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he+him photos of sunsets & walks & more a place for a bit of stillness main @solce

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late spring , after rain

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and to tell the truth, i don’t want to let go of the wrists of idleness, i don’t want to sell my life for money, i don’t even want to come in out of the rain.

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bloom

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i tell you this to break your heart, by which i mean only that it break open and never close again to the rest of the world

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flowers

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spring walks! (feat. the moon, my beloved)

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springtime

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assorted sunsets

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05 mar. 2021; a blurry sunset on the way home.

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01.01.2021; cats that i have saved on my phone + a bonus dodie.

ID: nine sketchy drawings of cats done with pencil on paper.

(top left) is looking at a phone. (middle left) is sitting upright on the edge of a table. (bottom left) is crouched with its face on the floor, as if about to pounce.

(top middle) is fluffy and gazing upward. (center) is in front of a field of flowers with its mouth open wide, like it’s grinning. (bottom middle) is a kitten with its head poking out of a jack o’ lantern.

(top right) is skateboarding. (middle right) is lying down, facing dodie, who’s smiling with her eyes closed. (bottom right) is looking at the viewer. /end ID

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27.12.2020; four figure drawings.

[ID: quick figure drawings of four people done on paper with pen, graphite, and highlighter.

the first (top left) is a girl facing right and looking upward, with one foot out as if she’s about to take a step. she’s colored with blue and purple. her hair is in a loose bun, and she’s wearing a backpack, an oversized t-shirt, and cuffed jeans.

the second (top right) is a girl sitting on the floor with one hand on her knee and the other beside her head. she’s colored with green and purple pen. her wavy hair is down and she’s wearing a sweatshirt and wide legged pants.

the third (bottom left) is a boy crouched in the floor with one foot tucked under him. he’s colored with red and purple, and wearing a t-shirt, jeans, and nikes.

the last (bottom right) is a girl looking at the viewer, standing with one foot up in front of her and with her body facing right. she’s wearing a baseball cap, large hoop earrings, knee socks, and a t-shirt tucked into a skirt. she’s colored with blue and purple. /end ID]

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25.12.2020; dodie.

[ID: a digital drawing of dodie (doddleoddle). she has fair skin, long brown hair, green eyes, and is gazing at the viewer. she’s also wearing black eyeliner and pink eyeshadow. the background is colored a pale green, with a darker green border around it. /end ID]

@dreams-are-only-dreams merry xmas! hope you like this dodie drawing.

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10.12.2020; hazy sunset.

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autofill poem.

i just want to let you see the new me that you’ve never heard about or from before. i just got hit by a car and he laughed at me as i didn’t get to cry. the moon and the windows are thrown wide open, so much so that they have to listen to us.

my friends are going out without me and are having more fun than usual. the sidewalk is not a little picture but it looks like it only fits two people at a time. i don’t know anything about the other day but i just wanted to let you know that i tried.

you are nothing less than the sun and you are nothing more than just that. i have to be held this one time. i miss you and i am looking at the stars. i love you.

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21.11.2020; a sunrise, a park, a sketch, a lake.

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i have once loved life and am trying to do so again.

i’m trying to look more closely at the world.

i’m trying to truly feel the blades of grass cutting up my bare feet; to sink completely into the sunrise and dance in the streetlights’ shadows; to stop desperately searching for sense.

i’m trying to learn to stand still, starting at seconds first.

i’m trying to be a better person tomorrow than i was today.

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07.11.2020; the woods, a lake, a sunset.