I been going through this thing where I have a lot of energy at night but I’m on my phone don’t know how to get off when I do I just sit and look at the wall think of stuff that I don’t like to think about bad thoughts they keep coming back because I’m at a point in my life where I feel so stuck an feel like I won’t ever get the chance of stuff happening I still live with my parents at home never had a boyfriend or a real relationship I don’t have any friends at all I stay in my room all day wasting away the day which I hate because I don’t think I’m good enough that I’m afraid everything making the wrong move or saying something that shouldn’t or get yelled at by my parents I don’t understand it or like it I don’t want to feel trapped but I already do I feel like I lost her my mini me
