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[farkmagic]

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Im Fark, I do art

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The Arkhamverse Master list

2022 version:

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Part 15, Part 16, Part 17, Part 18, Part 19, Part 20, Part 21, Part 22, Part 23, Part 24, Part 25, Part 26

2025 version:

Archive of our Own

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Very important life update

Tw: mentions of dysfunctional family dynamics, and my bad mental state

So after talking the thing over with both friends and specialists, I decided it would be best for me to remove myself from my home situation and into a domestic victim shelter, where I am while posting this.

I’m doing this with such a heavy heart, as it means leaving behind my pets that I love more than life, but I just can’t take them without harming them, either by separating them or putting stress on them. And leaving all my stuff, that bring such comfort to me, from my collection of comics, plushies, to even junk at the bottom of the drawers and my art. And due to my autism spectrum, changes are horrible. Autism hates changes, and ive been battling with it for days. But i just cant stay. My family wont change. Ever. And especially not for me, until something drastic is done. They are so toxic and refuse help constantly, always coming up with excuses, always angry, always yelling, destroying my things…

I will try to remain active. Honestly it might be easier for me now, not being constantly stressed about my family’s moods and when they snap at each other. I will have to focus on getting commissions and try getting more hours at my job to save up, provide for myself now in terms of food, and slowly become independent while finishing the last years of my school.

Leaving my pets hurts so much I can't breathe. I feel like a monster. Hell, its hurts so much i just want to die. I've been crying for days, long before I finalized that decision. And just thinking I might never see them again, never be able to hold them as they pass after everything they did for me by just being there…it’s torture. I’m literally abandoning my pets to run into some shelter like a coward, abandoning something I love so deeply and was always ready to trade my life for. It hurts like nothing I’ve ever felt. I wish I could explain it to them, to make them understand just how much I love them and how much it hurts to even think about leaving. But I can’t. And I fear I won’t see them ever again.

Also, I got banned from the Rexwalker discord server I was a part of since it started, as one of the mods is a family member. And I broke some rules, but I wasnt warned the first time that I was breaking the rules, and honestly some of them were a bit vague. But I understand and own it. I just wish I could’ve said goodbye to them.

If anyone from that server is reading this, I loved spending time there even when it looked like the server died, and I wish you guys the best. Truly. Keep it up there.

Sorry for such sad update.

I will keep you guys updated, but know that I am safe and will work on remaining safe, as well as continuing to draw, as drawing is one of the best things in my life. If you want to help, you can commission me, or just keep being here. Having you guys read, like and just…there, helps me so much. I love seeing your comments, likes, and just knowing there are people who appreciate my work.

I love you guys, and yea, be safe.

Fark.

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Just a small update

i’m sorry for disappearing for 5 months with the comic updates, i was just so ungodly busy with final exams, then my cat got very sick, then i got super sick- had to go to urgent care, and my home situation has been really bad- a family member is struggling with their mental health and refuses help, so it creates a very uncomfortable, borderline dangerous situation for me, as my every day life is just so difficult because of how tense the atmosphere is. Plus ive been working on a lot of commissions to get some money and my j*b.

But I’m back and I will really try not going missing in action like this again (maybe i should finally make like a calendar, or a ,,swear jar” but it would be ,,procrastinated again jar”)

Here’s a wip, next chapter hopefully at the start of the next week

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Just been wondering…

should i censor swears in my comic?

yes.

no, we are serious adults (lie), we can take that.

Voting ended onJun 30

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So...my comic will have an exhibition at my art school in like three months?

I'm writting an essay/analysis/a yap session for it and I just...to think this almost 5 year journey started with a shitty drawing back in 2021 of Nightwing and Jason bc of an anonymous person posting me an ask. I kind of hope ill get to learn who it was and idk, at least draw something for them.

Like, guys, this comic is my magnum opus. It got me into art on a way- to do more of it. It got me into cosplay, digital art, writting again, animation, then art school and being a freelancer. It honestly saved my life too. I met do many amazing people, be it by rejoining old fandoms, or just...you guys.

So, i will post that exhibit when its done.

I am working on new pages, i was just so busy with school, then I got super sick, just life.

I was thinking about adding it to my exhibit- unfortunately too scared to show anyone irl how bad i was back then, and making a redraw. Like a good one.

But at the same time...why am I ashamed? Like this drawing is the origins, the thing that started it all. And it means so much to me. And yet im worried to show it to people. And its an art school. Other people there know that feeling too, so maybe it wont make me die of shame..?

Ill ask my therapist to make a decision for me most likely lol

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i have too many ideas for them, so for now just a quick sketch of them hugging bC WHY NOT.

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now that school is over and i finally finished an animation commission, im back to drawing…but my brain rlly wants to draw Bloodymary. and idk what to do with myself.

like hail mary is so beautiful it makes me physically hurt, and SimonxGrace is so full of potential for angst, fluff and everything- idk what to draw: angst, fluff-

Im gonna crash out.

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Batman Ghosts of Arkham timelapse.

You can actually see me having a seizure over trying to draw Bruce.

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Updated Commission post!

People in my art communities were yelling that I must up my prices, so yea…

More examples of my art :3

DM me if interested! Don’t ask in comments, as I treat it as bots.

and dont message me if you are trying to scam me. I will catch on and anyways Im literally more poor than you so theres no money to steal lmao

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I need to get myself one. I NEED IT.

Also happy pride month.

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Batman Ghosts of Arkham cover art redraw.

Comparison to the original version.

I don’t say this often, but I’m legit proud of myself.

Might post a 30 second long timelapse at some point.

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Ive been very busy with school, but i got to drawing and decided to experiment a bit with adding more lines in my art- like details in faces and such, and i think these few lines add so much! Like, it feels illegal that it looks so good simply because of some more lines.

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20 years old today. Yayyyy...

Never thought I'd make it this far.

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Batman Ghosts of Arkham is on Fanon!

Fanon is a new site for posting fan content. The site is very user friendly, the staff is very helpful, and I haven’t ran into any issues like i did on here and AO3.

It’s protected from AI, no ads or bots, and the staff organizes fun events, including contests!

I think it will also be a smoother reading experience for you guys, not having to scroll down and jump between posts.

So if you’d like to support me and the site, go follow me there!

I’ll be very thankful :3

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Changed how i draw Bruce a bit, just added some gray hair bc hes old and stressed and a scar on his brow, plus started working on making the proportions more realistic overall.

Plus i made the heart monitor Beep look better and more visually accurate to how it sounds (high and impossible to ignore)

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