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fatamorganatm - independent, original muse blog. religious and psychological horror based blog. 18+, minors will be blocked. my header, promo, dash icons, and separators are done by the amazing eyeh8riotcommissions / pagesfrayed <3

mun - glitch/william, he/they, asexual/aromantic/agender. 21+. i be out here doing something for sure.

muse - isaiah bishop, he/him, travelling priest that may or may not have broken a centuries old pact with something he shouldn't have, but that's something we'll find out together, won't we? pictures and videos make his face distort, it's a lot of fun.

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[fatamorganatm]

guess who was locked out of his tumblr for several days!!

me. it was me. 

[psychastria]

—simran., choosing softness (an excerpt)

[heartwasglass]

virginia woolf

[weltenwellen]

Anaïs Nin, Fire: From “A Journal of Love”: The Unexpurgated Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1934–1937

[fatamorganatm]

devilmass​:

@fatamorganatm​  liked for a lil thaaaang

as  of  late,  reality  had  started  to steadily  grow  more  &  more  obscure.  sometimes  he  thinks  he  sees  his  father  out  there,  at  the  church;  walking  around  in  his  black’s,  head  turned  up  towards  the  trees  like  he,  himself,  does.   often  rodrick  conjures  up  visions  of  his  father  as  he  was  in  his  prime,  hair  as  black  as  onyx,  his  large  frame  filling  up  the  space  around  him.   

today,  he  thinks  he  sees  a  version  of  his  father  he  hasn’t  seen  before, a  teenager,  small  in  stature,  yet  he  doesn’t  take  notice  that  the  hair  color  is  completely  wrong.  rodrick  watches  from  inside  the  big  house,  nervously  fretting;  his  body  jumps  excitedly,  a  child  waiting  for  it’s  parent’s  dutiful  arrival.    he  moves  towards  the  door  to  head  outside.

❝   dad? ❞     on  the  porch  now,  it  quickly  becomes  clear  that  it  isn’t  his  father.  too  small.  no  cowboy  boots.   yet  the  figure  keeps  moving  out  of  sight  and  he  barrels  down  the  steps  to  follow.

❝   bonswa ?  ❞  boots  squelch  in  the  mud,  the  afternoon  dusk  already  bringing  a  sheen  to  his  forehead.    ❝   hey !  ❞    just  as  rodrick’s  sure  that  he’s  chasing  shadow’s  again  he  rounds  the  church’s  corner  and  smacks  face  first  into  the  interloper.  he  cringes  away  when  they  collide,  hands  coming  up  to  shield  his  face.

something had called to him. something in the way the air felt in this place had him pulling over in his car, an unsettled feeling broiling in his chest. a church - simple enough and out in the middle of nowhere - it reminded Isaiah a bit of home. not that it brought much comfort, all things considered.

something was calling to him.

he is simply lost in his own world as he circles the church, oxford shoes becoming covered in mud, but the wearer either not noticing or just not giving a damn. the feeling grows stronger, like a crowd of people whispering all at once, only to stop.

so very suddenly, he is collided with by a rather large, obviously frazzled man. knocked off balance, Isaiah stumbles back, barely managing to catch himself on the church siding.

he blinks, now frazzled himself, heart stuttering in his ears as he looks up at the man.

“.. ah. um. apologies, there--” he glances over the man, straightening himself up, “oh, many apologies, father. I wasn’t expecting to run into anyone out here, especially not.. someone like you.” 

he gives a disarming smile, taking care to step back a few steps. “i’m not here to cause any trouble. simply.. missed home.” it wasn’t entirely the truth, but he wasn’t about to go telling another preacher that he’d been drawn here by something. “very sorry to trouble you.”

[fatamorganatm]

holly + hibiscus

❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ]

holly :   how strong is your muse’s sense of intuition ? are they aware of it ? do they ever fear that it is only paranoia ?

Isaiah has a very keen sense of intuition, one that he does unfortunately write off quite often. His father would frequently hammer it into his head that he was simply being paranoid and needed to get a better grip on reality, so he struggles against that often.

He is aware of his intuition and is trying to actively be better about listening to it, but he struggles often.

hibiscus :   how does your muse view the gentler ,   daintier things in life ? as things worth preserving   &   caring for ,   or things only bound to wither   &   disappear ?

He sees these things as the former; worth preserving and caring for. He's a big believer that even the smaller, gentler, or even weaker things in life are extremely important. After all, how are you really meant to appreciate or understand the opposite without it?

