(small wheeze)

[derangedrhythms]

It rains & rains. You’re absent / as if unborn.

Margaret Atwood, True Stories; from ‘Small Poems for the Winter Solstice’

[loveserum]

I can have a little cry on the bathroom floor...as a treat

[sistertaxon]

Just saw a post saying a castle was "infested with vampires" and as a biologist am disgusted. That's their natural habitat. They live there

[fanguine]

Today is my first day on T!!! 

[saiytan-blog]

https://www.instagram.com/p/BoMKI8ggdlD

[420corgi-blog]

[mimi-loves-foxes-deactivated202]

Boo!

[fanguine]

i know i wanted to be here more but the “nice” spanish lady i moved in with turns out to be subletting to me without the landlord’s knowledge and she wants me out.. because i want a proof of address so i can register with the gp. so i will just be dealing with that and finding a new home, legally, before i do anything here 

[halloweenmagick]

[fanguine]

As much of a sadass Toma is, once she actually sees a counsellor and starts taking her meds like she should instead of fussing over it, she would actually feel happier eventually.. and less anxious. She’d finally get to be a little more lively like she would have been if it wasn’t for those meddling children (who brutally bullied and excluded her since elementary school and onwards)

[fanguine]

dollsache‌.

    Remilia nods. There is no one else in the shop, and she isn’t speaking with the dolls ( well, at least not right now anyways ) . “All the dolls here are sad or sinister. There is no in between.” It unnerves her, so when she first started working in the shop she turned them all around. However, having them facing the walls turned out to be even scarier. “Do you want to buy her?” She asks, finally getting up from her seat.

With a look back down at the doll in your hands, then at the others, sitting still and sullen in their cold little seats, you confirm for yourself that the shop assistant lady is telling the truth. The doll that you’re holding in particular gives of a feeling, one of loneliness. “Maybe, I might...” Though a bad gut feeling persists. “Do you know why they look so sad? I figured it might be like, a type of style, but that jus’ doesn’t put the finger on it.. not really.”

[trickr-treat]

[horrorandhalloween]

by Austin Pardun

[fanguine]

toma: skips uni cause depression classmate: sees her post to instagram, questions her toma:

[slobbering]

[mysterymellie]

[shitpost-senpai]

This is what it’s like to be an adult.

[fanguine]

𝐜𝐨𝐠𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞  𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭.

alcoholism . amnesia . anxiety . appetite loss . binge eating . co-dependence . c-ptsd . cynicism . defensiveness . denial . depersonalisation . depression . derealisation . devaluation. displacement . dissociation . drug abuse . dysphoria . emotional detachment .flashbacks. flat affect . guilt . hallucinations . hypersomnia . hypervigilance . hypochondria .idealisation . insomnia . intellectualisation . introjection . isolation . low self-esteem. narcissism . night terrors . obsessive compulsion . panic attacks . passive aggression . paranoia . phobias . projection . psychosis . ptsd . rationalisation . regression . repression . restrictive eating . risky sex . self-harm . somatization . splitting . stress-eating . sublimation . suicidal ideation . sleepwalking . suppression . thousand-yard stare . triggers . trust issues . violence . whiplash temper

Tagging: anyone who agrees that toma needs to die can do this