Farea

[fareaahmed]

Yk they say if a writer falls in love with you, you never die. Ig I'm a lil narcissist. I want to live forever. In my writings, in my art, in the hearts, in the smilies of people I ever made happy, In the soul of people I understood and consoled. Ik I'm gonna live forever in the places dear to me, in the things I love.

And that's all I've ever wanted to love me more than anything else, you can't love anyone if you dont love yourself. I wanna live. Maybe for a moment. Ik it will last forever to me. I just want to be able to live forever. I wanted to be remember as someone who lived her life happily. Alone. But happy. Peaceful.

[fareaahmed]

You know?

You know I dont want to fall in love not because I dont trust it but because I know if I ever fell in love I'll give my 200% to that person I'll give my all, all my soul, but what if that person left?

You know the monsters I've been hiding all the time? They come to visit at night and tell me how hard I'm to love.

You know how much I love? I can't even expalin it.

You know. Maybe. You'll understand without me saying anything. Maybe.

You know I'm freaking out at the thought you will never be mine. But I do love. And I wish happiness.

But you know the cost of it.

You know you made my life worth living. And now I'm scared if you are gone my how will I live?

[fareaahmed]

I'm tired of pretending I'm okay. Just for once let me be not okay.

- Freya

[fareaahmed]

Just thinking what to do with my thoughts until I met someone who really understands me.

[fareaahmed]

I don't understand me.

One day suddenly I want to learn guitar and the following month I want to learn ballet like who am I??????

I just have this urge to do everything. Sometimes I'm all into writing poems and a novel and sometimes I'm learing a physics theory or researching about animals, plants. Sometimes all I want to do is sing and dance and sometimes all i wanna do is sit and gaze the stars.

Maybe all I want is to be alive. Maybe I'm just finding reasons to feel alive in everything I see or touch or I want to learn.

[fareaahmed]

And when you start to feel like you're losing yourself when you no longer know who you've became when you stare at mirror and didnt recognise the person you've became, then you should disappear and find yourself away from everyone staring at the moon or in the sunshine.

[fareaahmed]

I have said this before but please spread awareness on Palestine issue!

They need our support!

The way israeli government is treating Palestinians are inhumane.!

[genuinelyshallow]

And we’re back to the beginning

Israel attacked worshipers at AlAqsa mosque on Friday prayer with sticks, rubber bullets, and gas bombs. Remember this is what started the entire events on the previous 11 days. They attacked worshippers at AlAqsa mosque.

Note, Friday prayer is the group pray of the week is Islam, that’s why you see a lot of people. I can’t help but think of this a provocatively deliberate choice of day.

And look at them! Do they look like a threat ?!!

P.S : this happened about 14 hours ago and they retreated, but unfortunately I was too ill today to hold the phone. Even though Israeli police retreated. You must know and see this.

You can find more #Israelbreaksthetruce on Twitter.

[fareaahmed]

You Say Israel Cease-fire I hear Media stunt.

Disgusting Israel!.

[fareaahmed]

Hey guys This post might be a long one but please read it and spread the word

So guys let's talk what's happening in Israel and Palestine I'm sure you've seen alot of protest pictures and stories but do you know what's really going on? (Read this post)

Israel was founded in 1948. Till then it was Palestine and in 1948 international borders were decided dividing the land. Land situated near jordan river (called west bank) and The Gaza (near sea). In 1967 israel started occuping these Palestinians lands *illegally* by force. Like they are doing in sheikh jarrah right now. 6 families are forced to leave their *own home* by force the Israeli settlers who come to take Palestinians home are 'guarded' by *military*. And because of shiekh Jarrah issue the protest were going on in the holy month of Ramadan. People were peacefully protesting in hope Government will not let Israeli settlers snatch Palestinians home. But this didnt happend and the military attacked on Al-aqsa mosque while people were praying inside. In ramadan. Then the people started defending Al-aqsa but the extremists (Israeli citizens) were doing violence and the military was protecting them.! And hence the protest increase around the world and in isreal. As a reaction they started boming the Gaza strip and they still are boming Gaza everyday.

Hundred of people are killed by bomb everyday.

This is not just a muslim issue this is a humam issue. Spread the word. Educated your self more on this issue this is just a small summary of what is happening. Raise your voice!

Using all kind of hastags so that this post can read as many people as possible.

[fareaahmed]

Read! It's free Palestine till it's free!

Do you all know about Palestine? Do you all know what's happening there?

Please help and spread awareness social media is their only hope. And yes this isnt about jew vs muslim nor this is about hamas this is about israel gov. Doing ethnic cleansing. Apartheid. And killing hundreds of innocent palestines in gaza it's been a week since all this started.

They are boming Gaza everyday.

Please I beg you dont let another holocaust happen spread awareness. I know many of you supported BLM. It is the same thing as BLM. This is about HUMAN RIGHTS.

For anyone who dont know message me or follow @subhi.taha , @eye.on.palestine @muslim on instagram.

To educate yourself and spread awareness dont let media brainwash you!

#fromRivertillSeaPalestinewillbeFree

[fareaahmed]

So guys I'll be posting what is going in palestine!

Please spread the word! Reblog it share it do whatever you can!

[fareaahmed]

Read somewhere

"I don't want to fall in love. It scares me. The thought of falling in love...loving someone more than I love myself...I'm scared to lose myself to someone."

[fareaahmed]

Love can make someone alive.

[thoughtkick]

“Every star may be a sun to someone.”

— Carl Sagan

[fareaahmed]

I feel like there's a void inside me.

[fareaahmed]

" A lot of things have destroyed me after all this years of struggling financially, with abusing upbringing love is the only thing I fear I can get hold of myself no matter what happen I've done it I'm doing it but love...it's a wrenched thing.....when it destroy you there's no going back....it destroys you internally....it's the thing I fear the most....lord I'm sacred of the day I'll fall in love"

-Freya

[fareaahmed]

" A lot of things have destroyed me after all this year of struggling financially, with abusing upbringing love is the only thing I fear I can get hold of myself no matter what happen I've done it I'm doing it but love...it's a wrenched thing.....when it destroy you there's no going back....it destroys you internally....it's the thing I fear the most....lord I'm sacred of the day I'll fall in love"

-Freya