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I loved your continuation of the last episode! If only it had actually ended like that 😢 will you be writing more? I really hope you will ❤️

(Im not sure if I answered this before because i did but its not coming up but-) tbh it's how I imagined the last episode's continuation and thank you so muchhhh, i will be writing more💜

teenager-stuff

When someone insult my fandom:

Fuckboy, ChrisxEva,4x10 continuation

this takes place after Chris and Emma kiss and Jonas and Eva kiss Chris’s POV Emma takes my hand and leads me into an empty room inside Sana’s house. The party had died down a bit and they were only people left.But that doesn’t stop her from taking me inside.Just as she slams the room door shut with her foot, her lips make their way to mine. I’m taken back but respond back immediately, her fingers brush through my hair whilst I pin her agaisnt the wall. It’s a new feeling but I feel as if this is going to fast. I have never been the one to think having sex with a girl I just met is fast but I feel as if something is missing. I did feel intimidated by Emma when I saw her that is true, but I felt as if I genuinely liked her not the same as Eva obviously but- Shit, Eva I don’t realize what I’m doing but I pull away from Emma and I’s makeout session. “I can’t do this,” I breathe out, trying to back away but she keeps pulling meback. “What do you mean,” My indirect rejection doesn’t seem to faze Emma as she continues to kiss down my neck. “I mean I want to take this slow, like an actual relationship,” A shiver runs down my spine as the words leave my mouth, I never though I’d say anythung regarding a relationship, but I did. “A rel-relationship?” Emma stutters. “ Yeah, I want to give it a try.” I mentally slap my face as I realize that sounds harsh but then again I’ve never been in one. “Uh-uh, I just wanted to-” “ You just wanted to sleep with me, got it.” I slowly nod my head as her words hit me. I actually feel sad but I’m not sure about what. Picking up my shirt, I walk outside. Apparently everyone had left but a few people were still there. Striding outside, I spot William’s car indicating he hasn’t left yet. I walk around in hopes to find him, since he was the only person person I could talk to. I spot him in the living room with Noora. They were making out but I couldn’t give a shit less. “Williamm,” I whine out, sitting on the coffe table infront of them. They both instantly pull away on my presence making William glare at me but his expresson comepletely changes as he looks upon my anxious one. “What’s up?” he aks. “ I don’t know, I don’t know anything.‘Cause like one second I want to be with Eva and then I look at Emma and I’m like 'oh, who’s this’. And then we kiss and I feel like I;m in love but I dont know shit about love but then I think of Eva and I feel like I’m in love with her cause like her smile just comes in my mind and I just completly just get breathless even thinking of her and now I was just making out with Emma and then Eva came into my mind and I pulled away because I thought it was going too fast and then-” “ Wait, wait you pulled away because you though it was going to fast?” William cuts in between as I try to regain my breath. “Yeah, I told Emma that I want to take it slow and want to try out an actual relationship with her but then I find out she just wanted to sleep with me, which I get because like, I’m me but I’m so fucking confused about Eva man, I just don’t- like my brain doesn’t function when I’m with her, but when I saw Emma I felt like it was love at first sight and I just- what’s happening to me?” I speak out, looking up at Noora and William who had astonished looks plastered on their faces. “You love Eva?” Noora whispers. “I don’t know! I don’t get anything!” I exclaim. “Okay wait, first tell us what you feel when you look at both of them,” William suggests and for the first time it’s a decent one. “Okayy.. When I saw Emma I was like completely shocked because she looked really pretty and I’m 'like who is this, I want to know her’, and then we talked for a while and she’s so nice and I just don’t know what to say when I’m around I just focus on her face but I even feel insecure, yeah, I feel insecure that