Make Them Jealous

TRIGGER WARNING-Stay away from this blog if you’re triggered easily. CW:108 CGW:100 UGW:85/90 Height—-5”5 • THIS blog does not in any way encourage anorexia or any other ED/mental illness. It’s purely for self motivation. Please stay safe guys, xoxo (I follow back on main)

[ceciliapaege]

I’m 99 pounds again fuckers 🎉

Rb for good luck loosing any regained weight

[thinnercitrus]

i lost 12 pounds in 2 weeks ! !

reblog for that to happen to u too!

[ke-ray92-deactivated20201217]

Before January ends, I’m going to magically and extremely be blessed by the universe.

[introvertbard]

not gonna risk scrolling past this

[mrsdreamisworld]

[strawberrysoleil]

Reblog if you want to kill yourself but don’t want to make your parents sad :/

[skinnyd3vil]

🔗Personal vent: TWTWTW🔗

Feeling like you’re going to die isn’t fun. I can assure you, that feeling so much pain that you want to cry isn’t fun. And I can sure as hell tell you, that throwing every meal up, and laying on the floor until you feel able to stand up again isn’t for fun. In fact it’s terrible. You’ll feel miserable, you’ll feel like you’re losing your breath every time you go up the smallest stairs, you’ll feel like you’re about to faint every time you get outta bed, you’ll feel like you’re getting a heart attack all of a sudden when you’re in class, on the toilet, with your partner, at the dinner table, and when that happens, you won’t even care, because you’re so fucking depressed, and you don’t even want to live anymore. Eating disorders aren’t for fun, they aren’t a choice, they’re a god damn disorder, and you can’t just stop. You’ll only get worse unless you chose recovery.

A few weeks ago, my heart started acting up. My anxiety have gotten worse, my depression is coming back, and my whole life is a mess. Yeah I got a job, friends, family, house, and whatsoever, I smile, I laugh, I seem pretty fantastic, but I’m not. I no longer value my life, I no longer value what I got, the only thing I’m thinking about is when something will happen to me? When? That’s my only concern. When will it go so wrong, that something will happen to me? And it’s not normal. And it’s sure hell ain’t funny, cause my mind is about to explode every damn day, and I try and I try all the time to get better, but I can’t, cause I’m not willing to let go of losing weight. I’ve gotten so bad that I’m willing to fucking leave, just to get skinny. What the actual f*ck right? I’m so done. I really am done.

[valtsv]

*walks into an antique store* i'd like to see your most evil items, please

[wanna-be-skinny]

[niacinamides-deactivated2020010]

lmao being mean is so boring like??? complimenting girls? smiling at people when ur walking around town?? being mindful of the energy that ur tone and body language are putting out?? GOD thats so chic

[rocky-mountain-gothics]

A Guide To Exploring Abandoned Churches

If you go alone, don’t bring a flashlight. You’ll see things you don’t want to.

Don’t bring groups bigger than 12.

Bring water and some snacks, but no wine.

If you have to sleep there, sleep in the sanctuary, but not on a pew.

If you try to read the hymnal, the words won’t be english anymore.

The Bibles will be blank until you confess.

Don’t go into the confession booth. The man talking to you is not the priest, and you don’t want to know what he really is.

The cross on the wall changes locations, don’t look at it for too long.

If you see someone praying at the altar, don’t approach them. If they approach you, don’t talk to them. Leave immediately.

If you hear the organ playing while you’re in the basement, know that your time is running out.

If it plays while you’re in the sanctuary, your time is up.

Take whatever you want, but if you find that one of your possesions is missing, don’t look for it. Let them have it. It’s not worth your life.

If you find a rosary, don’t put it on. It won’t help.

The water isn’t holy anymore. Throwing it on the demons in the shadows won’t work.

Drink the wine if you wish to never leave.

Don’t get seperated from your friends.

If you spend the night, leave at sunrise otherwise you’ll enter another plane of reality with no way back.

If you don’t spend the night, leave through the doors you came in.

You might look behind you after leaving and see that the church isn’t there anymore. It means that they took what they wanted.