[promptfairy]

❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ]   .

headcanon prompts with questions based on plants   &   what they represent in flower language .  happy roleplaying !!  ♡

abatina :   is there anything in life your muse has changed their mind about over time   (   due to becoming more educated on the topic ,   certain experiences  ,   etc .   ) ,    or that they   would   change their mind about under certain circumstances ?  

acanthus :   is your muse deceptive ,   or willing to lie or deceive to achieve certain means ?   why or why not ?   

aloe :   how does your muse handle grief ?

amaryllis :   what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ?   how do they express that pride ?   

anemone :   how does your muse view the world ;   as a cruel   &   unforgiving place ,   a land full of wonders ,   or something in - between ?  where does that world view come from   (   what experiences ,   life lessons ,   etc .   ) ?  

angelica :   where does your muse draw inspiration in life ?   what motivates them ?

apple blossom :   how does your muse go about expressing or not expressing their sexuality ?  

bachelor’s button :   does your muse actively seek romantic companionship ,   or cherish the liberties of being single ? 

basil :   does your muse have a love - hate relationship with anyone or anything ?

bay tree :   does your muse seek glory   &   accolades ,   or do they favour a simpler ,   more personal life ?  

begonia :   how cautious is your muse ?   are they prone to noticing red flags ,   or paranoid to the point of untrusting most everyone ?   why or why not ?  

belladonna :   how does your muse respond to silence ?   do they take comfort in soundlessness ,   or seek to fill the void with noise ?   

bluebell :   does your muse learn from their past ,   or are they prone to repeating the same mistakes ?  

carnation :   what is your muse’s relationship with their gender ?   how do they express or not express this relationship ?  

chamomile :   what is your muse likely to take away from a painful experience ?   are they one to be haunted by adversity ,   or to use what they’ve gone through to become stronger ?  

chrysanthemum :   how does your muse express romantic love ?  how do they feel about love as a concept ?  

daffodil :   is your muse one to be loyal in relationships ,   or are they likely to quickly move from one bond to another ?

daisy :   did your muse ever feel as though their innocence had been lost ?   what moment in their life could be described as the end of their innocence ?  

edelweiss :   what was the bravest moment in your muse’s life ?  are they known to be courageous from then on ?  

fern :   does your muse believe in magic or cosmic forces ,   or are they more likely to think their life is ultimately a matter of their own control ?  

forget - me - not :   has your muse ever forgotten something that is or was important to them ?   are they afraid of forgetting things like that ?  

gardenia :   is your muse one to confess romantic feelings early on ,   or to conceal them for long periods of time ?  

gladiolus :   describe a moment from your muse’s life that they will never forget .

goldenrod :   does your muse believe in luck or fortune ?  why or why not ?   where do they believe these things come from ?  

heliotrope :   does your muse believe in soulmates ?

hibiscus :   how does your muse view the gentler ,   daintier things in life ?   as things worth preserving   &   caring for ,   or things only bound to wither   &   disappear ?  

holly :   how strong is your muse’s sense of intuition ?  are they aware of it ?   do they ever fear that it is only paranoia ?  

hollyhock :   how strong is your muse’s sense of ambition ?  what’s something they strive for in life ?  

hyacinth :   is your muse athletic ?   does it come naturally to them ,   or have they had to work for their physique and/or skill ?  

hydrangea :   how much does your muse value communication in their relationships with others ?  are they prone to being misunderstood ?

iris :   if your muse could convey one last message to someone they have lost or left behind ,   what would it be ?  

ivy :   what are your muse’s views on marriage ?   do they believe it is something strictly for love ,   or an institution rooted in business   &   social benefits ?   do they desire or have they desired to be married ?

lavender :   how easy is it to gain your muse’s trust ?  once their trust is broken ,   how might one go about mending it ?  

lilac :   what was your muse’s childhood like ?   how has their upbringing affected them as they’ve aged ? 

lily :   how does your muse view their mother ?  

lotus :   has your muse ever felt as though they’ve been reborn ?  have they ever desired the feeling of a fresh start ,   or a better understanding of themself and/or the world around them ?  

magnolia :   describe your muse’s relationship with nature   &   the natural world .  

marigold :   is your muse prone to jealousy ?  how might they handle envious feelings ?  

mint :   does your muse view themself as virtuous   &   moral ?  what do these words mean to them ?

nasturtium :   describe your muse’s relationship with their birthplace ,   or homeland .  

oak :   who would your muse consider the strongest person they know ?  

pansy :   does your muse often reflect on their own actions ?   do they ever think a lot about the past ,   and what they could have done differently ?

parsley :   describe a holiday your muse enjoys ,   and why they enjoy it .

