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Here we are again. At the same point were we started. My life has changed, I stopped pushing myself through all this, but I gained all the weight I had lost and I feel horrible living in this sickening fat body. I don't want to live this way, I gave up my battle against perfection, but now I see my flaws clearer than ever. I don't want to be this fat girl, I want to be perfect. I want people to envy me, but not just for one thing. I want them to envy me for everything I have got. I want them to think of me as smart, beautiful and sweet. I want people to look at me and think: I wish I had a daughter like that... So after quite a long time, we're starting over. Goal weight: 60 kg. Wish me some luck!

#run #perfection #skinny #beauty

And we're back! After a few horrible weeks,we're finally back! I am now 14,5 hours into my fast. Trying to make it 34 hours without food. I hope nobody will distroy this chance. I am "sick" at home, that's my excuse. I am doing my homework, writing and reading a little. Trying not to get bored, because that's when I crave food the most. I want to make this last and get that beautyful, skinny, flawless body.

#Thinspo #Beauty #Thinspiration #Perfection

I've been away for a while. I was forced to eat. I gained weight and now I am back. I am going to do better than before, I swear. I am sick of people telling me that I have to eat, I just won't from this point. Gaining weight again was the most disgusting feeling of my life, so now I want to get back to the feel-good losing weight.

#Thinspo #Beauty #Perfection #Thinspiration #Skinny

Wishful thinking is not going to get you there, honey.

#quote #thinspo

Today was quite a good day. Ate 100 kcals of lasagna with salmon, but I burned 700 kcals! Yes! Yesterday I had the worst day in my freaking history, even before Ana came in my life I never ate that much. So I have to make up for it for at least a week. No more than 300 kcals a day. Even when it gets hard. I shouldn't have been so stupid to be tempted to eat all that stuff. My goal for tomorrow is only eating when someone forces me to. Otherwise I WON'T EAT!

Love me for who I'll be.

#Quote #Perfection

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Tip #1

Make a deal with yourself you have to burn twice the calories you ate. This will eventually make you stop eating, because you don't have the time to sport it all off. It works for me.

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Went to the gym tonight. It felt so good to burn off the calories I ate at dinner. I had such a good day, didn't eat anything but 3 little carrots. Then we had dinner. It was awful. We had pasta with a cheese sauce, I couldn't refuse to eat it... Just as I thought it couldn't get worse, we had chicken and salad. I ate about 450 kcal, so after dinner I went straight to the gym, I burned 675 kcal, so I don't feel so guilty anymore. I can go to sleep in peace with myself now and hopefully I won't hate my reflection in the morning. Goodnight sweethearts! <3

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I am hungry. I want to eat someting. But I don't want to ruïn this day. I haven't eaten yet. I don't want to, but my stomach is begging me. Ana is talking to me, saying I don't need food. I can be flawless, I could be perfect. She says she will leave me if I eat, that I am not worthy of her help if I eat. But I can't stand those hungerpains anymore. I've been strong yesterday! I proved I can do it, I proved it to her and to myself. I have to prove it again today. No binging. Please...

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