so i guess everyone’s noticed me being gone. again. or maybe you haven’t. it doesn’t matter.
but what does matter is i should probably actually officially say that i’m basically finished using this website aside from modding the cm sideblogs i’m a part of instead of just leaving with nothing because that’s not fair to the people i’ve made connections with on here to just leave without a word and i’m really sorry i’ve kinda done that up until this point.
i’m not going into details about it because it’ll probably only cause my inbox to be flooded and again, i’m not using this website for that anymore so i’ll just say this: i’m kinda getting tired of being anxious every time i log on for any purposes that aren’t modding a blog or quickly checking a tag. i’m getting tired of worrying that i’m not enough all the time. i’m getting tired of worrying that i’m doing too much all the time.
and that’s all i’ll say. i don’t hate anyone here or any certain blogging practices, i just. need to be calm. and idk if i can continue to do that while i use tumblr. i don’t plan on deleting because there’s too much shit i’ve worked on to upload here that i spent a good amount of time on and i’m not pissing that away with the click of a button, but consider this blog done.
so if you want to see me blog about the things you’ve followed me here for elsewhere, you can find me on twitter. i’m still me, you’ll still find fun complaining there, but. it just won’t be on here anymore.
i’m glad that all 1.8k of you managed to tolerate me for this long and i thank you even though it’s time for me to go. i love you. goodbye, friends.
ps - the video for “road trip” was fucking rad.