peony :   what would a   ‘  happy life  ’   look like in your muse’s eyes ?

poppy :   what comforts your muse ?

rhododendron :   is your muse receptive to warnings   &   advice given by others ?

rose :   how much does your muse value other people ?   do they wish to have many friends ,   lovers ,   and/or associates ?   are they an easy person to love ?

sage :   what is your muse’s legacy ?   what do they want to be remembered for   &   what might they actually be remembered for ?  

salvia :   is your muse possessive over people or things that matter a lot to them ?  how do they express that possessiveness ,   or lack thereof ? 

snapdragon :   is your muse merciful ?  why or why not ?

southernwood :   how seriously does your muse take themself ?   do they prefer a solemn   &   intellectual atmosphere or do they delight in jokes   &   banter ?  

sunflower :   what brings your muse the most joy in life ?  

tulip :   how does your muse view people in general ?  

violet :   how does your muse respond to betrayal ?

willow :   how does your muse handle sadness   &   depression ?

zinnia :   how has the loss of fallen comrades and/or loved ones affected your muse ?   has it taught them anything or given them any new perspectives ?

[fatamorganatm]

how do you need to be touched?

fervently.

you crave a hug that cracks your ribs... the feeling of your wandering soul being crushed back into the bones that can't seem to hold it. you need a hand gripping yours so tightly you almost fear it may leave a bruise, a reminder that you are here. and that you are not alone.

[fatamorganatm]

its truly amazing that even after as many years as i have been writing, when someone writes me anything (starter, reply, etc) i still get the same giddy excitement i’ve always gotten :]

[fatamorganatm]

Isaiah is -

An awfully difficult person to rustle or bother. He has an alarming amount of patience and will give it to anyone, no matter who or what they might be. He’s hard to actually scare, tending to see things with an air of “if it kills me, it kills me.” 

His emotions in general seem to be somewhat dampened. He comes off almost blissfully unaware of the dangers around him, when in reality he’s very keenly observant and always aware of his surroundings.

He is, however, easy to startle. So take that and have fun with it.

[fatamorganatm]

kxllerblond​:

Clark gazed for the treat bags, finding more interest in the task at hand than lingering anywhere else.   ❝-—Not the type. ❞ he echoed, almost tiredly. 

❝ I loathe the holiday actually. ❞ the cambion was so often tight-lipped about any unnecessary detail about himself and yet he seemed more lenient when it came to complaining about things. He picked some at the edge of his sleeve and added in a mumbled,  ❝ The food this time of year isn’t bad though. As overrated as some may call it. ❞

❝ I suppose you are right. My plans are unfortunately more lively, I imagine. Avoiding getting into any trouble this time of year is also a large contributor to my disdain for the occasion. ❞ oh to simply put together little treat bags instead of the nonsense he often got up to instead.

“Hm.”

It seems to be all he plans on responding with at first, fingers tightening little orange ribbons around treat bags, plopping them unceremoniously in a gaudily decorated plastic bowl. 

Finally, though without pausing the task at hand, he gives the cambion a side-glance. “I’d offer to let you stay here, hand out treats and pretend to be startled by children’s costumes, but I don’t imagine you’d find much fun in that.”

Another polite smile as he finishes up the last little treat bag, offering it out to him. “I hope your night isn’t too exciting, at the very least. Maybe you’ll find some way to have fun and keep yourself out of much trouble.”

[fatamorganatm]

@kxllerblond pondered:  

 “What are you even supposed to be?”

“I suppose I shouldn’t be flattered that you think I’m dressed up for the day. I’m not the type, I’m afraid.” His eyes shift to look over at him, a polite smile touching his features for a moment. Not too long, though, his eyes turn back to the task at hand -- making little treat bags.

“How about you, hm? I imagine your plans must be far more exciting.”

[fatamorganatm]

What's in my eyes? Only I know. Have I lost my mind?

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[becomeflowers]

❥      𝐓𝐇𝐄      𝐇𝐀𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃      𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍    (    ₂₀₀₃    )    ﹔      various  quotes  taken  from  disney’s  adaption  of  the  haunted  mansion.  i  ask  that  you  please  do  not  add   more  to  the  post.  adjust  pronouns  as  needed.