Never enter the same abandoned church twice. Even (especially) if you forgot something inside. That’s a lure. On your second tour through, they will know enough about you to keep you there.

[bachel-bakel]

[nohomohank-deactivated20200218]

would they stop you guys from going in because you’re not 18?

i just turned 18. i’ll get all of us in.

[saltyteenagecocktail]

I want to be skinny but I also want to eat endless amounts of food. My solution? A binge starve cycle that never results in any weight loss but instead depression, isolation and the constant urge to die.

[sticks-n-honey]

Wow me

[veganednosweightloss]

Little reminders

Eating 1000 calories is better than a binge Eating 500 calories is better than eating 1000 Eating does not = binging

Maintaining weight is better than gaining Losing .1 is better than losing nothing Losing half a pound is better than nothing Not losing 1-2 lbs a day does not = failure

Doing only stretches and nothing else is better than not doing anything. Walking the dog once is better than only doing stretches Doing a short workout is better than no workout at all Not having a heavy workout day does not = doing nothing

Having one happy thought is better than none Being anxiety free for one 5 minute period is better than none Having a panic attack or episode does not = ruined day

Doing one piece of schoolwork is better than doing none Reading 5 pages of a book is better than reading none Doing part of your school work is better than doing none or a little Doing something is better than nothing Not doing everything in a day does not = day wasted

Not everyday is perfect

In fact most days aren’t

At the spot you are at now maybe no day is perfect

But little changes and little steps deserve praise

Any improvement is worth noting

Something is better than nothing

[saltyteenagecocktail]

Eating disorders are weird.

I’m a VERY logical and scientific person but here I am watching weight loss subliminals, wondering whether or not water really does have zero calories and about how the government and corporations are plotting to make us all fat for monetary gain.

[xanarexxxia]

i’m too fat for someone who has an eating disorder since 10 years old

[thewetblankie]

Recovery Record is the smart companion for managing your journey to recovery from eating disorders including anorexia nervosa, bulimia nervosa, obsessive eating disorder, binge eating disorder and compulsive eating disorder.

With Recovery Record you can: - Keep a record of meals, thoughts and feelings  - Access beautiful reflection images and affirmations - Customize log questions, meal plans, coping tactics and recovery goals - View charts that highlight insights, trends and progress - Collect jigsaw pieces to earn hidden rewards - Set personalized reminder schedules and alarm tones - Complete questionnaires to track your progress - Link with your treatment team  - Receive in-the-moment feedback and messages from your treatment team - Receive and send encouragement messages and virtual gifts to/from other users

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[kritical-velociraptor]

Boosting this for followers or stumblers onto my blog.

I can’t help with 99% of eating disorder stuff because just thinking about it triggers crazytownbananapants for me, but this could really help some people.

[lady-freak-beast]

Signal boost for all the girls and boys working with recovery.

[and-none-for-gretchen-weinersbye]

I used this when I was recovering from my binge eating disorder and it saved me. This app works wonders and the best part is its indiscreet (it just says RR and has a picture of a bird so no one who looks through your phone will know what it is) and it is passcode locked so no one can get in. I highly recommend it!

[anapunkx]

if anyone is looking for a sign to recover, this is it!

[xenputa]

If you're trying to lose weight remember that:

your problem areas won’t be the first to shed that weight, it will be either your face, your hands, your ankles etc

when you lose weight, you realize that you and shrek are very much alike, we have layers (of fat). you will not instantly lose weight on your belly, hips, thighs, arms, where ever it is that you’re trying to specifically lose weight from, you will lose weight all over, this is why it’s hard for us to notice weight loss

the last place you gained fat on is the first to lose that fat off, the first place you gained fat on will be the hardest to lose that fat off

don’t listen to the scale, those few pounds that never seem to leave or you have gained are probably muscle growth, get yourself measuring tape to calculate your weight loss

you see yourself every day, be aware that it’ll be hard for you to notice any difference, but trust me, everyone around you is seeing it happen

weight loss takes time, don’t give up so quick