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can’t drink bc meds and panic attack
can’t smoke bc dry eyes and panic attack
can’t have sex bc no confidence in my body or sex drive
no friends bc i can’t talk to anyone in a social setting without freezing up
hate my job
always tired because getting up early for job
constant headaches and stomachaches
constant dry eyes and wanting to close them
i just can’t even live my life
i can’t have sex in my body i’m horny but not for the right people i wish i could be naked and comfortable seeing drag performers who are comfortable being naked make me so incredibly sad or even just people in general who are comfortable with their body and i feel like i’m never have that or get too old and i’m just not at home in my body and i hate it and being off my meds makes me want to kill myself
I GAINED WEIFHT AND I FUCKING HATE IT I CAN’T STAND IT MY BODY IS FUCKING DISGUSTING
i want to feel something i want to crash my car into a wall i want to belly flop onto the concrete and have the wind knocked out of me
i wanna forget i exist
NO MOM I DONT FUCKING MISS YOU EVER I LITERALLY NEVER SIT THERE AND THINK WOW I MISS MY MOM NEVER EVER
life is so hard and i have no money and can’t do anything fun and i keep making friends with bad people and the world is fucking ending and trans people are being killed and i might have to move and my body hurts all the time and i have no health insurance and my anxiety is the worst it’s ever been and i hate my family and i am stressed about everything and i can’t start my job for another week and idk when i’ll have money again or if i’ll be able to pay my rent next month and charlotte might be sick and i have no friends to hang out with and my mental health is just tanking and i don’t have a therapist and can’t even afford one at this point
life has been so hard lately and i have such a hard time seeing the light at the end of the tunnel
i’ve taken a nap the last five days and i don’t like anything i don’t enjoy music i don’t enjoy sex i don’t enjoy food i wish everything would go away
bought car insurance today i am an adult
why have i never had adults in my life that take interest in me and want to see me succeed and help me and believe in me why does nobody believe in me or want to give me a chance i feel like i have so much to offer
i want to do things and have experiences!!! how are other people working jobs and still having fun experiences and social lives and not crippling anxiety and depression and stress
not me having GUILT dreams about something from THREE YEARS AGO
interests i have? things i know a lot about? things i like currently?
animals
charlotte
tv shows
building things and puzzles
i am really struggling to think of things here
things that might make me like my life better:
a new job
money
a dining room table
more space in my house or maybe just less things lying around
a good group of friends or at least a couple of cool people
emotionally intelligent parents/family
shameless hobbies and interests
a therapist
how does they do it
how have people ever liked me
my new friend is in jail rn