Back here. Need to stop sharing my personal shit on my rp blog really.
This year is ending weird. My old best friend appeared. I'm back at attending small concerts of my favorite local artists after about 12 years of absence. I have more tattoos, some are spontaneous. I unlocked a subpersonality that is in charge for pain now (Nico), and I don't know if it's good or bad.
On the other side, my heart does somersaults I don't like, my older pup is sick and refuses to eat his food, my mom also doesn't fee well most of the time.
I changed my mental health meds to more strong ones, but considering all the stuff that is happening, I'm feeling quite down and tired of life. My bpd brain looks for an outlet and currently is obsessed with Augusto Ledesma from Memento Mori (hence, my muse Nico is hyperactive). And not that I'm thinking about s**cide, but I need my brain and my body to shut off for a while, so I could rest.













