE COEURCO !!!!!!!!!

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jvous promet c une dinguerie qd tu te rend compte que tu peux post cque tu veux et persn vas voir c grv bien de ouf

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ptnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn j ai trop la flemme de reviser mes cours de maths

[americanelegy]

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuckkkk idk if my crush still likes meeeeeeeeee helppp

[lifesince2005]

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tomorrow i have school yeahhhhh ill get to see my crushhhh hehehehehe

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why is tumblr fucking blue

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Ptn

merde, l année est fini et j ai pas profité, jme suis gacher cette année pr des putes.

J aurais pas du jregrette

ptn y vont tous me manquer mm si tt l annee jfaisais que dire que jles aimait pas, ils vont putin de me manquee, jsp pk j ai jms été sah avk moi, que jme ment

jme dit que jlaime pas, jme dit que jregretterais pas, jme dit que j ai raison, jme dit vous me manquéz pas jme sit que le moi d avant jla deteste, jme dit que je regrette ce que j ai fait, jme dit que je regrette ce queje t ai dit, jme dit que j ai pass besoin d eux mais si enft, ptn dmerde, jfais ca pr me proteger alrs que jme fais juste du mal comme tt les autres fois,

rien ne change rien n a changer, j ai tjs essayer de changer de personalité, de gouts d amis, mais rien n a putin de changer, ca n a rien reparer, ca na rien fait

et c que mtn que je me reveille, c que mtnn jme rend compte de cque j ai fait,

et le pire c que personne ne sais ca, prsn ne sais cke jvis, tt ca prk jme persuade qu ils s en foutent de moi

et mtn jfais quoi hyn

mes mains tremble, jdeteste la verité

jpréfere me baignee de mensonge que de l accepté

merde.

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crazy how much effort you can put into something just for nobody to notice

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help.

lost my airpods box and they are dead, also broka my jbl.

i just wanna listen to music, plz.

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im gonna fucking explode

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i rejected a guy yesterday and im TRAUMATISED

So yesterday it was the last day of school, not really the last day cuz we have finals for the next three days and we came today to give back our books.

so i knew since 2-3 months that a guy had a crush on me, he isnt the cutest, not my type and hes rlly quiet in class, and i heard that someday he made a comment abt my ass so yeah.

at 10 am, im sitting at a table with my friends and theres a bunch of specimens that belongs to his friend group that just spawns in front of me, they say "can you come rq, D. has something to tell you" and i smell it, i know whats gonna happen and after quite some time where i was trynna escape my fate, i was seated oon stairs with friends around me, and he comes with his friends around him, and like theres some sort of gathering, and a guy pulls out his phone to record the ground to have a vid or somth, (im literaly pissing myself while typing this, i hate myself for doing what i have done) and he says "A. do you wanna go to prom with me ? " and im so sad for him cuz he was kinda stutering and i said "no, im sorry" AGUAHAGYAHUGAYDJCBDCOBDCIV, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO POOR BABY, its so sad he got rejected in front of like eeveryone and WHO WOULD HAVE THE FUCKING COURAGE TO DO THAT ? I WOULDNT !!!!!

so yeah, in like

evbdy knew abt that and they kept coming to me like "whyd you reject him" "whyd you reject him" and they said i was mean even tho they wouldve done the samething, i wanna go apologise but i dont have the balls to. And even my crush keeps teasing me abt that hes always like " hes beautiful and a good dancer, why dont you go with him" but wtv

As i said earlier hes a quiet kid so the courage that took him to say that had to be DEMONIAC, how did he manage to do that, its literaly so fucking impressive, but yeah, im going to prom w a friend, its in 4-5 days btw.

byeeeee and thanks for reading all that

[fallenarchangel483]

prom

my crush is going to prom with the girl i hate the fucking most.

and i kinda dont care, cuz he doesnt like her he talks to her just to be entertained, and i have like no problem with that girl i have never done anything to her, but since the begining of the year she hates me and talks crap abt me behind my back since the begining of the year, even tho she acts rlly nice w me. i find this rlly sad cuz we kinda have the same interests especially in fashion, but i guess she chose to be pathetic.

So this is how it went, she asked him if he wanted to go to prom with and he said "i guess so" (it sounded drier in the og language sorry if its weird english aint my first language).

And you may ask "how do you know he has a crush on you?" or "why dont you confess if yk he has a crush on you?" well, at the beging of the year, in spanish class, i didnt go to class that day but wtv, my crushes friend and my crush were talking in class but they were at the oposite sides of the class so they were kinda shouting, so my crush pissed off his friend and he said "dont forget you have a crush on (my name)" and like everyone heard it, my bsf went to his friend and asked him, "is it abt my bsf (me) youre talking abt ? " and he said yes so thats how i found out, but at that time it was till complicated with his ex so i didnt make any moves, and this was like in october so idk, but since he alegedly has a crush on me he always tries to initiate the convo so i take it as a good sign.

Anyways, i am NOT a dog to be chasin someones do that goes out with a girl that doesnt even blend her lipliner, so wtv