❝  now,  if  you  can  look  at  this  then  you  should  have  enough  courage  to  kill  the  spider  the  right  way.  ❞

❝  what  if  you  give  me  a  boost  and  i’ll  climb  over  and  go  around  the  back ?  they’re  probably  old.  we’ll  surprise  them.  ❞

❝  oh.  my.  god.  DEAD  PEOPLE ?  ❞

❝  look  at  the  size  of  these  knockers. ever  see  anything  like  that  before ?  ❞

❝  how’d  you  like  to  eat  every  day  like  this  at  home ?  ❞

❝  it’s  late.  let’s  not  fight  anymore.  come  to  bed ?  ❞

❝  these  walls  are  filled  with  so  many  memories.  some  of  them  painful.  ❞

❝  hers  is  the  story  that  haunts  these  halls.  ❞

❝  would  you  just  relax.  where’s  your  sense  of  adventure ?  ❞

❝  trespassers  don’t  GET  cookies.  ❞

❝  a  devil’s  curse  seeks  to  destroy  you.  ❞

❝  there  is  no  escape  for  you  unless  you  lift  this  spell.  ❞

❝  if  i  could  tell  you  i  would,  but  i  can’t  so  i  won’t,  okay ?  ❞

❝  but  do  not  be  deceived.  all  things  are  not  as  they  appear.  ❞

❝  now  it  serves  only  as  a  dark  reminder  of  what  could  have  been.  ❞

❝  to  love  someone  so  much  and  then  lose  them  so  suddenly.  i  can’t  imagine  how  awful  that  must  be.  ❞

❝  if  you  truly  love  someone  they  never  leave  you.  they  remain  in  your  heart  forever.  ❞

❝  it’s  okay  to  be  scared.  everybody  gets  scared  sometimes.  ❞

❝  look,  i  don’t  make  the  rules,  okay.  i  just  work  here.  ❞

❝  this  is  bad  luck.  this  is  very  bad  luck !  ❞

❝  the  story  will  finally  end  differently.  ❞

❝  do  you  believe  that  love  is  about  second  chances ?  ❞

❝  don’t  you  recognize  me  at  all ?  ❞

❝  you  were  my  world,  my  life !  ❞

❝  there  are  worse  things  than  purgatory.  ❞

❝  this  whole  thing  was  my  fault.  ❞

❝  you  try,  you  fail.  you  try,  you  fail.  but  the  only  true  failure  is  when  you  stop  trying.  ❞

❝  i  lost  them  once.  i  don’t  intend  to  let  that  happen  again.  ❞

❝  i  tried  to  warn  you  but  you  wouldn’t  listen.  ❞

❝  but  what  would  you  understand  of  sacrifice,  duty  or  honor ?  ❞

❝  come  on.  please  don’t  do  this.  don’t  do  this…  please.  ❞

❝  i  thought  i  lost  you.  ❞

❝  will  you  ever  forgive  me ?  ❞

[lovefromnoah-archive]

HALLOWEEN THEMED SENTENCE PROMPTS

“You can’t tell me you’re actually afraid of this movie…”

“I think she lied to you. This isn’t a costume party. No one here is wearing a costume.”

“Are you afraid of the dark?”

“Did you want to hear a scary story?”

“Love your costume. What made you choose it?”

“Are you sure you want to go into that haunted house?”

“Don’t you think you’re a little too old to be trick-or-treating?”

“What’s your favorite scary movie?”

“The fact that I’m single for Halloween sucks.”

“If we’re both single next Halloween, you’re allowed to put a curse on me.”

“Do you really think the curse is real?”

“Have you ever been kissed in a pumpkin patch?”

“Do you want to go through the corn maze?”

“I told you we should have done couple's costumes.”

“I’m not easily scared, but right now I’m terrified.”

“Do you like my costume?”

“Guess I’m the little devil on your shoulder, huh?”

“I like to think of myself as the angel on your shoulder.”

“Are you sure you don’t want to dance?”

“Do you want to dance?”

“The Monster Mash is a classic. If you say otherwise, you’re a liar.”

“How do you feel handing out candy tonight with me?”

“Are you sure you’re okay? We can leave if you want.”

“We should leave the costume party.”

“Do you think I could win the costume party?”

“I hate bobbing for apples. It’s always such a mess.”

“Just shut up and kiss me.”

“Sorry I have to take the fangs out before we kiss.”

“Do you believe in ghosts or not?”

“That’s a mighty sexy costume you’re wearing.”

“I like your jack o'lantern!”

“Do you like my jack o’lantern?”

“Shut up, that’s not what I meant.”

“Stop using the Dracula accent, it’s not cute.”

“What are you even supposed to be?”

[fatamorganatm]

long time no see, my friends. :] i return! i’m trying to slowly but surely get back into writing so I’ll be hopping on here on occasion!

I’ll be following folks, cleaning out people who unfollowed (no hard feelings if so, completely understand <3), and hopefully liking some starters and calls!