she’ll judge but then when I’m with Eva, I- I don’t give a shit about how she looks, I just get lost in her eyes and she’s so fukcing beautiful and my heart feels weird when she smiles and I can’t help but think of her all the time and then when I’m around her my heart beats crazy fast and I don’t care how I look I just want her near me and she’s so beautiful,” I say. “I was wrong,” William says slowly and I feel like I’m about to loose my shit because I don’t understand anything. “ WHAT DO YOU MEAN?!” I shout, pulling my hair. “I mean, when you messaged me saying you might love Eva, I thought it was some phase or he doesn’t know what he’s talking about, but fuck man, you’re so in love with her,” William says shocked and I calm down a bit. I love Eva? “ What about Emma?” “ Leave her,you just developed an infatuation with the girl you don’t love her” Noora speaks in between. “No! Leave me alone,” I hear a shout come from behind me. I turn to look Eva run in crying with Jonas hot on her heels. “Eva! I didn’t mean it,” Jonas tries to convince her but she’s already left the house. I run outside and call Eva’s name a couple of times but she ignores me.I’m still running behind Eva who’s in the middle of the road. Hearing a loud horn come from my left, I look to see a car speeding in Eva’s disrection. Without a doubt in my head, I pull Eva out from the street and onto the sidewalk. “What the hell were you thinking?” I asked her, slightly furious. “I-I’m sorry,” She stutters,looking up at my angry face, Eva cries harder and I feel my heart drop.I immediately hug her and try to calm her down. “I’m so stupid,"Eva whiispers. "Yeah, you kinda are,"I admit, in result Eva pushes me away. "Shutup,” Eva slightly laughes and my mood brightens up knowing that I was capable of making her laugh. “Jonas and I were about to hook up and I was so happy that he was finally giving me attention after all those other girls, and then he goes like ” we aren’t getting back together right?“ and I don’t know but I felt so sad and like useless eventhough we’ve hooked up after we broke up before and I don’t know I expected something from him, he’s just a fuckboy,” My heart drops at her words knowing she still had feelings for Jonas and that she called him a fuckboy and called me the same before as well. “Do you remember what I said to you a few years back? If he makes a beautiful girl like you cry, fuck him,” I say, moving her hair out of her face. “Yeah, he’s just a cheating fuckboy,” Eva says. ouch. “Yeah, so am I,” I whisper. “What?” Eva asks. “You told me I’m a cheating fuckboy this morning, the same thing you said about Jonas,” I say, looking down at Eva’s tear stained face, wiping away her tears. “No,” Eva says and I look in her eyes. “Jonas is JUST a cheating fuckboy, but you, you are so much more than that so don’t let anyone tell you anything different,” Eva says. Yup This is the moment William was talking about,I’m so in love with this girl. Leaning in slowly, I look at Eva to see if she’s okay but I see her leaning in as well. Our lips barely touch and I already feel chills up my arms.Eva makes the first move and connects our lips. I kiss back slowly but there’s something about this kiss that seems different.. but better.Her hands entangle themselves in my hair while my hands snake around her waist. Our passion filled kiss ends when I slowly pull away but our foreheads keeps us close. “I don’t want to sound like a whore, but I wanna try.. us” I can almost hear Eva’s voice quietly tremble and I chuckle. “I wanna try us too,” I admit. “But you’re gonna have to be serious, and no flirting with other girls or even checking them out,"Eva says and I smirk. "Oh no! That mean’s I can’t even check out your mom? Because she’s for sure a milf!” I exclaim, pouting to seem serious. “Chris!” Eva shouts, not believing what I just said. “I’m kidding,” I kiss Eva’s forhead and reassure her. My happiness this second is undescribable, there’s nothing and no one interrupting Eva and I’s moment this second and I could not be happier.I smile as I realize that Eva and I are having a 'moment’. “Such a fuckboy,” Eva mutters under breath but I still hear her. “But now your just stuck with me,” I say. If this feels like love, then it’s bloody amazing.

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Unpopular opinion part 2: the bad characters

Part 1: the fuckboys aka the bad guys

It seems like everyone on tumblr hates William because is a fuckboy, he blackmailed Noora and used Vilde and many other girls. And a lot of people dislike Christoffer because he also is a fuckboy and apparently he’s not enough for Eva (I’d like you to concentrate on the words “not enough”, reminds you of something?). Of course everyone has the right to like anyone he wants, and honestly I don’t care what people like or not. But I want to say my opinion because I have the feeling that some people doesn’t understand Skam, like, at all. William comes from a paricular family situation: her sister died years ago and he’s probably still hurt by that; he doesn’t have a good relationship with his parents, or at least they’re not close, since he lives alone at the age of 18 (for what we know) while he still goes to school; his brother is a psycho, and I don’t even want to think that he could’ve become like him because of the background they share, but could you imagine what is like to grow up with him? So yeah, William is pretty fucked up and he’s a teenager, doesn’t matter how mature he wants to appear. I’m not justifying his behaviour towards the many girls he slept with and ignored, but I kind of understand that he was young and careless of the consequances. And yes, he blackmailed Noora. It’s not a good thing. But have you ever thought that maybe it was the only idea he came up with? Noora wasn’t really easily approachable, and as I said, he’s young, and young people make mistakes (actually everyone makes mistakes, not just young people) Penetrator Chris apparently is a fuckboy who doesn’t deserve Eva because he’s garbage and he’s a cheater. Well, maybe it’s because I ship Chris and Eva since episode 1, but what I saw in him is not that bad. Yes, he cheats on Iben, which doesn’t make him Satan by the way. Chris, like William, is a male teenager with a goodlooking face, and he definately enjoys parties and hooking up. But he also stands up for people he barely knows fighting the Yakuza guys in season 2, and it’s something not everyone would have done. Then we only see him kissing Eva in some scenes, until his clip where we can see how he looks at her. In my opinion in his eyes we can see how much he’s changed and that he’s not a fuckboy anymore.

Part 2: the real bad guys aka the fandom’s cinnamon rolls

Jonas, who apparently is the only one good enough for Eva, actually cheated on Ingrid with her bestfriend and then critizied Eva for…everything. He made fun of because of her grades and because she had no friends (and she gave up to her friends because of him) and he lied to her about texting Ingrid, making Eva feel insicure about her and their relationship. Just think about it: does he seems a great guy? But he’s young and a bit stupid, like the penetrators guys, and he’s not evil, growing up he will change and meet someone right for him (maybe Emma is the one? Who knows) “Isak Valtersen aka the snake” is not just a joke, he literally blew up a relationship betraying one of his best friends because he had a crush on Jonas. Then he ignored his friends after he met Even and treated like shit everyone. If I were Eskild I would have killed him, I swear, even though Isak is my favourite character. But he has the face of an angel so it’s fine, right? No. Because in my opinion betraying a friend like he did to Eva is worse than hooking up randomly or even have sex randomly. Eva trusted him, she talked to him about her problems with Jonas, and more important, she loved him: he was her best friend since Ingrid stopped to talked to her. I’m not saying we should dislike Isak or anything, I just think that’s not normal being so aggressive towards people like Chris and William when someone like Jonas and Isak are the good guys. Also, Even cheated on Sonja, but for the whole fandom was just romantic because he had a crush on Isak, like it was soo romantic to see Isak using Emma because he was confused about his sexuality. This is not okay. They did some really shitty things, but these things doesn’t make them shitty people. They can and will change for the better, and they don’t need us to judge every single thing they do. You don’t have to agree with my thoughts on the characters and you don’t have to agree with this post, but I think you should think more about things before spreading hate

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Penetrator Chris

I don’t get how people can still hate on Chris when he literaly had few lines through entire series. Tbh we do not even know him enough to judge him. In season one Isak behaved very bad towards his closest friends and still - we all forgave him cuz he showed us that he has changed and grown as a person. Why can’t you give the same beneffit of the doubt to Chris? Yes, he cheated on his partner, but so did Eva, Jonas and Even and we still adore them. People in this fandom should stop being such hypocrits and just TRY to understand all characters that are presented to us

fangirlmesss

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LEGIT MY TRASH SON CHRISTOFFER ARRIVED AT EVA’S PARTY AFTER BEING ABSENT FOR 3548125 YEARS so what gives I WONDER

“William, I’m coming with u.”

“No, it’s ok. I can do this on my own. It’s Noora.”

“No, no, I feel it through our bro bond, you need support”

“Chris-”

“Like, the bro link is scared, it whispers to me William”

“What? Chris-”

“I have your back my man don’t u worry don’t you even worry”

“For fucks sake-”

“So we roll up, open the doors real slow and slide out, walking towards her, breeze ruffling our hair-”

“Dude”

“Right, she sees us like omg Chris you didn’t have to come to my party you absolute hunk! And I go haha maybe now I’M doing the stalking, but like, in a cool inside-joke way William ok??.. By that I, of course, mean Noora cause that’s what we’re doing”

“JESUS EVERLOVING FUCK JUST SHUT UP, GET IN THE GODDAMNED CAR AND DRIVE TO EVA’S SO YOU CAN BOTHER HER AND NOT ME”

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